Ever want to just curl up and die?
I feel like I already have, and landed in Hell.
The good things in my life are just mocking me.
I get a taste of the good life, then it's stripped away.
You can't possibly begin to try to understand.
My freedom now lies in another man's hands.
I can't make plans for the future, I don't know where I'll be.
I can't settle down and have a family.
The waiting is torturous to say the least.
"At least you're out." should that bring me peace?
It does, but it doesn't. It's hard to explain.
Not knowing, is what causes the pain.
If I am such a good person why is this happening to me?
I just want to live my life the way I want it to be.
I'm not asking for millions, just some normality
But all I can do now, is wait and see.