I see such waste
Waste of time & effort
Need for comfort
For it's own sake
Because EFFORT
Has ODDLY been
REDIFINED as bad
That EASE is ideal
That sheer BELIEF equals effort
That EFFORTLESS thought
Is superior
Bizarre to me
I was born in Utah in 1962
With Lupus, Crohn's, Asperger's
And raped at 9
Did I whine?
No I said FUCK YOU
When the Military said I could not
Be a fighter pilot
Because I am a female
But they REALLY wanted me
As a spook because of my IQ
It was the 70's
And NOW that seems ridiculous
But at the time
It changed my focus
I DID NOT lap up the morsels
Offered me
I said FUCK YOU
I will spend my BRAIN in a way that
Propagates myself and my offspring
I made that CHOICE
NEVER victimized
And CREATED a living for myself
If I had WANTED to be taken care of
I had a VERY EASY ROAD
On two levels
My Father
VP at Tiffany's
Or Military Spook
I CHOSE to REJECT both
I have NO PATIENCE
For those who say they have no choice
Walk in my shoes
And you WILL understand my lack
of SYMPATHY