Its hard knowing the fact everyone thinks you have a wonderful life, fun , happy, and cheerful life, but when you are alone, you cry for no reason you just cry and cry till you feel happy and then when you are happy you want to feel sad again and just keep crying.My friends say i am so strong i wish i could say this to them:I am tired of trying, I am tired over crying, i know i am smiling but inside i am dyin! may be then they would realise i am just a good actress! Just so depressed, why does it have to be like this???? Something i will never know :(
Well i been thinking hard and i dont really know but really been thinking after my VIP is over with i might be leaving for good and will miss alot of yall but if you have anything on that subject that you want to say just leave a comment