I'm not perfect,, i'm just the girl who tries to remain strong. i'm the girl who thinks she needs a little makeup && sometimes still has to fake confidence. i hate capital letters,, i'm really good at making messes,, and my feet often need oxygen. i'm still not sure if i fell in love at the right times but i wouldn't trade them. i still try to defend you to others even when i'm hurt. who doesn't like sleeping in? when u cry i wanna be the one u call,, its not easy being optimistic but it makes things easier. u may think i'm crazy but i love it. i'm not the other girls don't blame me for your past. i'm not worried about you thinking i'm young,, youth is beauty. i wanna be the one who changed your life forever [[that lasting memory]]. i admire someone who can accept how they feel n who they are and actually do something about it. if i don't risk it all i may never get what i want. right now life is changing all around me, && for once so am i. i'm making improvments. i want people in my life who love being here who love themselves. inspire me.when its my time for love i'll love.. i'll never give up on the things i feel are real. it's not fair to be who you aren't,, i'm just me and i'm still learning. i like that i'm a challenge,, don't be surprized if the things u thought were annoying are the ones that bring you back to me in the end. me and jesus are gonna get there. my only words of 'wisdom' are you can't live in fear forever,, hope and love die last,, and a smart boy said 'lighten up a little'. (p.s.) u think i'm beautiful? why not just tell me!