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Every NightEvery night, when I lay me down to sleep,
I want to reach over, to feel your lips so sweet.
Although I know I cannot be there,
You will always keep me from having any fear.
The sheets are very cold;
I feel like I'm in a huge hole.
What if we never meet?
Would my life be any better yet?
I long for the day we lock eyes;
I want you to be surprised.
As much as you may imagine what I'll be,
I can only be me.
So every night, when I lay me down to sleep,
You are in my mind with me.
And right before I fall asleep,
I wish upon that star for you to be with me.
HiddenI wrote my name upon your chest and cracked apart your ribs to hide;
loveisfleetingloveisfleetingloveisfleeting
hearts racing, pulses pounding and clothes scattered across the floor
"don't let go," you whispered
loveisfleetingloveisfleetingloveisfleeting
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OMG YOU GUYS EVERYONE HELP. THIS LEVEL 10 IS USING MY PICS LIKE SHES ME OR SOMETHING SAYING THAT IF YOU BUY HER A VIP SHE WILL GIVE YOU GUYS A SURPISE..
HELL EFFEN NO.. NO NO NO I NEVER TALK LIKE THAT.. I DONT PLAY AROUND WITH SURPISE SHIT.. IF PEOPLE GIVE ME SOMETHING THEY KNOW JUST WHAT THEY ARE GETING IN RETURN.. FAR EVEN TRADE.. NON OF THIS SURPRISE SHIT.. BITE MY ASS. OMG
SO EVERYONE GO BLOCK THIS PERSON.. TELL HER TO STOP USING MY PICS.. THAT IS SO MESSED UP.. THE PEOPLE SHE SCAMS WILL THINK ITS ME DOING IT.. I DONT SCAM PEOPLE.. I WOULDNT OF MADE IT THIS FAR IF I DID.
LORD O MIGHTLY WHATS FUBAR COMING TOO? SO PLEASE HELP ME.. I DONT THINK ANYONE SHOULD PRETEND TO BE ME.. GOD THAT IS SO MESSED UP...
THIS IS THE REAL ME.. THIS DOWN HERE IS ME.. THAT UP THERE IS A FROUD WANNA BE.. OMG LEARN TO LOVE YOURSELF PLEASE
Is There Meaning In It?I have a tendency to believe that there is meaning in most of the things that happen in life, I believe that there are many levels to the world around us that we do not see or understand...yeah to some it is mystical mumbo - jumbo but to me I can not believe that life or the universe is as simple as so many people seem to view it.
So - today I am having a reflective day, a bit of a downer but not really and then...
I was taking out the trash...when I opened the door - I bird flew out of the Christmas wreath on my door, into my house, landed on my Christmas tree and just sat there looking at me. I quickly locked the cat in the bathroom, left the door open and took out the trash...trying to figure out how I was getting that bird out.
I came back in - walked close to the tree and the bird flew right out the door.
Mind you - the tree is on the opposite side of the room than the door...
Come on - is this just some weird thing that happened (I mean a lot of weird things happe
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New Year FuryIt happened as it always does
the New Year came at twelve
surrounded by my loved ones
I am ready to explode
can hardly contain the fury
wrath consumes me within
I quake with held in anger
I struggle with my ire
the need to hurt is overwhelming
the desire to maim overpowering
but I must stay my hand
control is required
desired by all
so I hide
put myself away from all I would hurt
I seek calm
peace
a tranquility of mind rarely found
I succeed for now
all are safe from me
for now
next time I may not be so lucky
God help me!
Ub40-cant Help Falling In LoveWise men say, only fools rush in.
But I can't help falling in love with you
As the river flows
Gently to the sea
Darling so we go
Some things were meant to be
Take my hand
Take my whole life too
Cause I can't help falling in love with you
As the river flows
Gently to the sea
Darling so we go
Some things were meant to be
Take my hand
Take my whole life too
Cause I can't help falling in love with you
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Someone Needs HelpSomeone shouted this at me, but they have yet to respond to my offer of help!
->playboy_bunny: hey i just let my gf read this and shes very willing to help. she needs your name number and address and she will put u in contact with local agencies that can provide immediate assistance
playboy_bunny: im good but my baby girl is hungry and my husband died yr ago and i need help. could or would you be a gentleman and help me out. im willing to do anything for it. shes my everything
->playboy_bunny: hey how are you
playboy_bunny: hi sweetie
playboy_bunny: you awake?
A Bit Of Humor For New YearsI was out checking my oil today. I live on a cul de sac, and there are a few kids that live down here. Some of them were out riding their new bikes they got for Christmas along with some friends. Their friends wanted to ride there nice new bikes. The following conversation gave me a chuckle:
Kid A: I wanna ride your bike, man.
Kid B: You can't. My Daddy doesn't want anyone riding our bikes. He spent like $200 plus tax on mine!
Kid A: Whoa! How can your Dad afford that?!
Kid B: My Dad is a cop. He makes. like, $500 a month!
Kid A: Wow, he must have thousands of dollars!
Kid B: I even know what a hundred dollar bill looks now!
Kid A: Man, I remember what a hundred dollar bill looks like cause I saw one when I was a baby.
Kid B: Ah man, the only thing I remember about being a baby is sitting around watching tv and poopin' my pants.
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Need A RideWell yesterday was New Years Eve and I ended up going to the hospital. I found out that I had a kidney stone and that because of the drugs I was not able to drive home. So since I have been helping my one lady friend out I thought she would help. You see she was evicted from her home and had three kids. I let them move in with me putting my business aside to help her and her kids. They did not pay rent or for any food. When she was bale she moved out into a gov't assist home that I found. So when I gave her a call for help. The first time ever since I've known her, she said "I'm tired and going home." She didn't even try to help me. So I will never ask her for help again. And if she ever ask me I may be just to tired for her. I ended up getting a ride home from a nurse I met two days before.
Billy Idol-john WayneYou know you make me crazy
and my mind is racing
you're wastin' all my time
someone come and save me
oh yeah
'Cause when I need you
I can see through
and I feel you
right now
All my highway
doin' my way
and I want you to feel
when I'm going down
Chorus
I am not affraid
and I won't go down in fate
nothing's gonna be the same
and everything you know
keep inside your soul
tonight I'm gonna be John Wayne
Oh yeah
our colder Days are chasin'
and you're not gonna face it
the reason's in the rhyme
you walked on what was sacrid
Oh yeah
And when I need you
I can reach you
and I feel you
right now
it's a new day
but your skies are grey
and I want you to feel
when I'm going down
Chorus
I am not affraid
and I won't go down in fate
nothing's gonna be the same
and everything you know
keep inside your soul
tonight I'm gonna be John Wayne
everything you know
keep inside your soul
tonight I'm gonna be John Wayne
Chorus
I am not affraid
and I wo
For Someone They Know Whoyour hand winded up in my hair my lips wrapped around your hardened flesh staring up in to your eyes moans escape your lips as my tongue dances upon the head of your desire ridden cock. pushing my head further down the shaft till I feel you fill my throat with your steel rod my throat reacting squeezing down and then releasing you over and over making me suck harder. all the sudden you push me back on to the floor cold against my feverish flesh you drive your pole deep in to my core making me scream obscenities many have never heard moans of your name escaping my lips As your moist lips linger upon my hot damp skin my body craves and begs for more hips pushing against yours pushing you deeper yet into my welcoming wetness. you pull my head back as you throw yours back and all that can be heard in the silence of the night is our animalistic screams of the others name. panting as we join together one last time feeling your weight press against me as we regain our breath
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Elvis Presley Vs Spankbox - Blue Moon Of KentuckyBlue moon, blue moon, blue moon,
Keep shining bright.
Blue moon, keep on shining bright,
Youre gonna bring me back my baby tonight,
Blue moon, keep shining bright.
I said blue moon of kentucky
Keep on shining,
Shine on the one thats gone and left me blue.
I said blue moon of kentucky
Keep on shining,
Shine on the one thats gone and left me blue.
Well, it was on one moonlight night,
Stars shining bright,
Wish blown high
Love said good-bye.
Blue moon of kentucky
Keep on shining.
Shine on the one thats gone and left me blue.
Well, I said blue moon of kentucky
Just keep on shining.
Shine on the one thats gone and left me blue.
I said blue moon of kentucky
Keep on shining.
Shine on the one thats gone and left me blue.
Well, it was on one moonlight night,
Stars shining bright,
Wish blown high
Love said good-bye.
Blue moon of kentucky
Keep on shining.
Shine on the one thats gone and left me blue.
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Nice GuyWe have a pretty close group of people at work that have formed over the last couple of years. Myself, my counterpart who does economic development research, and our budget manager. We are all within about 8 years of age. The other guy is married, and our budget manager is a woman who is recently single. The other day we were having a conversation about relationships. She, of course, is a little tired of everything dealing with dating, but we were talking about what attracts people.
She told me that women seem to have this desire for the "bad boys" as she called them. People that make you feel like you live life on the edge, but the trouble comes along when you realize you get the danger, but don't get anything else you would out of a relationship. I'm assuming she just got out of one of these relationships, I didn't ask. She told me she has this weakness, and she knows lots of her friends do as well. I can't argue with it, I've seen it myself.
The funny part of the conversation
A Little Info10 things guys should remember about Women!
[one] while you hold her hand play with her fingers. (they think it's cute)
two] tickle her & make her laugh.
three] kiss her.
[four] and dont only kiss her on the lips, kissing her on the cheek and forehead is cute too.
[five] hold her waist
[six] hug her while your behind her and rest your head on her shoulder.
[seven] whisper you love her in her ear.
[eight] tell her shes beautiful.
[nine] look her in the eyes and smile when your thinking
[ten] tell her you never want her to let you go.
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"Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings." -- Anais Nin
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You dont love a woman because she is beautiful, she is beaut
Work Needed!So everyone knows that the job market right now totally BITES! My job serious stinks right now. Sales are down horribly! I am lucky to have 2 days a week anymore. Its making me sick. I can not afford health insurance. I can not afford to pay my bills half the time...I don't know what to do anymore. I was wondering if anyone knew of some legal way to make a few extra dollars.
Code Blue-tsolI never got along with the girls at my school
Filling me up with all their morals and their rules
They'd pile all their problems on my head
I'd rather go out and fuck the dead
'Cause I can do what I want and they won't complain
I wanna fuck I wanna fuck the dead
Middle of the night so silently
I creep on over to the mortuary
Lift up the casket and fiddle with the dead
Their cold blue flesh makes me turn red
'Cause I can do what I want and they won't complain
I wanna fuck I wanna fuck the dead
And I don't even care how she died...
But I like it better if she smells of formaldehyde!
Never on the rag or say leave me alone
They don't scream and they don't moan
Don't even cry if I shoot in their hair
Lying on the table she smiles and she stares
Caa #68Please pray for a dear friend of mine and angel; and her mother. Her mother most probably has cancer and they need all the angel prayers, healing, support and love.
I will keep every one updated as I get news.
Doc
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You don’t have to do anything else than being an active hottie.
So keep your eyes open, it could be you!
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The New YearThis year is going to be very interesting. 2008 sucked so much donkey dick I thought I was going to suffocate. This year I plan on getting the fuck out of oklahoma once and for all. I have no clue where I will end up this time next year...but I can't wait to see. Hopefully I'll have a new band up and going, be in a steady relationship, have a few more pieces of art on my body and be rocking harder than ever. So here is my advice to everyone for this new year, Have fun, Don't regret a damn thing, Get drunk, Rock the fuck out and tell everyone who doesn't like it to kiss your ass!
I MovedI have moved to Auburn, Wa on the Muckleshoot rez, even though it shows an Enumclaw, Wa. I'm on the edge of the rez is reason. No phone lines in yet so therefore i must use library or when possible use my daughter's computer. Thank ya'll for still being my friends!! Hugs n kisses!! I'll try n get here more often.
I Will Miss You Yum YumMy kitty of 11 years passed away today. She was the most wonderful kitty. She was not like other cats. She would go on walks with me and always tried to protect me. She really trusted me and I really loved her. She was always patient and tolerated my kds very well. Over the last month or 2 she wasn't acting like herself. She wasn't energetic, stopped sleeping with me, and wasn't eating as much. She became very lethargic. After I noticed that she started losing a lot of weight and her appetite was diminishing more I took her to the vet. The doctor told me he found a large mass in her intestines and couldn't tell me what it was unless he did surgery. This morning in the middle of the surgery he called me and told me that it was a tumor and it was too large to remove without being fatal. If I would have brought her home she had days maybe weeks left anyway. The cancer was just too far progressed. I gave him permission to euthanize her. I really miss her. I know I will never find another k
Want More Pics?!?!Guy's if ya want to see more pics check out my site www.amysteeles.com and sign up to be a member it's free and add me to your myspace and facebook it's on my site facebook is on one of my blogs can't wait to meet u and hope u all had a great new years night! xo Amy
Tv People Are Recockulousi've found myself amused and disgusted, all @ the same time...
ever notice how when people are trying to sell you some retarded product on television (that will not, in fact, make life any easier...but it IS guarenteed to take up closet space very well...)
somehow these "special" folk manage to forget how to cut with a knife (90% of america would have many less fingers than they currently do...were they to weild a knife in such fashion) or how to answer a telephone, hang clothes in the closet, simply water a plant, anything to encourage laziness.
and yes...i watch way too much television.
Annipoo Is BackAnnipoo is back on the Fu-bar after being savagly beaten by her Ex,, she sustained broken bones and is still recovering.. soo this is a Friend alert.. go visit her and leave love..Let her know how special she is.
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To LevelYo just trying to get our level up since we started getting back on here again!!! tryin to figure things out as we go!!
I Once Met A Homeless ManI once met a homeless man lying on the walk. I had no intents on speaking with till he spoke up. I thought to myself will these be opened ended rambles or a plead for help, or maybe a panhandling scheme it has yet to be seen. None of the above I was now curiously wrong. Now an inquiry something I had to find for myself. At times it was if he were speaking in tongues but sifting through chaos was a message a theory to ponder. He was not miserable, he was just hungry. He was not cold, he was just bit lonely. In fact at first I would have said that this man was mad a bit dirty and just a bit sad. A man taken by his demons. Uncontrollably forsaken. On the contrary I had soon to find. Though he was here cause of his demons it was because he needed a place to hide.
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Lost FeelingsI'm confined, fixed to a dark world of nothing.
Lost with no identity, no sanctuary, nothing,
nothing at all. I am detained into a subconscious
cavity of sorrow and sin. Oppressed by conviction
persecuted at the hand of emotion, so much so, that
my entity is now and forever eternally numb.
Evicted from reality, from my everyday permanence,
I have become disoriented and condemned into my
own disillusioned reality. Distraught by everyone
and everything's misfortunes and goodwill, my
sobriety becomes disoriented and cloaked into a
state of insanity. Though a confrontation
towards my sanity is still adequate, and a fight,
in which is fought everyday, what is sought and
accommodated, is of no matter nor interest. All
in which matters, is when all is concluded,
and the thick haze extracts from my dead
habitat introducing a caste of light upon my
morose existence, guiding me to a province of
affection and desire, a place in which well forgotten
by me
GoodbyeI am sick and tired of being lied to on this site. I have, therefore, decided that I am going to delete any and all friends who do not have a salute. If you wish to continue being my friend, add a salute and I'd love to keep you. If not, I wish you the best of luck and bid you goodbye!
My Life In 20082008 as it was for Me, good bad and ugly...
Current mood: loved
Category: Nostalgic Life
Wow a year full of its ups and downs. I have to say for the most part I'm glad its over. A few major occurrences in '08 .....I got divorced (yay), turned 40, had major family conflicts and changes, lost friends, gained friends, made mistakes, hurt people, have been hurt, re-connected with family, and fell in love.
Starting with my divorce, since the beginnings of it were in '07, it was finally final July 28, 2008, and I must say, that was one of the happiest days of my life. To be out of a marriage I should never have entered to begin with. I have no regrets on meeting Joe and becoming part of his kids lives, for that I will always be grateful. We should have never married, but that's neither here nor there. I love his children with all my heart, just as my own, and they still love me despite the fact that I'm not their "step-mom" anymore. The love of family does not know boundaries, its un
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HahaYou know i love some of the shit people attempt to
leave on a mumm or something in order to insult a
person, or to attempt and insult them.
I've noticed a lot of the people here using fakes
pictures or attempting to insult people. I'm loving it. Reason being, so much immature kids to watch.
It tends to be entertaining. So keep sending me negative comments, and shit like that. It doesn't bother nor affect me, just gives me something to point and laugh at.
Oh and keep in mind, don't comment my personal profile unless you have something "nice" to say.
Dumbass people and comments will be deleted and blocked. So suck on that alright. =]
I can the biggest asshole on here, trust me.
Times Have Changed Alot !I am close to 35 years old now and I was raised a totally different way than the way things go today. I was rather upset when I listened to Hillary Clinton say it takes a village to raise a child until I thought more about the statement. ber when I was being brought up by my Grandparents in the 80's and early 90's it was a totally different time. From day light to dusk I was no where to be found. I had friends that my folks reallly didn't have too much to worry about. If their was much to be worried about all they would do is call their parents and let them know and it was handled. If I acted a fool in front of my neighbors they had the right to beat the brakes off of me and then when I got home the phone call had already been made and more than likely I had the brakes beaten off of me again and most of the time grounded. I mean hell, the grounding didn't last much more past me getting home from school the next day. I never raised a hand to my folks and I never had a foul word to say t
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Renewedrenewed
im not here I've left this shell my soul now travels free
i'm not dead it's just quicker a way to find the one for me
tired of judging and blaming folks they will be what they will be
i've found salvation my way away I have the key
let go of the negative vibes the harsh feelings and you can see
any and everything you wish to see ever so clearly
Looking For A Little HelpHello all friends and fans I am looking for a little help , I really would like to be Godfather before my birthday which is Jan. 15th , I will return all the love as fast as I can .
What Do I Feel?What is this I'm feeling? Is it the same old confusion and pain I've become so accustomed to or is this an entirely new kind of pain and anguish from a loss I've never known before? Was this just another lesson in life, were we meant to be, or was it supposed to be temporary?
If you love something set it free...
If it doesn't come back, hunt it down and kill it!
A Letter Never SentHow dare you smile at the thought of another! Why don't I cause that? You have the nerve to call me your soulmate, and yet look at where we are! You said only I know how to calm your spirit and touch your wings. Only I know your heart and soul. And where are we now? No where. You promised your love to me forever. Just another lie. You were ready to take this vow before God! Now there is no more "we", only "me" here and "you" there. Why wasn't I enough? What happened to honor? Pride? All you have is ego. I gave you my heart and soul, things I have kept hidden, protected and shut away always! I handed them to you no questions asked, just a simple request, "Please take good care of them". You said you would but you treated them like shit! I can never take them back, even if I wanted to, they were gifts to you do what you wanted to. All I can do is pick up all the little broken pieces you've dropped and haven't noticed were missing, collect and care for them until I am whole once again. Wh
Big New Changes ComingOk Bad Girls.. There Will Be A Few Changes Coming To Sarge's Bad Girls In The Next Few Days...There Will Be A Few Rules All Bad Girls Will Have To Follow.. Also I Will Be Going Through The Roster Of Bad Girls & Those That Show On Their Profiles Haven't Been Online For Longer Than A Week Will Be Deleted & Sent A Message Letting Them Know Why...
Also I Have Noticed A Few Girls Wanting To Leave Or Leaving Without Letting Me Know.. I Will Be Giving Everyone A Chance To Let Me Know If They Would Like To Still Be Part Of The Bad Girls ..Those That Do Stay Will Need To Follow My New Rules
One More Thing.. I Have Said This Before ..I Do Know That RL Things Such As Illness, Jobs ..ETC.
So If You Would Like To Stay One Of Sarge's Bad Girls..But May Have A Reason That Would Keep You From Participating In Everything ...Just Let Me Know And We Will Work Something Out.
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Thanks For Reading
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Happy New Year.This was from a conversation earlier on YIM. i'm posting it for posterity...
i really dont see myself as attractive.
i bust my ass constantly for my career.
and i never take time for myself.
so when some dude finds me cute. i have a hard time accepting that.
Makes it harder when boys misinterpret my attractveness, like i'm just another dumb girl they can play..
they get sorely mistaken when i bash their egos. And instantly I'm no longer that cute dumb girl. I'm now a cold hearted bitch..
this is why im constantly in the friend zone.
boys dont like smart chicks.
cant i just have both?
New Year's Eve 2009Ok..so I had a few choices this year. None of them really peaked me but neither did sitting at home watching Dick Clark.
I had a few friends come over and we hung out for a bit. Then we hit a local club so we could dance and flirt some free drinks. Hey it works, shut up.
Around 11 we decided to go to this one party we were invited to. I wasn't all that into it, but there was this really cute guy I had met a few days before. So who knows, right?
Well, needless to say, I drank too much and had a little too much fun. He didn't seem to complain any. But by the time I got home, I knew I had let myself go a little too far.
So what about anyone else? Do we do stupid things on New Year's because we're caught up in it or do we use it as an excuse? I know I'm not the only one.
Lest We ForgetI once read lines, I know not by whom,
But I thought them all to true;
They spoke of things we leave undone
As well as things we do.
There were the kind words left unspoken,
The letter we did not write;The visit we promised but did not make,
The forgotten prayer at night.
Perhaps the gift of a single rose
Would have gladdened the heart of a friend.
We can never really measure the joy
That is ours to share without end.
How sad but true that many a life
Could sparkle as noon day sun,
Were it not for the loneliness often caused
By deeds that are left undone.
Making The Right ChoiceSup Juggalos,
Our Lives are fast paced. You wake up in the morning, if you have a job you might have to run to work and then you get off, go pick up the kids at day care or your parent's, feed yourself, feed the kids, go to bed and then do it all over again. Sounds pretty routine, but eventually you are going to run into something that throws you off track. Something is going to come along and hit you like a brick. BAMM.
Well shit what do I do now? Your initial impression may be to panic and then get pissed off and want to destroy everything you see. Or maybe you want to just curl up into a ball and cry like a bitch. Take a second, breathe and ask yourself what do I have to do to get through this? What course of action could I take to make this make sense to me?
Sometimes it would be a good idea to ask another Juggalo, who might have been through what you're going through. That's what we're here for. No Juggalo wants to steer another Juggalo the wrong way. The role of the older
My Soul # Is 8--what's Yours?Soul Urge #8
Your soul urge is to "go forth and multiply" especially when
it comes to family dynasties and aggregating wealth. The
highest expression of your soul urge number is when you are
in power and improving the lives of those that work for you
or love you. You support anything that brings beauty,
meaning and profit to the world. The challenge of this
number is to realize that "money isn't everything."
Happy New YearHey everyone. I want to wish everyone a Happy New Year and let you all know that I won't be on the internet again till February 1st.
I'm going to be fixing stuff in my life and trying to get a few things on my to do list accomplished and the internet is just a distraction. Also I've been messing things up lately.. and I don't want to do it again.
Far Beyond Driven 34(repost of original by 'Irreplaceable!!!!!~Promoter@FarBeyondDriven~' on '2009-01-01 11:24:18')
Happy New Year!MyHotComments Hope you have a happy and safe new year!
Hugs,
Crystal :)
Throwing In The TowelIn life you have to know when to admit defeat and when to throw the towel in. I got the message that my VIP is gonna run out in a few days. Sounds to me like I need to take a break from here. Or at least stop getting on here so much. I really need to focus on myself and my health right now.
When Wii fit says my age is 39 then I know I've got some work to do. lol. So I'm going to be going to the gym or out for a walk during the time that I would waste on here. Also, the new semester is starting up and I need to really focus on school and work. I slacked off on my paperwork at work and it shows. I could have done a lot better.
Sometime tonight or tomorrow I'll get on here and refund all of you kind people that sent fubucks my way. I really do appreciate your generosity. I just think this is not the time. Not to mention, did you look at the spotlight today? 35 million?!?! And tomorrow's is already up to 35 million.
And I really don't like asking for help from people when so many
Hoppin' JohnBeing that it's January 1, have to eat the annual helping of black eyed peas (the vegetable, not the girl in the band). Hoppin' John is my favorite way to eat black eyed peas and here is a good recipe. I'll be making this later tonight if you want to stop by!
Ingredients:
* 1 pound dried black-eyed peas
* 2 small smoked ham hocks or meaty ham bone (*note, I make mine with sausage instead of ham)
* 2 medium onions, divided
* 3 large cloves garlic, halved
* 1 bay leaf (*note I skip this cause I don't care about bay leaves)
* 1 cup long-grain white rice
* 1 can (10 to 14.5 ounces) diced tomatoes with chili peppers, juices reserved
* 1 medium red bell pepper, chopped
* 1/2 green bell pepper, chopped
* 3 ribs celery, chopped
* 1 jalapeno or serrano pepper, minced
* 2 teaspoons Cajun or Creole seasoning (*note I use Tony Chatcheree's his shit is awesome)
* 1/2 teaspoon dried thyme leaves (*note I don't know what this is bu
New Year ResolutionsI have... hmm... a few.
1. GET BACK TO SCHOOL!
2. if not school find a good enough job for it
3. work out on working to gain abs. with that said...
4. just tighten up my whole body. I've been talking about but well like that riddle. two Frogs sitting on a log, one decides to jump off, how many are left.
two frogs are left because he only decided to jump off he didn't do it though.
5.I need to write/draw more in my journal so I should do that.
6. stop screwing around talking about a book i want to write, and just do it. my cousin showed me her book she made it's like a scrap book but it's a book. you give them the pictures, make the cover how you want it and they'll fix it up. once i work i should do that with all my book ideas. Believe me I have a lot of children book ideas.
7. Stop obsessing over the small things. to me that's the hardest thing I can do. If you know me well enough you'd be shocked shitless if i actually stopped lmao. I don't think I'll stop but I h
Pictures Of YouSometimes, there comes a band or artist who reaches into your mind and draws out your emotions and runs freely with them to show you what you want to express. Robert Smith is the epitome of a male Emo soul (female is shared among a few) I love the expression of emotional posturing he offers in his persona as lead singer/guitarist.
Far Beyond Driven 33FAR BEYOND DRIVEN!!!!! DJ Slay is on the air, and he is trading cookies for nookies!!!!
Best metal around.
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You Know You Want ItAuctioning off an auto 11...bidding starts 2pm easten on 1-1-09 and end on 1-4-09 at 9pm. The starting bid will be 70,000 fu-bucks...fubucks will be the payment method you may use bling or other cash items but will only be counted for the amount of fu-bucks earned for that item..place your bid in the for of a comment in the auto 11 auction pic folder.. payment must be recived by the higest bidder before i send the auto bling...if highest bidder can not pay the next higest will be contacted...gook luck everyone
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New Jokewell we have Washington on the 1 dollar bill and Lincoln the 5 dollar bill now we have a President for the food stamp...............
New Auction Jump On BoardGREETINGS AND WELCOME TO THE FIRST EVER DARKE-HEAVEN HAPPY NAWTY NEW YEAR AUCTION PRESENTATION.
Its time to break out the Champagne bottles and wait for the countdown grab your girl or guy and ... WAIT.. WHAT?!?!
YOU DONT HAVE A GIRL OR GUY?
And that's why we have come together to help you find that next special someone to start this New year off with a BANG!
We are hosting this gala auction for 2 weeks... so nows the time to get your best picture ready and all photoshop sexy... get your offer together and drop a line to Damien Darke or to the Sexy Lil Hell Cat when you're ready to participate...
the buy in will be a meager $40K in fubucks... tell all of your potential new owners that the initial bids can be no lower than $100K ... make your bulletins and blogs.. get them to all come in and own you cuz youre sexy enuff to make them happy for the new year...
All pix should still be sfw because we dont want nada from da FU about con
New Yearhappy new year to all my friends....
My Year AheadIt's time to settle down and stabilize your life after all the changes of last year, when opportunity knocked at your door. Jupiter, the planet of growth, moved through your sign, widening your horizons and showing you a new direction to success. This year expansive Jupiter visits your 2nd House of Self-Worth, offering you a chance to increase your bank account while also improving your self-esteem. Although it can be easy to acquire material possessions now, be careful about declaring what you want, for you might end up with more than you need -- yet still lack happiness. There's no reason to deprive yourself of physical pleasure, but make sure your metaphysical needs are also being addressed. Jupiter is part of a rare triple planet conjunction occurring this year that includes Chiron the Healer and Neptune the Dreamer, peaking on May 23–27, July 10–22 and throughout the month of December. Letting go of blame and forgiving those who have wronged you in the past are parts of a process
Family:) My cousin Kayla, and her fiance Kreg are coming to visit today :)
He's from around here, and they're up here visiting for the holidays... When mom talked to her today mom said we're looking forward to see you guys..
Kayla said, I can't wait to see that baby!
...we're now chopped liver!
but thats ok. :)
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Why Am I.......When you're small,
you care nothing at all.
Minutes can seem hours,
you're climbing impossible towers.
Slowly.. like the cigarette burn,
now clocks say it's your turn.
You have run oh so fast,
yet looking ahead it's only the past.
As the tree in summer you stand tall,
yet inside leaves begin to fall.
Your mind constantly scours,
searching youth's squandered powers.
All their advice you did spurn,
you seek it now to avoid the urn.
No turning back you begin to cry,
wondering why am I...
Caa #67 - UpdateDear prayer partners, it is with heavy heart that I update this blog that he passed away earlier that morning. Please send angel prayers of love, strength and comfort to the family and friends of this very special person. Me he find peace in his rest.
Doc
RecollectionsI'm sitting here pondering the past year and I do believe I've grown up alot. I definitely made some bad decisions and I had to live with those. But something good came out of those bad decisions as well, most of the time for the better.
I realized that you can't make someone care for you in the same way you care for them, no matter how much you try. And you just have to realize that you should be thankful they are in your life period, even if it's not in the way you'd like them to be. And if they find someone else, you have to learn to live with it and be happy for them, even if it breaks your heart a little each day.
I realized that it's ok to take a chance on someone, even if they do disappoint you and make you want to take that chance back. I'm a firm believer that things happen for a reason and I'd rather it happen now than later.
I realized that the people that you believe are your friends really are. You might have a falling out and say hateful things to each other, but
Far Beyond Driven 32FAR BEYOND DRIVEN
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(repost of original by 'Viciously *Owner of and Head DJ @ FarBeyondDriven*R/L Married To and Fu-Owned by Lirpa Loo' on '2009-01-01 09:48:17')
Hny 2009Happy New Year 2009 to everyone! May this year be ALOT better then last year for everyone!!
and I am so dumb.....for those that know me, know I am a coffee freak....I bought creamer last weekend to bring with me to iDaHo's. I forgot it, so I am drinking coffee with just sugar, yuck....
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Friends To The EndFRIENDS TO THE END?
JANUARY 1,2009
WRITTEN BY CHARMED
WE ALL THINK FROM CHILDHOOD TO ADULT HOOD THAT WE HAVE REALLY MADE THE BEST FRIENDS IN THE WORLD...
BUT, THEN YOU LOOK BACK AND THINK ON ALL THE WRONG DOINGS THAT THEY HAVE DONE TO YOU AND THE SADNESS THAT YOU HAVE FELT INSIDE...
YOU ALWAYS THINK ABOUT WHAT DID YOU DO WRONG TO HAVE THEM HURT YOU THIS WAY? SOMETIMES IT COULD HAVE BEEN A PHONE CALL YOU MISSED, A OFFLINE YOU DIDNT ANSWER WHEN YOU WERE RUNNING OUT THE DOOR OR BECAUSE MAYBE YOU WERE SICK...
YOUR SO CALLED FRIENDS THAT ARE THE BEST IN THE WORLD THEN TURN ON YOU...AND YOU WOUNDER WHY? THEY WILL DO SOME ON THE MOST HORRIBLE THINGS TO HURT YOU...
THEY WILL EITHER HAVE A ATTITUDE OR WILL IGNORE YOU OR EVEN STOP TALKING TO...AND SOMETIMES THEY WILL JUST TELL YOU TO FUCK OFF...SO AGAIN YOU WILL THINK THAT YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG...
HOW CAN YOU SO CALLED FRIENDS DO THIS TO PEOPLE THAT ARE THE SWEETEST IN THE WORLD...THAT ARE THERE ALWAYS FOR YOU...THAT WOULD
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Car Problems...can U HelpDoes anyone know anyone or someplace that would be fairly cheep enought to fix a transmisson in a 91 chevy baretta....i need this car fixed!!! im loosing my mind cause he wont let me drive the van....AAARRRRGGGHHHH!!!!!
Everyone Has A Chance For Success.Thursday, January 1, 2009
EVERYONE HAS A CHANCE FOR SUCCESS.
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People often handle life as they do bad weather.
They while away the time waiting for it to stop.
Yet the tide of opportunity comes to everyone.
Opportunity knocks all the time,
but you've got to be ready for it.
When your chance comes,
you must have the equipment to take advantage of it.
The race is not to the swift or the battle to the strong,
for time and chance happen to everyone.
Take a second look at what appears to be someone's "good luck."
You'll find not luck but preparation, planning and
success-producing thinking.
When you're prepared for opportunity
your chance for success is sure to come.
The season of failure is the best time
for sowing the seeds of success.
Decide that 2009 will be your year for success
and prepare for it to happen.
Happy New Year
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40 Golden Tips For Better Life In 20091. Take a 10-30 minute walk every day. And while you walk, Smile. It is the ultimate anti-depressant.
2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day. Buy a lock if you have to.
3. Buy a DVR and tape your late night shows and get more sleep.
4. When you wake up in the morning complete the following statement,
'My purpose is to __________ today.'
5. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.
6. Play more games and read more books than you did in 2008.
7. Make time to practice Meditation and prayer. They provide us with daily fuel for our busy lives.
8. Spend time with people over the age of 70 and under the age of 6. - Appreciate their genuine nature, strength, and innocence. For real!
9. Dream more while you are awake.
10. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
11. Drink green tea and plenty of water. Eat blueberries, wild Alaskan Salmon, broccoli,
almonds & waln
New Years Dump From The DumpSo I went out last night and I went to my favorite little pub down the street. Didn't think it would be that busy but the place was jumpin'! I mean, I had to suck like 16 dicks just to get to the freakin' bar. So, me being me, I of course loaded up on 3 beers at a time each time I made it to the bar. And then came all my pals, including Bartender Bob, buying me shots of the Devil Whiskey. For some reason they love to see the Dumplyn in her utmost mean and shit-tay, not givin' a fuck...hmmm. I had sworn to "take it easy" and by saying that I mean, NO WHISKEY. But what can you do after 3-4 trips to the bar and slamming 3 beers at a time?? And when somebody offers ya a shot, well hell it's impolite not to take it right???
Well, I get to slapping asses and chicks get pissed and of course I get the "What are you gonna do about it bitch?" attitude. I'm lifting skirts, I'm grabbing asses...all with my sweet little Dumplyn smile and my friends of course are just lovin' it and laughing their a
An Average Love StoryShe bids him farewell
Walking to the side of the man
She had just fallen in love with
He watched her leave
Even if its breaking his heart
He kept his silence
And, walked away
A month later
She came to him in tears
Full of sorrow, as though she is dying
He offered his shoulder
And, she cried all night
The next day
She bids him farewell
She's in love
Again
One day
An accident took his life away
Standing beside his soulless body
She sees his existence
His diary was handed to her
And she flipped to read the pages
.....
Sunny day
She, my fantasy, my everything is in love again.The man looks great.I'm happy.Seeing her cheerful smile brighten my heart. As long as she's happy, I'll be happy.
.....
Rainy day
The guy left her.Tears flow as she leaned on my shoulder.My heart was teared into shreds seeing her in tears.
.....
Cloudy day
She is in love again.
.....
She closed the book
She never felt so lonely
She could hear him speaking
Bu
Ty My Fu Friendsty to all my fu friends for helping me level i really appreciate it and will rtf HAPPY NEW YEAR
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Where Would You Most Like To Be?Thursday, January 1, 2009
A year from now
Where will you be a year from now? Where would you most like to be?
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There is so much you've learned and experienced on your journey to this day. Imagine what you can now do with it all.
This new year is a grand opportunity, filled with promise and possibilities. Choose now the very best of those possibilities, and know that you have the power to bring them to life.
You will spend this coming year moving in one direction or another. Commit now to making that direction the one that will take you toward what you sincerely desire.
Life in each moment is influenced by your presence and participation. As this new year unfolds, continue to make that influence a positive and fulfilling one.
Consider today where you would like to be a year from now. For now is the beginning of the year in which you can truly make it happen.
-- Ralph Marston
Hny & Bling!First off Happy 2009 fookers!
Second, I wanted to give a bit of an explanation of why I'm not buying bling right now...
I wanted latex :D
YAY!!! LATEX!!!!
I really... really... REALLY need to paint & it turns out that I have 6 fine women to be my canvas'!
*so excited*
♥
Postal
A New Year But Not A New Me..lmaoThis goes for a very selected Few...lol
or at least the ones that really know me..:P
There were many, many times this year when I may have disturbed you,
Troubled you, pestered you, irritated you, bugged you, or got on your
Nerves with all the e-mails I send out.
So today I just wanted to tell you....
TOUGH SHIT !
There are no changes scheduled for 2009!
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Sad And Pathetici see kids in here with juggalo in there names and i understand everyone in their youth goes through a faze,but is it just me or does anyone think its sad and pathetic for someone in their 30's and up to be into that shit?...i know this is more of a mumm lol but im banned from them.
Fu Gods Or Fu Scumbags ??here is a nice rant sure to piss some people off, the truth hurts though...
just because you own a Fubar lounge does not mean you are of a higher class than anyone else , any asshole with with $15 a month can get hosting for a stations and open a lounge.
it seems that people are taking this whole "networking" thing to a whole new level of unbelief, a world where they are "god" because in reality they are nothing, a bowel movement of society if you will
a world where they can be the "boss" for once, because in their real world they have no control and are viewed as an undesirable
sadly this is what fubar has become, all because of "power trips" from people who are a mere nothing and dont know any other way to socialize
but by using a keyboard.
Found In "dear Abby"The following prayer of St. Francis contains a powerful message:
"Lord, make me an instrument of your peace.
"Where there is hatred, let me sow love;
"Where there is injury, pardon;
"Where there is doubt, faith;
"Where there is despair, hope;
"Where there is darkness, light;
"Where there is sadness, joy.
"O Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to
console;
"To be understood as to understand;
"To be loved as to love.
"For it is in giving that we receive;
"It is in pardoning that we are pardoned;
"It is in dying that we are born to eternal life."
May this New Year bring with it peace and joy. And to one and all -- a
happy, healthy 2009.
Hey Please Help This Guy OutWizard's Happy Hour!
11's are on...
Stop by at 10am Fu-time to join me on my hour of fame!...LOL...11's are on and i have lots of EZ-Rate pics so you can level up even faster...
This HH was giving to me by a very special Lady so i would also like for you to stop by her page an show some love...here is her link...
~Tempting Temptress~ *{Fu-Engaged to Wizard}*
I hope you will come by an help me get a little closer to find my Lost Soul...
Click the link below an lets have a drink an party...
Happy New Year to all my friends an family...
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New Judge In Town!I guess you can say, in some ways the internet and *real life* are somewhat the same. MEANING: You meet people and you find, there's no difference. You sometimes find friendship and you find people *you just know*...I've run into both here. THERE WILL BE A *NEW* Judge-in-town...With my friends that I've met here *that have been a part of me*, I will keep close, for the *people I just know* you will see a difference, distance and change towards you. This is a NEW YEAR, NEW CHANGES, OTHER WORDS, new deal. MY BEST TO ALL!
Fubar And RatingsI haven't been on fubar long, just a few days as a matter of fact, but wanting to get points I have been jumping right on in their and trying to do ratings on people I run across. Therein lies the problem.
I'm an honest person, most thing WAY too much so, as a matter of fact. My wife says that I am honest to the point and being cruel and sometimes passing that point completely. But I don't believe in little white lies and I don't believe in calling a pig's ear a silk purse....things are what they are and you might as well accept that fact. There is where the problem is.
I have looked all around fubar, rating people and just looking at profiles....mainly of women, since I have no interest in men for either friends nor other distractions in life. What I find disturbs me about as bad as MySpace disturbs me, just in a more adult fashion.
To date, I just haven't really found many women on here that are all that attractive and the ones that are, are so stuck on themselves that
2009 And The Plan.so this year i have a plan.....and im not alone on this 1....... so me n a girlfriend of mine r goin to open a coffee shop in LA,NY and boston MA. it should be up n running by dec of 09.... so this is gonna b an exciting year....and im totally glad 08 is done...lotta fuct up shite in 08....so i know 09 will b better. so the plan is this.
LA,CA. from march to early may....denver for the rest of may...june-sept in MA. and after th@..its back 2 LA for the opening of the 1st shop.... not to mention a couple movies along the way...
so this year is so far badass....well...since we r only in the first few hours of it....but what a fine few they were.....and yes.....i did.....
so with th@ said....... happy new year fukrs!
New Year's ResolutionsDecember 31, 2008
New Year's Resolutions: The Two Lists
I was fortunate to spend time with an enigmatic man named Robert during a very special period of my life. Robert taught me many things during our days together, and this time of year reminds me of one particular interaction we had.
"Now that you are becoming more aware," Robert said, "you need to begin to set goals for yourself so you don't lose the momentum you have built."
"Like New Year's resolutions?" I asked.
"That's an interesting idea," he smirked."Let's do that."
By then I was used to his cryptic responses, so I knew something was up because of the way his eyes sparkled as he let out an impish laugh.
"Tonight's assignment is to make two lists," Robert continued. "The first is a list of all the New Year's resolutions you WANT to keep, and the second is a list of all the New Year's resolutions you WILL keep. Write the WANT List first, and when you have exhausted all of your ideas, then write the secon
Just Hold Me — Maria MenaJust hold me
Maria MenaComfortable as I am
I need your reassurance
And comfortable as you are
You count the days
But if I wanted silence
I would whisper
And if I wanted loneliness
I'd choose to go
And if i liked rejection
I'd audition
And if I didn't love you
You would know
And why can't you just hold me
And how come it is so hard
And do you like to see me broken
And why do I still care
still care
You say you see the light now
At the end of this narrow hall
I wish it didn't matter
I wish I didn't give you all
But if I wanted silence
I would whisper
And if I wanted loneliness
I'd choose to go
And if i liked rejection
I'd audition
And if I didn't love you
You would know
And why can't you just hold me
And how come it is so hard
And do you like to see me broken
And why do I still care
Poor little misunderstood baby
No one likes a sad face
But I can't remember life without him
I think I did have good days
I think I did have good days
Wh
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Old Year's PollutionThere is a feeling deep in my soul; infinity to the power of eight.
I watch with starry wet eyes if rage,
I feel it well from deep within; it is all I can feel now; nothing but hate.
I hate all you have become;
From this hell I must escape.
From deep within I feel it come;
From deep within I feel the rage and hate.
The depths of hell my soul doth wage
The most darkest struggles against pain and rage.
The upheaval of all you left undone upon this stage.
The most fierce-some and and unfettered rage;
As I and all other dance upon the stage.
No longer can I cage the hate, pain or rage.
What is done is done,
Eternity's course it now must run.
With my heart and soul; you've had your fun.
The thought of blood runs cool across my skin;
Hell no; not like that, you'll never win.
Cry as you might; from this ending, a new life shalt begin,
Your end of days draw near,
The mistakes of your past; painfully clear.
Stay far from me and far, far away from here;
Go find so
2008 In A Nut ShellSo long 2008...there were good times and rough times...
Where did you begin 2008?
With Friends and my Sons
What was your status by Valentines Day?
Single
Did you have to go to the hospital?
Not this year for once
Did you have any encounters with the police?
yes,, dang led foot
Where did you go on vacation?
Cancun and Vegas
What did you purchase that was over $100?
oh geez I'm sure groceries for one
Did you know anybody who got married?
Yes......Rob and Jess
Did you know anybody who passed away?
Yes, Lyle in my arms :( You are missed
Chris, Suicide :( Wish I could of done something to save you
Capt Tom Tennant, A good man taken from his family by a senseless act of violence.. TY Tom for protecting our community and making the ultimate sacrific
Did you move anywhere?
Yes
What sporting events did you attend?
MMA, Wrestling, Baseball, Football
What concerts/show did you go to?
mmm Tom Petty and the Heart Breakers (boy does this date me or what)
My MuseI have crossed oceans of time to find you.
I have fallen to earth with wings of ash and walked through the valleys of sorrow,
to only stand close to you, to be in the presence of such beauty.
I have forsaken my immortality.
and yet feel content to only hide in the shadows of your soul.
to taste the essence of passion that courses deep inside your being,
to feel the life that flows through your veins.
in your eyes i find solace,
in your smile i find salvation,
and yet in your absence i am tormented by demons of solitude.
to this i am a prisoner, but to you i remain unknown.
for you have become my muse
A Mans LieTo hear your name makes my heart race.
To smell your perfume on my pillow case, reminds of times long gone by.
To see you brings tears to my eyes.
I dont think i can take another day.
To feel you close is all i need, it only comes to me in dreams.
I pray to god to just see your face.
To To hear your name makes my heart race.
To smell your perfume on my pillow case, reminds of times long gone by.
To see you brings tears to my eyes.
I dont think i can take another day.
To feel you close is all i need, it only comes to me in dreams.
I pray to god to just see your face.
To touch your cheek, a warm embrace.
A chance to tell you that i've changed.
I know that you've heard this all before, but I swear to god it's not the same.
I wish you could look deep inside.
I have bared my soul with nothing to hide.
It is for you that my heart does bleed, and only you will i ever need.touch your cheek, a warm embrace.
A chance to tell you that i've changed.
I know that you've heard this
Forever DamnedI have fallen from grace with soiled wings and have accepted my fate,
to be damned eternally for i have betrayed my heart and loved unconditionally.
I have whispered your name on the and begged for you to hear my cries.
i have longed for you to see me as i am immortal though you can only feel my presence.
I walk in the shadows callin to you, you turn but i am not there.
i kiss you lightly on the lips, yet you only feel warm breath.
I watch you with eyes of wonder and amazement as you captivate my every thought.
you entrance my soul without a word, and leave me breathless.
Oh how i long for your touch for your sweet caress, to feel your breath on my cheek, your lips to mine, your hands upon my flesh, to feel anything of you would be worth my fate.
Oh lord i beg thee, take my soul, my wings, my very essence of life, my every breath and cast me to thee abyss.
I give these things willingly to only hold her for a moment and feel her mortality and taste her bliss.
Or shall i remai
My DesireI feel desire raging inside my soul screaming to be released,
yet i fear rejection,
I have desired for so long to taste your passion that runs within you, to hold you close to me, to feel your heart beat in rythm with mine, to run my hands through your hair, and trace the lines on your face.
I desire to be the one that kisses away the tears that gently streams down your cheeks.
I desire to be the man that makes you smile when you feel like life has finally become undone.
I desire to remind you every day why you should be cherished and desired every moment you walk this earth.
I desire to to softly kiss your lips and and lose my self in the passion and become consumed by the fires that rage in my soul that only you can quench.
I desire to slowly run my hands across your sensual body as our skin gently touches and i melt into you.
I desire to look deep into your soul, to caress your beautiful face and spiral into nirvana with an eternal kiss, until i become one with your spirit.
My DamnationI am but alone, lost and unnoticed, screaming inside with rage, yet i am silent to you.
I cry alone in the darkness calling your name, yet you walk away.
Am i wrong to feel such passion for you.
Is this to be my cross to bare, has my heart forsaken me.
Has my wings become stained with tears and holds me to the ground,
Is my love to strong to be contained within this immortal coil.
Does my passion run too deep.
And is my soul destined to wander alone without you, through this wretched god forsaken world.
As i pass by you, I become intoxicated by your essence, and relish in the thought of you in my arms.
As you look up into my eyes just for a moment.
I am transfixed for a lifetime.
I find heaven in your eyes, as angels dance to the shimmering light that radiates from your soul.
You have become so close to me at that moment.
If i could only reach you, touch your face, kiss your lips, and taste the tears that fall like rain.
and if i could only sho
Ode To My FatherLying on the floor
Body writhing in pain
Tasting blood in my mouth
As i plead in vain
My bones are broken
My will as well
I feel the sting
As my flesh starts to swell
I look to you with tears in my eyes
As you tell my its my fault
AS your fist crashes to my face
All your hate and anger
has finally found a place
As my little seven year old body
lays broken, bloody, and numb
my conciuosness fades to black
I try so hard to take a breath
as you grind your knee into my back
I reach for my mother
as she turns her head
with a tear in her eye
she wishes him dead
as the screaming and the pain
start to slowly subside
I crawl within my self
my only safe place to hide
A place without pain,anger or lies
A place where you hold me tight
a place where you love me
and show me your proud
A place where you kiss my cheek
and tuck me in at night
And when im scared
with eyes full of tears
in you come to fight away my fears
And when i look into your loving ey
To Let Goas i lay here gripping your hand
struggling to take a breath
every time i inhale
another pain surges through my chest
i look into your eyes
and find no regret
only fear and hate
as i lay here so close to death
my body slightly convulses
as i hands grip tighter
i can taste the blood in my mouth
i dont want to be a fighter
the pain i feel is so intense
as it shoots through my body
i pray it will be quick
a tear rolls down my cheeck
as you wipe my little face
i hear the paramedic say
we did all we could
he is not gonna make it
say your last goodbyes
my father holds my mother
as she starts to cry
i start to pray
as you starts to repent
you kneel beside me
and whisper just let go
that i need not hold on
and no one will know
as the voices fade
and the light turns to black
and theres nothin left to see
i know why you want me to die
because you did this to me
Welcome Homewelcome home
As i passed through the halls of your soul, and hid in the shadows of your mind.
i created the dreams that haunted you, and the fear that grew inside.
i tasted the salt from your tears as they fell to the ground.
my laughter echoed inside your head.
i am enthralled by the pain i brought you,
and the torment i unleashed on you.
you looked for answers and found nothing.
you thought i was not real, that i did not exist.
i was only a figment of someones imagination.
it is you that is evil not i.
i stole your dreams and crushed your hopes.
i enabled your children to die.
i invaded your heart and desecrated your innocents.
i murdered your brothers and sisters in the name of god and country.
yet you only feared, what you could see.
i am the prince of the air.
i am unseen, for i walk in the world of spirits.
i was once the most beautiful angelic being, created by the breath of god.
cast to the earth, my wings turned to ash.
now at war with god.
your soul wa
Stop This Painstop this pain
have you ever wanted to be free
do you long to let go of this coil
and walk on the wind
so take my hand
and come with me
their is no reason to fight
just let go of this painful life
we will run away into the night
no one will find us
and we will betray the light
so forget this life
and everything that holds you here
no ones here to stop you
does anyone even care
will they even miss you
did they ever notice you there
so run with me
let me set you free
from this life
hold on to me
and dont be afraid
can you hear me inside of you
calling your name
im all thats left
please stop this pain
Am I Even Aliveam i even alive
all this pain i hide away
all these feelings i supress inside
all this fear you created
i am everything you have left behind
i gave you all me
and you gave me nothing
i gave you everything that i had
i believed you wanted me
maybe i was the fool
maybe i wanted to believe
maybe i wanted to be loved
and all i got was deceived
are you proud of what you have done
look at what i have become
just a shell of a man
so dead inside
hollow to the world
am i even alive
My Awakeningyou look so deep into my soul
and see who i really am
from you i cannot hide
so in you i confide
i am so scared and alone
bound by my fears
and blinded by all these tears
so tired of being here
hiding these scars away from the world
waiting for these wounds to heal
to you i have become an open book
i am awaiting your touch,
to bring me back to life
will you walk with me
till i am able to stand alone
you bring fire to this empty soul
you have brought to life this feeling inside, awakened everything
i no longer need to live this lie
i am no longer dead inside
you have opened my eyes
and showed me this world
wiped away the tears
and subdued my fears
so in you i find my strength
and i have nothing to hide
so with you my heart shall always resides
I Love The Wayi love the way
i love the way you love me,
i love the way we kiss,
i love the way you hold me,
i love this feeling i cant resist.
i love the beautiful things you say,
i love the way you look at me,
i love you more everyday,
our love was meant to be.
i love the way you make me feel.
i love the excitement you give.
i love the life we live.
you've opened my eyes to a whole new world.
one i never new was real.
you love me for my good and bad.
and through the ups and downs.
all these things are true.
so for this i thank you
Is This LifeIf life is so good,
why does it hurt so bad.
If life is so wonderful,
why am i so sad.
If life is so beautiful,
why do i feel so ugly inside.
If life is so full,
why am i so deprived.
If life is what you make it,
then i have made a mess.
If life is to be learned,
then i have failed this test.
If life is a new start.
when does mine begin.
If life is so precious,
why do i want it to end.
Truth Be Toldtruth be told
i said i loved you, but i lied. i said forever side by side, i told you i cared, yet your emotions i denied, now i watch you cry, though its all in vain, for i feel nothing for your pain, as i walk away and you plead with tears of sorrow that i ignore, your love was my toy and with it i got bored, for you did not interest me, it was the chase that i adored. in you i found pleasure, be it only carnally inticed, but now i move on to become someone elses vice. i will blame you, for it's all gone wrong. you smothered me, you dont trust me, your friends are in the way. all lies i will tell you to ease my walk away. truth be told i never really cared it was those hidden pleasures that i truly wanted to bare. yet you gave it to me so trustingly. and i lied so well it comes naturally. my words and charm, and subtle deceit, oh how they paint a picture of wonders and joy. i can be everything you ever wanted and all youll ever need. but once i concour you, i will leave to be fre
Dirty Things I Lovedirty things i love
i love the way you look up at me.
when your down on your knees.
i love the way you beg for more.
as you taste my disease.
i love the way you scream.
while you writh on top of me.
i love the way you move your ass.
and the way your body grinds.
i love the way you hair smells.
while im pulling it from behind.
i love the way your passion tastes.
as drops of you run down my face.
i love the way i make you moan.
when im deep down inside.
i love the way you never say no.
yet you pretend to be so shy.
i love the lack of self respect.
and the things you let me do to you.
i love the way you let me press my luck
and love it every time we fuck.
My Little Girlmy little girl
you were my only passion for life, my only reason in this crazy world to go on, you brought meaning to this life, you were my everything, my existence revolved around your every little breath, i brought life to you, and you gave life to me. you gave me joy every moment your tiny feet walked this earth, to see you smile, gave me such a rush let my heart jump a beat and to hear you cry broke it, you changed everything in my world, gave it new meaning everything i thought and felt before you, meant nothing and could never compare to what you showed me. around your tiny little finger you had me wrapped, and in your eyes i saw my world. and in just one moment in time my world crumbled, and now i feel nothin, a cold memory has been put in place of my heart, i am lost to the world, disconnected from this coil, i have become hollow, my only reason died with you, i seek your face in my dreams, and we play for hours, your laughter oh god your laughter, you crawl in my arms a
Forsakenas the wings of demons burn with flame
and the gates of hell come crashing down
as evil thrives in the hearts of man
and blashmese spew from the mouths of babes
as hell has been unleashed on earth
the day of tribulation has begun
as you beg for mercy and find none
you cannot accept this fate as your own
and yet with in you lives the evil
that has been poured out upon man
as you pray to your fallen master
and fall to your knees
at the alter of the damned
and cry to your god of hate
the father of lies
and master of deceite
and you find that there is no comfort
among the decieved
while you scream
have i been forsaken
As I Bleed For Youslowly as i bleed for you
giving all i have
till i have bled through
as you slowly push
the cold steel burns inside
from my eyes falls these tears i cried
by your words i have become crucified
as the venom drips from your tongue
you have perverted these truths
till my world became undone
i become gripped by this fear
i am drowning in this sea of tears
my deepest and darkest dreams
have become so real
all this pain
that i am forced feel
i have become a slave
to your misery
i have become a shadow
of what i used to be
i am beyond your prayers
Suicide, "an Apology".suicide, "an apology".
i wash away the thoughts of you
so i dont lose my nerve
i take another drink
as i drowned out all the pain
i know i cant keep going on
i dont think i can take another day
its so hard to say goodbye
but so easy to slip away
i hate myself
for the things i said
and for the things i never did
for the things
i never got around to doing
and the things ive done to you
for all the pain i gave
and the joy i took away
for all the times i lied to you
and the times i should have
i hate my self for all
the mistakes i made
time and time agian
all the times i never listened to you
when you took the time to care
for all the time that i wasted
expecting you to always be there
i hate myself
for every time i broke your heart
and the way im leaving you now
i never ment to hurt you
or to cause you any pain
but i cant live with myself
knowing the things i have done
so erase me from your memories
brush the tears from your eyes
find w
I Am What You Findstep into my world
look into my eyes
see the evil that hides inside
this hunger i feel
my desires cannot be denied
as the angels cry
for the death of man
and the heavens come crashing down
i watch you falter to the ground
praying for the end
with no forgiveness in mind
as you crawl into the darkness
hiding from the light
there youll find me waiting
time and time agian
condeming you for your every sin
running from redemption
you leave it all behind
in my hands i hold your fate
your soul i shall desecrate
and as you cry
writhing in excruciating pain
realizing all your tears are in vain
seeing the life you left behind
and without forgiveness
i am what you find
To Never Hurt Agianto never hurt agian
she hides away from the world
so broken and alone
in her room she cries
afraid to let anybody in
afraid to let anybody see her
ashamed of what she has become
ashamed of what she has done
every thing she ever knew
and everything she ever felt
has been stolen away from her
you smothered her trust
and left only tears in its place
her innocence shattered
living every moment in fear
with wounds that never heal
her very soul has become scard
your hunger has devoured her
your passion she had to endure
to your lust you made her a slave
your anger she felt every day
as she lays on her bed
curled up in pain
you climb off of her
and leave your stain
her little body so torn and bruised
and the blood stained sheets
echo her abuse
she prays to die with every breath she breathes
you leave her so hollow and weak
you never looked at her as a child
you never seen her as fragile and meek
now she is leaving you
and you can never hurt her agian
Bleeding For Mercybleeding for mercy
i know i have already lost my self to you
for my will has become a prisoner
subdued in chains of passion
and bound by my desire
for every waking moment
my heart bleeds for your mercy
i find myself screaming your name
into the night
begging you too touch my face and ease this pain
to end my suffering and take me into your arms
to lay your head upon my pillow and look into my eyes to hold my hand next to your heart and tell me forever
and in the silence i listen for your voice
praying it will be carried on the wind to me
i so long to gaze into the innocence of your soul
and find my future laying there before me
i want to seek my religion in your kiss
and wipe away every bit of sadness
you have ever felt
and cover the scars that have become your cross with the purest of love
may i lay next to you my beloved
and basque in the glow of your radiance
to delve into the very depths of your soul
and to die agian and agian in your arms
an
In Youin you
i trusted in you
i gave you my faith,
you devoured my soul
and filled me with hate.
i came to you broken
so full of sorrow
you fed me religion
and forced me to swallow
i bowed down at your feet.
i worshipped at your alter
i repented from my sin
and prayed to never falter
with hope filled eyes
i gazed upon your face
i wanted to believe
to be touched by your grace
i waited for your answers
to my tear filled prayers
i longed for some comfort
yet you prayed upon my fears
you filled me full of lies.
as you've done
through all these years
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Boundbound
i am so tired of being alone
watching the time pass
i stare through this hour glass
at the rain hitting my window
waiting for you to come home
as my sanity fades
to when this pain wasnt here
when you held me close
and told me you cared
you looked into my eyes
and made me believe
that this is all real
how easily you decieved
but now i am bound
to these memories
you have left behind
i cannot hide these scars
they remind me every day
that i cannot run away
from this pain
it seems to just linger
haunting my every thought
i tell my self that you are gone
but i cant believe it is true
that i have lost everthing
that i have lost you
A Rose On Her Casketa rose on her casket
as i lay the roses on her casket.
consumed by sorrow and pain.
as my tears fall
and my world crashes
into the puddles of rain.
i know that this feeling shall never pass
as my mind races through memories past.
this home we made, i thought would last
i remember the moment, i fell in love.
it all started with a touch, and a glance, a spark of romance
and the world was set for the two of us.
all the laughter, and the tears,
the names in the sand,
as we walked hand in hand
you held me captivated
through all these years.
i can still see all
the joy in your eyes.
at the birth of our daughter.
you looked into my eyes
with such love and pride
and introduced her to her father
as i stood there and cried
now i lay here alone
through every sleepless night
with thoughts of you
i cann see your face
i can still smell your scent
on my pillow case
the taste of your lips
the subtle passion in your eyes
all your love i could never deny
and
I’m Sorryi’m sorry
i have so many things i want to say
but i just dont know where start
all these things i feel inside
that through the years
i have tried to hide
have shattered my heart
i know i have hurt you
time and time agian
i know ive broken your heart
i know the things ive said
cut you so deep
your wounds have become scars
if i could change who i am
i would
if i could be a better man
i would
if i could give my life
to take back just one day
to wipe away just one tear
i made you cry
i would
i want you to know
i live with regret every day
i know that all these years have gone bye
doesnt erase the things i say
and i remember every tear you cried
and i know that time
is supposed to heal all these wounds
but it never has for me
the way i treated you
was not who i wanted to be
i know that you were good to me
and that you loved me
with all my faults
i took for granted
every minute we were together
and now that you are gone
i see w
Every Breath I Takeevery breath i take
is filled with your memory
every tear that hits my pillow
is just another memory
of the way you left
every day that passes
is like the day you said goodbye
every moment that goes by
another peice of me dies
i miss your smile
i miss the way you kiss
i miss the things you say
i miss the taste of your lips
you left behind all this pain
youve taken everything
i had to give
all my pride
all my dreams
all my love
everything
Winters Coldas winter comes so cold
i run through these snow covered streets
to embrace my beloved,
and look into the eyes of my captor
to become a prisoner to her passion
and a slave to her every whim
i must push on
as every breath i take
tears in to my chest
as i feel the chill run deep through my bones
i feel my life being drained slowly by this bitter cold
still i must push forward
for my love shall wait
only so long
i invision her kiss
her gentle lips to mine
the taste of her nectar
from within
her skin so warm,
so gentle, touching mine
her embrace, oh her sweet embrace
the touch of silk sheets on our skin
as we become one
our flesh melting into one another
entangled in each others desire.
my visions have become my strength
my love has given me the will to fight
my passion has seen me through
to my journey's end.
and im my saviors arm
i shall sleep tonight
So Far Awayi know i can never have you
and it tears my world apart
to know i will never hold you
or have you awaken in my arms
you are so far away
and here alone i cry in vain
my heart breaks every day
with all these miles between us
there is no comfort for this pain
i will never hear the music
or have the last dance
i will never be able to whisper in your ear
all the beautiful things you deserve to hear
to surrender all my passion to you
to look into your eyes
to kiss your lips
and heal all the sadness inside
Pieces Of Meevery time i hear your name
another peice of me dies
every time i see your face
these tears fill my eyes
its been such a long lonely year
without you here
as i try so hard
to fill my time
to fill this empty space
you left behind
and every time
i try to stand on my own
every time that i am alone
i find my self falling down
as i fall to pieces
i take out the pictures of you
and spread them on the floor
as i think of you
i become confused
as my reality becomes impaired
i picture you holding me tight
holding me through
this dark and lonely night
kissing me softly and
telling me that you care
that you will always be there
you will catch when i fall
as i awake alone
curled up on the floor
the pictures of you
still lying in front of me
tears begin to fill my eyes
as another piece of me dies
Sorrow Is All I Bleedas i wear my crown of thorns
and my wings turn to ash
as my world slips through my hands
and heaven turns its back
as the angels close their eyes
and the night sets in
as my heart slowly descends
into this lonely abyss
condemed for a love
that i could not deny
i cry to you so softly
through these pale blue eyes
and as you turn your back
and walk away
my heart begins to die
as every minute fades away
now i stand here so alone
dying of sorrow every day
this pain is all i know
as i sleep here alone
holding on to your memory
i just cant let go
only if you could see
this pain is all i know
sorrow is all i bleed
An Angel Of Sinthe days are grey
and the nights so cold
as the rains fall hard
against my window
as you take my hand
inside of yours
everything seems to dissapear
behind these closed doors.
as you walk across the room
like an angel full of sin
with a smile on your face
as i gently touch your skin
my hands trace your body
and taste your passion within
and every time
you cry my name,
i can feel your essence
run through my veins.
and when i pull you close
i can hear you breath
and i know that i
could never leave
you have become my truth
you have become everything
that i want to believe
and when i am in your arms
you chase away my fears
everything else could fade away
the world could just disappear
and i promise
as long as you stay
i'll always be here
Forgive Mecan you forgive me
for everything i've done
i am bound by pride and fear
that keeps me a prisoner here
all these things i want to say
that you will never hear
all these things i feel
that live inside me
every day is haunted by your memory
every word you spoke
still resonates inside of me
every breath i took
was filled with your presence
and now that your gone
this life makes no sense
every tear you cried
because of me
every time you tried to hide
all the pain inside
another piece of me died
and when you look into my eyes
and i am screaming inside
for you to forgive me
but i cant find the words to say
im sorry
i would give anything
to be the one
who wipes away all your tears
kisses your tender lips
and whispers in your ear
all the beautiful words
you deserve to hear
and when your scared
and the world closes in
and it becomes to much to bear
i want to stand by your side
and chase away that fear
so look into my eyes
and see i am screaming in
I Believe In Youi know you don't believe in love anymore.
i know its not your fault.
i know someone has hurt you before,
and broken your heart,
broken every promise,
they ever made.
then walked away from the love,
you tried to save.
i know its so hard to trust,
when you've had to search through the lies,
to find some truth.
and when your world comes crashing down,
and theres no one around,
and your left all alone,
holding onto your heart,
and just trying to hold on.
and you can't find a friendly face.
in this lonely place.
so you try to run away,
from all this pain
and all those feelings,
you hide,
that you try to bury,
so deep inside.
so know you sit alone.
hiding in your room,
afraid to love agian,
afraid to let someone in.
so you protect your heart,
by hiding it away from the world,
and from feeling any pain,
from feeling anything.
but i believe in you,
and, i believe in this love.
so when your ready,
to feel alive.
when your ready,
t
Nickelback-gotta Be Somebodythis time,i wonder what it feels like to find the one in this life,the one we all dream of,but dreams just aren't enough.so i'll be waiting for the real thing.i'll know it by the feeling.the moment when we're meeting will play out like a sceene straight off the silver screen.so i'll be holding my breath right up til the end until that moment when i find the one that i'll spend forever with.cause nobody wants to be the last one there,cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.someone to love with my life in their hands.there's gotta be somebody for me like that.cause nobody wants to go it on their own and everyone wants to know they're not alone.there's somebody that feels the same somewhere.there's gotta be somebody for me out there.tonight,out on the street,out in the moonlight and damn it this feels too right.it's just like deja vu.me standin' here with you.so i'll be holding my breath.could this be the end?is it that moment when i find the one that i spend forever with?cause no
Hi Everyonewell today is my birthday i just wish i could have a party,that is something i have never had.hope everyone new years is a great one love sky.
Accomplishments Of 2008I would like to start off by wishing everyone Marry New Years and Happy Christmas. There is less than an hour to go, before we start 2009. I reflect back to everything I did in 2008. A handful of things come to mind that I can remember. In 2008 I did a lot of things I never done before and I hope to continue this on in to 2009. Here are some of my accomplishments for 2008…
January –
February –
13: I took my niece to her first WWE wrestling show. She loved every minute of the show.
18: I did the Great Aloha Run for the first time. I did it in 2:42:50 an average of 19:59 a Mile
March –
21: I went to my first concert – Incubus
April –
26: Went to my first Chicago Concert
May –
10: I went to the Populer Filipino game show “WOWOWEE”
June –
5: Got my Motorcycle License finally
17: Had surgery on my left shoulder from a torn ligament
July –
4: EDD was Started and Born
20: My First Girlfriend – Te, I Love You babe.
August –
Septem
Seperationalone awaiting for that eternal night to close in
i feel the heavy sadness overwhelm my soul as i feel the tears swell in my eyes as the heavens open up and the angels fall around me spiraling to their death with wings of fire and ash screams of pain and agony with every seperation of god tearing through their soul as the last breath of immortality passes their lips i hold my breath all my thoughts paralized by fear knowing that my end is near
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Too Late Undonei cant let you leave this way
i cant watch you walk away
let you walk out of my life forever
with out a trace
leaving me here with just tears
and a memorie of your face
knowing i will never see you agian
so many things i wish i would have said
and things i wish i never would have done
but its too late now
the lights have gone down
and i cant change our last goodbye
Heart Inspector Is In The Spotlight!Heart Inspector wants to thank
all her friends/family and fans
who helped her get the spotlight!! xoxo
Tappinit the most FuLuved Owner
who spoils his pets! I thank
you my dear...xoxo!
Tappinit
XmasBaby73 and Pink0828:
These amazing sexy FuLadies!
Pimped me, spoiled me & made
this so fun! xoxo!
♥xmasbaby73♥DEVOTED 2 the MOST HANDSOME and AMAZING man EVER *TAPPINIT*luv him..I Do
* Pink0828* ஐ*ღDangerous Curves Memberღ*ஐ
PaPrGrl for Paying it forward with FuLuv! xoxo ty!
♦PaPrGrl♦ *Owned by Tappinit*
SinfulBrat who shares her FuLuv freely with us all........
SinfulBrat ~NO SALUTE =NO ADD~
The Donations.....WOW.....
I was amazed of the FuLuv and
Support to Make Spot possible!
From the largest donation to
the smallest, I DO thank and
FuLuv you all! I will be paying
this forward I promise you~
Ok, Autos on.....here is to 2009!
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Happy Friggin New Yearwell, it's officially 2009. I'm feeling pretty down because usually i'd be hanging out getting shitfaced with my best friend, but he's in maryland and i'm in California. It sucks ass. I'm just sitting around, getting drunk and smoking a lot of pot. woopdy-friggin'-doo
Confused Thoughts...This is just my random rambleings...
Have any of you felt so utterly alone even though you have people around you?
Have you ever yearned for what is not there?
Have you ever dreamed you could just sleep and never wake up?
I do....
I don't show it and only a few, do I allow close enough to see.
I try to be strong for those I mentor. But even a mentor has weaknesses.
Sometimes I feel I am at my breaking point. I can only carry so much.
I am only human...after all...
Loneliest Girl In The World..You are the loneliest girl in the world
Taking your hits as they come
You are the loneliest girl in the world
And tonight you'd fall for anyone
It's in the wall you fall down to bed
It's in the way you cry when he's not looking
You are the loneliest girl in the world
I'll watch you die a thousand times again
You are the loneliest girl in the world
And I just want to make it go away
And I just want to make it go away
So Tll Me Your Plans For 2009...and Dont Be Shy..lolSo since I'm bored as shit , I wanna know what is everyone's New Year's resolution for 2009...and be honest...lol. You dont have to answer if you dont want, and I really could give a shit...lol. . Now please hooooollllaaa back people..lol
Read And If You Agree Your InLMAO we have no rules!!!!!!!!!!!!
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2nd If you would put us in your name Fubars "MOST" Finest
You don't have to but we would appreciate it. Like i said there are no rules. when you see a bully from one of the CEO's aka Colonel, MYLF, MS Carolina, Christina Veronica, & Italian Irish Irish Princess and Especially the Home Page try to repost if your not on dont worry about just do it when you can but we do expect see bulletins reposted and love shown to the people they're about. We do not have to be in your top friends or fam but we ask that you do put the Home Page in your top friends somewhere. We have a yahoo group if you go to the homepage click on the link in the about me section and register you can add your b-day to the calendar and set it to remind us the day before and day of so we get the message and make sure we show love. The messenger for that is fubarsmostfinest@yahoo.com please add it if you have yahoo and Club Euphoria is o
Why?i sit here looking a new year in the face,why is it alll i wish for is to hold my baby one last time?i had a beautiful woman ask me to dance tonight and all i could think of was rae's voice sayin sheloves me.i know its not healthy but why cant i get past her,was she that special or am i that lost? i wish i knew the answer.because im so tired of being alone.what i wouldnt give to be held by someone that loved me.love it's so taken for granted these days what does one do when they know the true meaning of love? i wisgh i knew tonight all i can say is i love you rae and miss you more then words cn say.what ide give to hold you tonight.......
Want 2 Know Y I'm Bringing In 2009 With A Bang?***Happy New Year 2 Everyone***
January 10th Will be my One year Fuversary!
Over the past Year I have met some of the Most
Amazing Men & Woman On Fubar That I am Honored to
Be able to call a Real!True!Honest FRIEND!They all have these things in Common! They are....
Caring!Giving!Loving!Sexy!Beautiful!Gorgeous!
& Have NEVER Once Turned there backs On me!!
I love these ppl with all My heart! They are what
true friendship is all about! It's not about the points or the Bling Or how many happy hours,tickers,blast etc!With these Men & Woman It is about R.E.S.P.E.C.T!I wish for nothing but Amazing things for everyone in 2009! And i am So glad & blessed that 2008 Brought ya'll to me!
***These amazing ppl are my Fu Family!!***
And they are there for a reason & it's not for bling packs or blast,etc!They are there because they are the ones that taught me that there are real friends out there and they are the true friends that Walked in When the Whole world walked out*** I love ya'll!
Winters First Hard HitHe has known its been coming since the middle of summer and throughout autumm. He's been working hard through the day hauling hay, getting the barn ready, checking lights and etc. His 5 yr olds without realizing it are being taught a valuable lesson one they will never forget. Its 3pm and a bitter chill is starting to set in. He does one last check and makes preperations for supper. After supper is done and the dishes are done he puts his coat and cowboy hat on and goes back to his work moving the newborn calves and their mothers into the barn, it still isnt cold yet and his neighbors think that he's going overboard. Later on that night the wind begins to howl and the cold hits and snow starts falling from the sky, at first its light and peacefull but then the fist of old man winter hits. The temperature drops to 20 degree's with a windchill of 10 and the snow starts coming down so hard he cant see 3ft infront of his face. He trudges to the barn and checks on his livestock, yep all ali
The StormIts been coming, he knows it he's felt it in his bones for 26 yrs of his life his mind and body have been training him and living in the same area. He can tell his knee twitches the air gets gradually cooler and the animals act differently. He's a cattleman for his whole life he's spent it watching how they act move their habbits. Its two days later and his knee is acting up worse than ever this is going to be a bad one he gets his most valuable things together the things that cant be replaced he has placed in a safe that has already been through a torando once it can do it again. The whole day has been in preperation he knows in his mind its coming his children dont understand but they are watching and learning just as he did with his father. These are things that he doesnt realize but he's handing down to his children just as he learned them from his father without realizing it. 4 o'clock and everything is getting cooler the air denser its getting closer its building. Come 5 o'clo
End Of The YearThis year has got to be one of the biggest roller coasters ever. First shit with Ashley went real bad, then got better when I asked Emily to be with me, and then that went to shit, and then back up when I got with Joleen. Life is definitely nothing but a struggle, and things seem to get us both down but then it seems to back off a bit and then hit again. That and a broken finger that set me back moneywise bad and just finally getting back to working towards getting on my feet. After rent, I'll have maybe 174 in the bank and saving up to see my babylove in the summer. And helping her with what she has going on, I've taken on so much stuff than I ever have before but yet not as stressed out by it all or strung out as I used to get when I've taken on too much. I've become so much stonger through out this entire year than I have been most of my life. It amazes even me cause I have never been like this. So here's to hoping that with the year coming up I get even stronger and that me
A Cowboys ThoughtsHe's tough as nails so it seems to his children and their dreams. His arms are as red as his blood he bleeds from strechin wire and pullin weeds. When it comes to his kids and family he's a doctor a lawyer, pyschologist, weather man, a truck driver a Marine a warrior a protector and friend but most of he's their daddy. Lives off the land from his labor giving credit to his maker and never complaining bout not having enough. To them those callused hands turn to velvet when he holds them when the cry from a bad dream or a bad day or a bad fall off their horse. Some say he's the last of a dying breed and that his kind will soon be gone but as long as beef is needed him and his kind will be around face it the country was built around em ya cant git rid of em. He seems cool and collected on the surface but inside a turmoil wells that he does not let his kids see. Troubled by inner demons that prey upon his mind and soul but he stays strong and stubborn enough to keep a possion from them occ
DamitI am tired of trying to give and give and give and get nothing but Distrust from someone I have trusted and continue to trust. I understand that we all have been hurt and have lost trust in others throughout our lives, but I for one have never held another man accountable for all other man's actions and I feel hurt and just in pain emotionally and mentally when I have done nothing wrong and yet I am not trusted with anything I do or say. I'm tired of crying....tired of the hurt....tired of the fukin pain...and yet I continue to allow it to happen...Am I fukin stupid?
The End Or The Beginning? (part 9)So I gave him my heart and soul - let him reach me - touch me - in places no one has ever done before - I felt the love from him - I saw it in his eyes - and yes - one drunken night I heard it - but - i am just another stupid woman among many others in the universe - HE doesnt love me - never has - I was just a convenient and very available piece of Ass!
what changed my mind you say? well I will tell you - another drink. yup he wants another drink - NOT me - im not enough - alcohol is his one and only love - I see that now!
The thing is - I think i was into him way more then he was into me - I guess - he just loved the sex and the drama - Me? - well - I just Loved him - -------
yes - I Really loved him...
OH WEll - NOT ANYMORE!
Its now a New Year - and a New Me - So - Im not going to be bitter - not going to be mad - I am going to pick myself back up - Realize I cant help Him or Change him - But I Can help and Change Myself - BECAUSE - I Know - I am DAMNED sex
EverydaySometimes life can be so stressful, so confusing. Ugh, where to start? Seems like you can never say enough. Almost like you can never get through to anyone...no matter how hard you try. Some days things are Great and others its just another non-stop confusing circle. Ever get tired of showing you care? Especially when it seems to get you nowhere?? Some days I feel like giving up, like all the worrying and trying I do just really isn't worth it. Too often I feel like I'm being taken for granted, like my kindness is my weakness. Maybe I should just say fuck it all and be done, but there is always something that pulls me back. why? I don't know and still haven't quite figured out how to stop it...... ugh
Mummers Ny Blog Parrrrttayyythe Mumms are killing me ... and I need a forum to convince Ash to hang Sherry's ass so she can call me
lets have a virtual party
Uhm Alrighty ThenSo I just signed on here after being at work & I had a message waiting in my shoutbox that said "Fuck off." The picture doesn't ring a bell & they blocked me. :) So apparently I pissed someone off before I went to work LOL.
I hope everyone is having a safe & wonderful New Year!! Love ya XO.
Happy New Year!!To all my family, and friends on the FU...
WITCHYS WIKKED GRAPHIX
Feelings .. (part 8)angel eyes that old devil scent - they glow unbearably bright! need i say that my love is mispent - mispent with angel eyes tonight - So drink UP all you want! have fun - you have no commitments - The drink and the Laughs are on me!
Pardon me - but ive got to know - do you love me? or No? Ive got to find who is now number 1 - me or the alcohol!? and my my angel eyes (your bright blue eyes) arent shining so bright anymore
but know.....
Im going to love you! Like no ones loved you - come rain or come shine!! High as a mountain - deep as a river - come rain or come shine! I guess when you met me - it was just one of those things - but DONT ever bet me - cause im going to be true if you let me -
YOU are going to love me - like no one has ever loved me - come rain or come shine!
Happy together - unhappy together - and isnt it fine! Days may be cloudy or sunny - we certainly are out of money - BUT im with YOU always - im with YOU rain or shine!!!!!!!!!!
Because
Hmmmm....So I just got done watching the last 15 minutes of the Dick Clark new years count down...Every year it gets more and more depressing. This year especially for me... because coming up in May, it marks the 10 year anniversary of my dads death..I can not believe it has been that long. Why do these years keep going by so quickly? I hate getting older. :-s
This is just another depressing babble from me....
A New Year Apond UsWell in just about an hour from now it becomes 2009. Wondering what the next year will bring as for life lessons that needs to be learned. And to look back at this past year of life lessons that was brought before us to see if we have learned the lesson from them.
As for me, lesson of how to handle stress, career, schooling and life in general have been thrown at me from all different directions and now looking back there are only a couple things that I wish I could change but other then that nothing else.
Came to see just who I could consider as friends and those as fake. How family realy matters when shit happens. Which in some ways had not changed at all. Guess that what happens when your the blacksheep of the family..lol
Well to all that reads this, I hope what ever life lesson that you have faced this past year that you learned a lesson from them and best of luck for the year to come.
Engaged!!!!I'm so lucky! On Christmas Day, I asked my girlfriend to marry me and she agreed!
Now it's a year of planning and organising the wedding. We're both so excited.
Just wanted to share that with the all.
All the best for 2009!
Jon xxx
Everythingto each and every sec min hr day week month year we must make the best of everything and so to each happy everything :-D
New BeginningOften as one year ends
And a New Year begins
We look at it as a New Beginning
A fresh start to living
As we start a fresh
Let us not start with less
Let us start with more
More Giving
More Loving
More Understanding
More of being a Blessing
Let this year be a year
That we show others how much we care
Let us fill this year with godly cheer
By loving on others
Showing them that to us they are dear
Let us give time to our households
To our children
To our mates
Making it a yearlong mandate
A New Beginning
Of loving on our families and friends
Of encouraging our families and friends
Of giving to our families and friends
Of believing in our families and friends
Of praying for our families and friends
Winning our families to togetherness
Winning our mates with love and happiness
Winning our friends with trust and admiration
Let us win this year at giving love
And the love we give
Make sure it comes
From the Father above
Make this year
This New
People Will Even Take Your Tooth Brush Given The Chance..Well I learned some valuable info today.. People will even take your tooth brush given the chance..
My daughter who was staying till the last min in her bed bug infested apartment thought she had till 12:00 tonight.. WRONG we left to go get more boxes and while we were not there they came and moved ALL of there belongs to the sidewalk zoes new sewing machine, computer and every stitch of clothes they owned shoes EVERYthing! By time we got there it was all gone! Even there toiletries.. All there meds supposable were flushed (my ass) ADHD meds (speed), Valium, her pain meds for her back, antidepressants I’m sure are being sold as I type ..
It was one of the most heart braking things to see my daughter and grandchild standing there like a deer in the headlights.. They now have nothing… so starting fresh for the new year means starting completely over down to there underwear.
Darkness Begins (part 7)So I let myself fall in love with him - accepting he is a drunk - we go out and at first its fine - he controls the alcohol - but soon - sooner then expected = the alcohol controls him and he becomes violent - NOT towards me - you have to understand - NEVER towards me - is what makes me love him and stay with him - I want to take care of him.....
but soon its clear im not enough - i cant help him - i cant heal him - and i am beginning to think that being with me is hurting him even more.
To You From MeHappy New Year's to all my beautiful friends. May this year bring as many butterflies and smiles as you can handle.
yes im feelin way to damn good and i has boobs
Pyramaze - Legacy In A Rhymecome fly away with me
close your eyes, you'll find
a place between dream and reality
that's where i live
that's where i breathe
oceans of creation
A heart for the Heartless
remember me
pain i did not suffer
and the pain won't hurt me anymore
remember me and i am forever
i gave my everything and i still do, my love
let me bleed for you
i know how to make a sacrifice
i am the poet with the bloody knife
what i have seen
where i have been
life that i created
a miracle indeed
remember me
pain i did not suffer
and the pain won't hurt me anymore
remember me and i am forever
i gave my everything and i still do, my love
let me bleed for you
no time to waste only time to treasure
and i do every second of every hour
(remember me, my love, i am forever)
creating a memory, words of light
(remember me, my love, i bleed for you)
my love, my life, legacy in a rhyme
remember me, my love, i am forever
remember me, my love, i bleed for you
no time
New Year'sI just hope that everyone has a happy safe new year. I hope that the new year finds everyone happier and more blessed. Much love to you all!
I'm sorry I couldn't give every single friend I have a comment, but I have so many great friends. So this was the other way to go!
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Bringing In The New Year Here In New OrleansBringing in the New Year at Jackson Square with music and fireworks
10:51 AM CST on Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Jill Hezeau / Eyewitness News
People around the world are preparing to celebrate the beginning of 2009.
AP
In New York, they will watch the ball drop; but here in New Orleans, revelers will see a different symbol: a Fleur de Lis.
Since Hurricane Katrina the gumbo pot has rang in the new year, but the Fleur de Lis symbol now replaces the gumbo pot that was introduced post-Katrina. Organizers said the change reflects a changing New Orleans.
Before revelers countdown to 2009, a couple of acts will entertain the crowd. The festivities take place in Jackson Square, with a D.J. and a couple of bands taking the stage.
Soul Rebels Brass Band will close out the set right before Mayor Ray Nagin toasts to the new year. There will also be a fireworks display that will feature the fight songs of the teams playing in the Sugar Bowl.
All this begins a
Raindrops Of Passion.Raindrops of passion
My mind a constant race
Though my heart lies exceptionally calm…
Swirling…
Shimmering…
In your warmth.
Holding close the image of shadows touching the light…
Basking in the darkness that I no longer own.
The silent moment still lying around us…
Brings me to comfort.
The taste of your kisses so soft…
Infinite in variety.
Your eyes dance upon me…
Clothing me in their mellow acceptance…
Their mist…
I’ve entitled Rain.
For I have been bathed within their gentle caress!
This…
My vivid picture of vision…
Magical reflection of charming affection…
Melting within your gaze.
A newborn breeze blows in the eloquence of your smile…
Accompanied by the sun’s perpetual breath…
Calming the heart of my troubled spirit.
My desires now lie hushed…
My soul satisfied…
Within your quiet, fragrant form.
~moi.
Louisiana Against Putting Gay Couples Names On Birth CertificatesLouisiana plans to fight order to put gay couple's names on birth certificate
02:33 PM CST on Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Janet McConnaughey / Associated Press
Louisiana officials said Wednesday they plan to appeal a federal judge's order to put the names of two adoptive fathers on the birth certificate of their Louisiana-born son.
"The District Court has ordered Louisiana to do more than what the Constitution requires, and we will ask a federal court of appeals to correct that mistake," state Health Secretary Alan Levine said.
U.S. District Judge Jay Zainey in New Orleans ordered the state Office of Vital Records last week to put the names of Oren Adar and Mickey Ray Smith, a same-sex couple who adopted a boy born in Shreveport in 2005, on the amended birth certificate that is standard for adoptions.
They now live in San Diego, Calif., but the adoption became formal in April 2006 in New York, where officials decided earlier this month that same-sex couples
I Love You.. (part 6)I opened my door to my very intoxicated love - yes very drunk - but suprisingly very literate. I helped him to the couch and said - you have to stop doing this to yourself - you have so much to live for - he just looked at me with those beautiful sad blue eyes and said - IM IN LOVE WITH YOU - BUT - we both know that im a drunk - and i know that you are lonely and sad - and I hope you understand that im a person that is totall at ease with this - which is not to say that im indifferent or that i dont care - I DO - it simply means that I trust you and your judgement - and you can throw me out - or you can let me stay and hold you - and you can know that at least for this one night - there is a man who wants nothing more then to hold you and let you know that you are indeed loved!
Happy New Year To Allimikimi - Customize Your World!
Wishing You All A Very Happy New Year!!!!!! All The Best To All May All Your Dream's Come True. Hope You All Have A Blast!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mwasssssssssssss xoxoxoxoxo
Not What I Do (part 5)its just really strange - its like things are happening really quickly - and thats so NOT me! ummm for instance - just the second i met him and the way i said my name right away! I never tell my real name when i first meet a guy! I just said HI - my name is Rebecca - Thats so out of character for me! but it just felt so easy - and for the first time in my life - i felt like I was me. I didnt feel like i was trying to be somebody else.
Poetry And StuffI feel odly disconected in a way, like life is slippin write past me and even with my death grip Im loosing ground. Life's ladder looming before me daring me to keep climbing. im scared fear coursing through me, I know what i want from this life, yet what if i can never reach it. would it not be easier to settle then to dream, why reach if what you want seems beyound even you. but curiosty will win over my fear, because i will keep climbing keep living keep discovering what life and it ladder will throw my way and i will dream.
So Ya...happy New Year!you know what?
I've been a whiney ass bitch this last couple of months....
damn holidays!!!
anyway, fuck it.
life is life.
I've made so many wonderful changes this past last year and have been truly blessed over and over.
*smile*
and you have been part of it all...
thank you to those that have cared or not cared...lol
♥
Postal
Quickie ;)Before i head to bed i wanted to share a snippit of a convo i was having with my best friend. no one get offended, i've had many family mbrs pass away from cancer, mmkay?
we're a little warped but this is how we are and we love it. :)
p.s. this was via mssnger.
HER:
eeewww fn lung cancer nasty commercials !!!
ME: the one where they go into the fucking lung? yeah i saw that today and went um... lung cancer looks like a wad of gum
HER:
yeah its fn gross dude
ME: i stared at it going, 'and they can't hook that out? they can do abortions but they can't hook out a wad of gum?"
HER:
thats fn gross dude
ME: i know i was like damn dude, get me a hanger, i'll get it
HER:
eeewww
AwesomeI WANT TO CHANGE MY LAST NAME TO AWESOME... AND HAVE MY KIDS NAMES TOTALLY AND FREAKING!
Holidaysalways the time of the holidays suck being alone and all
thing haven't been the same since my mom passed away 4 years ago the holidays use to be heart felt but now then seem just like any old day
I Found Him...(part 3)So I found him and he asked me out to dinner - not only dinner - but dinner of my choice - so I Took him to my favorite Seafood Restaurant - and BOY was it spectacular -==== except for the fact that i noticed he didnt eat - just kept on drinking and ordering more drinks. So I looked him straight in the eye and said "why are you a drunk" he responded quite intelligently - why am i a drunk? is that what you really want to ask me? I said YES. he said also quite intelligently - well then this is either our first date or our last.... I hesitated - took a sip of my martini - looked at his beautiful blue eyes and said - "its our first!". then he sighed and answered honestly -- I'm just drinking to numb out all the bad in the world. I responded with - very clever - but it doesnt work and believe me i know because ive tried. Then he stole my heart even more by smiling at me and leaning over to light my cig - no lectures about me pulling out a cig to smoke - just smiled and leaned over an
Making MoneyIf anyone in Texas or Georgia wants to make some easy money sitting at home in your PJ's let me know cause thats what I do all the time.
2008: A Year In ReviewWow I can’t believe another year has come and gone and like I do at the end of every year time for my annual a year in review entry.
Well I must admit 2008 was not a bad year for me. I did make a lot of changes and I have grown as a person. The first of the year found me making the decision to move out of my old apartment and back home. In September 2007 I decided to move in with a friend to help her out only to find out she was taking advantage of the situation. I was hurting financially, emotional, and physically. I knew that I was going to get hell for doing so from her nosey self centered mother, cause I have seen the old bat in action with others, I was well prepared. Of course I was right and she had so much to say about me to others, I guess no one in real life was paying attention to her so she resorted in saying stuff about me online. Of course they were all lies and no one paid her much mind. And quite frankly I wasn’t going to justify her actions or even give her the s
Can Youi just heard that its impossible to kiss your own elbow.. can you?
Open Your EyesInto this world we all are born
Born and raised at the speed of light
Bright entitities of the universe
Embers of the vast twilight
We live but for a century
A speck of sand in the timeline
Of the universe that stretches wide
Into the realm of eternity
Man is born in equality
Then made into a souless drone
Made to live for all his years
In a blissful restless slavery
The Earth spins around the Sun
In a perpetual motion never to cease
People live in a cycle
Until the sprocket's time is done
Open Your Eyes my young child
Your life is now beginning to spin
You are on the road to where we all go
To a paradise that precedes our demise
Closing My EyesI lay here as my strength whispers away from me
The powers that puzzle my mind are now in play
My body is the dying star in the sky above
Mind over matter diminishes and my body wastes away
Now in my time of dying is my time to unravel
The pandora's box in the back of my mind
So those sitting right by my side
Listen in and hear my words with which you must bind
Life is but a fleeting dream
Alpha and Omega beyond the realm of infinity
Think and act in the time you are alive
In the end, the dream will amount to a blissful abbreviated infinity
Into this world we all are born
With our minds open and our eyes closed
Life is the race we have against the fabric of time
Never to win, as we all bow down to it and slowly die
Go beyond the pre-rendered game that is made
Open Your Eyes before you open your mind
We all must walk before we can run
Now it is time to reflect back in a flash of light
And complaintly close my tired, heavy eyes
Dark Clouds Over An Open SanctuaryUp in the sky the light dimmed
As storm clouds were born out of the bad mood
I tried to speak but I had nothing to say
Today just wasnt one of my days
The words always come out of my mouth
With no hesitation about the msiconceptions that may come about
Today just wasnt one of those days
My mind is frantic with thought
But the thoughts wont come out of my mouth
Is it insecurity
The fear of individuality
I am who I am
But not anymore
Today was the day I lost myself
To the perilous gloom of the sick sad world surrounding me
Filled with mechanical forms of expression
And drones to serve the bidding of their synthetic king
Where did all the freedom go to?
It went to the back of my mind
Where the words are trapped
By the confusion of a million trapped thoughts
That never got the chance to extract themselves
From the fear that lies deep within
Curtained By The VeilThey lurk in the night
Not to be seen by those with eyes that are unkeen
They walk in they day as we wander alone
Below us at times and above and beyond
Your fear stands over you
Like a shadow of the tower of babel
You use this fear to climb very high
High above the white light that you refuse to look to
The shadows follow your every move
And you embrace the deadly darkness
It floods your eyes and then your mind
Clouding your life and eating away at the time
The time you gave up
For the love of death and leaving it all behind
Swim in the bottomless void
Eliminate the white light
That still stirs in your subconscious
Drown deeper and deeper until there is no more
The light will assimilate with the nothingness
Life ceases to be
You are now the walking dead
Never to feel or know or have anymore say
I Dont Know...(part 4)I dont know - I just - I just Really Like this guy - I mean Ive never felt anything for Anyone Ive ever been with - its weird - I feel Really confused about it. We were with each other only one night - and no sex - but I felt like there was a connection - you know - a realationship being formed and I was kind of scared - and NO I dont think I should see him again. BUT I look for him - I go out sometimes - not often - but sometimes - just to see if I can find him again.
Something I Would Like To Expand On...Just because you have been there
Doesn't mean you feel the same way I do
We are the best of friends on separate paths
And in the end we will find our dreams alone
Rant For 12/31/0810:15pm
I hate whomever decided on most of the songs on the 100 VH1 Greatest Hard Rock Songs. They should perhaps be shot. Repeatedly.
I feel great animosity right now toward men that allow their bitch to type when they step away. If you cannot control your bitch, perhaps you should put a leash on her.
My back hurts, and I'm not happy about it, anyone that has pain killers and hasn't given them ALL to me should die. It's not fair. It's just the way it is. I'm not sorry.
I have cramps so bad I could probably kill a whole litter of kittens using nothing but a small rock and 3 bobby pins. Wrap your mind around that shit.
I think Bret Michaels is a make-up wearing queer and Lita Ford was NOT a wonderful songwriter. I don't give a furry rat's flying fuck how much spandex that bitch wore 20 years ago. "uh huh" is not a chorus. Not ever. Unless I say it is. Then it is.
If I want to tell you to fuck your mother, I can. You know why? Because I can.
I don't like women t
Years Behind MeOh no, what is going on!?
I slept 16 hrs once again
This seems to be a trend I cannot break
Losing every day of my young life
The thing is, I dont feel my age
Time has no form of concrete measurement to go by
As my eyes are as sleepy as my lethargic mind
And I dont feel much like trying
The best years of my life feel left behind
At the tender age of 21
I feel more like an aging old man
Than a young man with his entire life ahead
I wonder what happened to me
From the day I turned 18
To the meaningless day I was old enough
To purchase my own drunkenness
Was it knowing I had to grow into a man
And at the thought, I felt ashamed
For when I was in my teenage years
I did not know life for I was shelled in my fears
The best years of my life were put aside
Because insecurity and anger subsided
I am physically the age of 21
Though in my mind, I am ready for retirement
I'm 21 going on 52
Which to some may seem like I am giving in
There are some who would agr
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Dream When I DieDays continue to pass me by
As I sleep the hours away
In any bed I can find
And the pattern doesnt cease
I wake up and I feel like weaping
For another day has passed me by
I feel that sleep is a waste of life
My body may be weak
But it can still stand the test of time
No matter how broken my body feels
Or brittle my mind may be
I wish sleep would wait until I die
There is a whole life ahead of me
But in the days I lose to sleep
It feels as if I skipped a century
While all my friends and family sleep
I am awake and alone with only thoughts
And then back to sleep I go
While the world wakes up outside
I feel that sleep is a waste of life
My body may be weak
But it can still stand the test of time
No matter how broken my body feels
Or brittle my mind may be
I wish sleep would wait until I die
Dreams may be good for what we cannot have
My desire is my life within my grasp
And even if I won't see it all
With my eyes open I will get what I can
Da
Black RoseIt will take more than a shaman
To find meanings in a thing so vague
These premonitions perpetuated through fatalism
I only consider self-esteem to be a fallacy
My state of mind rooted in the subconscious
Is watered through thoughts unwanted
Through photosynthesis, I inherit a mental disease
The one thing on which to feed, the essential poison
My brain eats itself
And through secretion,
my dreams can yell!
It has become a habit
To inhabit the thoughts of others
A healthy meal to ponder
Though still starving as I wander
Everywhere I tread is like quicksand
As confidence sinks lower
Still no feeble minds to feed upon
Hunter becoming hunted, as others like me tread near
With only the option to feed upon myself
I indulge in my withering soul
The will to live is built on good foundation
Though my will to die stems from vanity's tempation
New Years With My Best Friend...It's 2200 on New Years Eve. My wife went to bed. We're not on the best terms right now anyway.
Most people would classify my situation on this celebratory passing of the annum as quite sad. I have, however, one save and grace.
My son.
We are thoroughly enjoying America's Funniest Home Videos. After this goes off, we will engage in Wii based multiplayer combat. Then, at the stroke of midnight, when the year fades into twilight, and while the whole eastern seaboard raises their drinks and sings Auld Lang Syne, I will hug my son and kiss his forehead.
Old acquaintance should not be forgot.
Fighting For LandTaking a chance on your life
Gambling with your soul
Which you would gladly sell
To the cause they sold you
Telling you your life is in your land
And to win
You must fight with the strength of your very own hands
Your life is what you make of it
And that is all on you
You once had a dream
To grow up and make life big
Now you have the goal
To stay home and live small
You dont know what growth is
They told you you dont need it
Life is here and now
And you dont ask them how
You just sit idly by and follow the leader
Into the tomorrow you are told will never come
Where did it all go?
At one time you did know
The things you wanted to be
And how you wanted to get them
That is all gone now
Nothing matters
All that your have is your land
The land that every man has
So why do you fight
When it is not yours
But everyone's piece
Stop waging wars
Over what is not just yours
From East To WestAs the bright light rises from the eastward yonder
Your eyes are still closed
Not quite ready to open
As they wait for the dawn of morning to come
The light makes it way to the apex of the sky
And you are now flailing in pain
As you make the motion to get out of bed
The day is young
But your body feels like it is beyond its years
The groginess subsides as you flutter your eyes
You awake fully and embrace the light of day
As you get ready and get on your way
To the tedious repetition of having to be alive
And continuously feed your blood to the powers that be
The day is no yours yet
From 9-5 is your daily sacrifice
The sun above has had its own routine to fill
Moving from the waters of the east
Shifting discreetly while shifting your dark outer shell
Until it hits the gateway to the west
Where by now
You are getting ready to get your rest
The sun repels down below the edge of the world
And you are now sitting at home
Pondering over things you tell yoursel
Into The Setting SunLove has always been vague to me
I thought I have found it quite commonly
But everytime I found that love
You didnt find it for me
Then one day through my foolishness
I found you acting like a fool
People say that fools rush in
But we were both fools together
And with that I found you
The feeling was there again
The one I thought I knew
But you said you knew it
And you felt it too
And with that said
We know who we are
And that we both feel the same...
It isnt love
At least I dont know it yet
But I do know that I have fallen for you
And I would fall harder for your love
You say that we will be together soon
And I know you dont lie
I will keep my promise to be with you
And from there
We will learn to love and fly
Above the clouds and under the sea
Beyond the fragments of reality
We will fly together
Into the bright setting sun...
The First SolutionI dont know where my mind is going anymore
All day long I sit and stare away
Into space, the forever infinite
Why can't I just do something with the life I have...
The problem is always on my mind
But it wont get me anywhere in my life
The solution is what I need to think about
Only then will I have had an accomplishment
Time ticks away while my mind is out to play
Come back to it later
But now I'm back in the now
And I will hold my ground until it is time
For the first solution
The only one I need at all
I open my door to the ones I have ignored
Common sense and the sense of confidence
I said goodbye to my enemy Arrogance
And I started to turn back to take one final glance
But I had no need for the that
I will only walk forward and take advantage
Of the first and only chance for my redemption
And so tomorrow morning has begun
I have finally awakened
From the nightmare I created
When I chose not to love and to hate
Which in the end only brought me miser
The Dream Lives On, A Personal FaveAnd so when you think that your life is in check
Check your position and see where you're at
At the time things may look like they are done
Done until something positive comes right along
Along the path on which you once walked happily
Happily thinking that life is the dream
Dreaming is the escape for a lost injured soul
Soul meets with mind and your life becomes gold
Gold can only last for so long as all things do
Do the things in life that you know you can do
So now that you know
The things that you have
Are all you can give
To yourself and them
Just live with content and always remember
That life will be yours to command
And when the world tries to bring you down with them
Walk away and don't look back at them
And then things will shine
And the dream will be real
You and it will become one and all will be done...
He Who Sees YouThe one who we all confide in
Sits on his throne biding our time
And we all do our bidding
Of which we have no purpose of what it all is
The one who knows what we dream in our sleep
Injects our fantasy with thoughts of fancy
And we take heed of these visions of grandeur
And we dont know where to start and how to finish
The one who makes what the future will be
Prepares our minds for a war with no end
And we train ourselves with the conquering of all land
And we will all soon fall down below the ground
Map Of The FutureI have the plan in my head
To make my dreams come to fruition
All I need is to map it out
And then accomplish the things I want
I know it will work
I just need the will to make it happen
You will never make it work out
Your plans are nothing
Your dreams are only that
Take my advice
I have lived life longer
I know how things go in this world
You have to be real about your future
It isn't as gray as you think it is
Maybe you're right
I might me dreaming
And dreams dont mix well with reality
Then again, dreams are things that can be made to be real
I'm so confused now
I thought I walked on water
But I can feel myself sinking down now
I'm just a figment of my imagination
And I don't believe in my existence anymore...
You are a kid with big ambition
Living in a small small world
Your thinking is gray, theres no such thing
The world is only black and white...
Make your choice
You don't have to listen
But I have the advantage of mature intuition
I know how
Waiting For My Time To DieI'm sitting here all alone
Waiting for the time to go by
I have 24 hours ahead of me
And I don't want to waste any of that time
It is now 2am in the morning
And I have a long time to go
I feel like sleeping but then again
Why do that when I'm about to go?
My body is perfectly healthy
My mind is as active as ever
And I have what I need in my life
But all I want
Is to die in peace
And I depend on the time to die
I don't want to end it all myself
That would be selfish and it would only hurt others
And so I wait for time itself
To finally bid me farewell and to let me be...
My eyes grow tired more and more
My body is restless and it is now very sore
Despite theses things, I do not care
I appreciate life, and I have played quite fair
I just don't feel like I can grow anymore
And so the only thing left is to write the final chapter...
My mind begins to contradict itself
I forget everybody and now I'm all alone
I ponder about what will come right after
I meet
A New Year???December 31,2008 9:21 pm and I am sitting here pondering what the new year means to me.
2008 was a really significant year for me. I made the decision to change the direction in which I was headed. My husband of 28 yrs and I decided we would go our separate ways, I met an internet dj, fell hard for him and spent 5 weeks with him in England. It is our hope to be together permanently later this year. On my return to the States I found myself a new home and moved out on my own. Well kind of, my 20 yr old son came to live with me, which is fine. I love him above all else in my life.
So now looking ahead to 2009 I am so full of questions. Where will this all lead? My son has enlisted in the Marine Corps. He couldn't find a decent job and we just don't have the finances for him to go back to college. Besides, he has wanted to be a Marine since he was in high school. When he told me of his decision to enlist I asked him what his motivation was. I was not prepared to a
Human DesireBlast the fool in front of you
Before he pulls the trigger first
Dont just kill him, make him suffer
Show him that you are better
In these desparate times, a man must kill
Or fall to the fool and be killed
You have to put your mind aside
And put your instincts to work
The frontlines arent so far away
The war is in your very own backyard
We have to fight to make it right again
Put your hands up and give them hell
Just the other day I was walking down my street
And some man thinks he can give me the beatdown
I took my hands and I shook him on down
And I fought him right out of town
Theres no such thing as friend or foe
Everyone can't be trusted
I'm the only one who matters at all
If you all fall, I wont fall
I will stand above you and I will stand tall
The Tallest TaleWords can really fool the fool
Who takes them in and thinks they are all true
Words need life to be made real
People think they can lie to seal the deal
If you think you have me fooled
You better think again
I know your story to be a tale of fiction
I was once like you, using lies to be accepted
Some people are like mindless golums
And when they fight you, you throw a tantrum
I am not so naive and dense
I walk taller than you tales and I can see clearly through your mist
If you think you have me fooled
You better take a better look the second time around
My eyes are open and my sight is clairvoyant
I can filter your words and I see nothing important
A terrible mind is one that is wasted
You say I'm a failure, and I am thinking the same
But not of me, and instead of you
Prove me wrong, and show me the truth
The ParadoxTime goes by as my eyes scan the world highlighted outside
I stay in one place as it all passes so slightly
Memories the only moving thing in my mind
Ever so faint as they fade retroactively into the light
Cant these things cease to move?
Giving me time to catch up on all that is lost
Years I had my eyes closed to
And fears that consumed for far too long?
When will I ever have the time to get it all back?!
So many tears wasted, on so many people long gone
Why did they ever say it would last forever?
A contract beginning with a handshake and then a bullet in my head
A fatal blow I have survived far too many times
Cant these things cease to move?
Giving me time to catch up on all that is lost
Years I had my eyes open
And insecurities that consumed the whole of me?
When will I ever have the time to get it all back?!
The road keeps passing my eyes
As I sit still idly, not moving away
Then it hits me, as I take my final breath
The paradox that eludes all lost so
The Man After The Unwanted Sex. (part 2)I literally ran into him after running away from hairy man.... and he picked me up - smiled at me and took me to a local cafe to calm me down and talk - we talked for hours - just sipping drinks - smiling - and talking - I havnt felt so adored and so safe in i dont know how long - but is it all in my mind? was he just being kind? I dont know - he left - i left - we both went our seperate ways without exchanging numbers.
EuthanasiaYour apathy is what kills me
Everytime I cry for your mercy
I am given indifference and ignorance
Thus begins the path to nothingness
My words were a promise from a place I have not seen
Deep down in my heart where I am given life to breathe
I must have gone too far ahead in the matter
Of confessing my love and hoping it is everlasting
Is this your way of showing me I am dead?
Initiating things of which I can no longer stand
My fate is sewn with the fanciest of threads
And torn apart to break me down again
I know these things that I express are of my own accord
The expression of anger toward others is obsolete
The words of depression I wish to express
Are just mere objects used to further compact and suppress
Love was the catalyst for temporary happiness
A time of manic madness and faint success
Then the bright light blights my vision further
And the descent is again where I will tread
My subconscious being explodes under my implosion
And the morbid thoug
Happy What?Just a quick message to say Happy Easter from all of us here at the
Alzheimer's Society, and we hope you have a happy 1983.
Dynamic DreamLaying awake in a wash of green
I just came up from the underground
Eyes stare up into the sun
Basking in the color of the sound
The winds gently move and carry a tune
Light rises above the horizon on the ground
The Earth sings its tranquil song
To the soothing tune of a 12 string guitar
I stand alone in the waking dream
Under me comes to life a steady moving stream
The waters moves and then it overthrows
Drifting through my mind and diluting away my woes
Into the ocean my body goes
Floating to the endless blue ahead
The shattering waves gently caress
Giving me chance to lay my head to rest
My mind brings up its mighty anchor
Memories come afloat my body as a boat
They reaquaint and come together
Content in the mind they call home
Certain shades of black become blue
As I see where the ocean is bringing me to
The island from which I washed away
I return to here after a biblical day
A Rip Van Winkle rest comes undone
My two feet lift me through the sa
To All My Friends Met In 2008...I would like to thank you for the times you've helped me level or visited my profile. I would also like to thank those who have become an ear for whatever was on my mind at the particular time I said it...intellectual, smartass, or otherwise. I would also like to thank those who became friends and in some cases became a little bit more lifelong. I would also like to thank those who make this a place worth coming back to where I have met the above. And most importantly, I would like to thank those who have supported the cause and kept a "Think Pink" way of life. Having support for breast cancer awareness and hope for a cure is by far the most important thing in the world to me and I am extremely grateful to those who feel the same. All things said, I hope 2009 brings more of the same, meeting and making new friends, and hoping a "Think Pink" philosophy lives on. So to everyone reading this, have a happy new year, love everyone, and most importantly...think pink!Thank you.
Ultimateultimate \UHL-tuh-mit\, adjective, noun:
1. last possible, final; coming at the end
noun:
1. an ultimate point, result, fact, or other extreme condition
adjective:
1. pertaining to an extremity; beyond which there is nothing or nothing greater
2. fundamental; basic; original
Hollow EarthHow beautiful this truly is
To be told how to live
By the establishments that be
They are virtually on every corner
The powers that truly be
Above every citizen below them
Have taken control of all our souls
And we cant buy them back on the black market
The church will have you thinking
There is no harm in drinking
Abuse your body and abuse your mind
Your soul is set to only wake on the sabbath
Politicians buy and sell our freedom
In exchange for their myriad of free perks
Woe and behold these fellows know
The idea of a free lunch is quite a joke
Freedom fighters fight society
Yet do not know the reason for all their fighting
They are thrown into war with the empty promise
Of a future in which the decisions are their own
And so goes the flow of souls
Which ebb and flow like a Pacific tide
Life and death is in itself
Oblivious to the goings on of the citizens of the Hollow Earth
118Doubt is to certainty as neurosis is to psychosis. The neurotic is in doubt and has fears about persons and things; the psychotic has convictions and makes claims about them. In short, the neurotic has problems, the psychotic has solutions. - Thomas Szasz
Lil Update About Me :)First off I'd like to wish everyone a Happy New Year, may this year bring u good health, love and happiness. I pray this year is a better one for me..thats for sure, I am having my 4th surgery on my arm next Tuesday The 6th my doc is removing the hardware, fusing the bone together, then putting new metal in to hold the bone together, then that hardware will come out for good in 2 months, arm will be back in a soft cast, the picc line I've gotten used to, the new antibiotic is doing me a world of good, can move my hand and arm more being on it, which is a huge bonus, been over 6 months since I broke my arm..I'm ready to get back to norm. I have also met the most amazing man on here..Dale, I came back to life, when he came into my life, I am a very lucky lady to be with him, hes caring, loving, supportive, great father..all around awesome man! He completes me..thinking I've found the one :) Will post pics of us soon. Much love to u all, will keep u all posted with everything that is goin
Unwanted Sex (part 1)I Walked into the room and he was lying on the bed - he had his arms behind his head - and there was just hair everywhere - he was really really fat - and he had a large erection - i remember he was so proud of his large erection - and I uh - I asked him where my money was - and he pointed to the dresser - and then I asked him what he wanted - and he said lay down - Im On Top! and he started pounding me really hard - I remember I had to bite my tounge to keep from crying. And He did that for a while - and I started to get up - and he pushed me back down - and he held my hair - and he wss pulling it - Hard - Too Hard - Then he stuck his penis in my mouth. I tried to get up again - and he said - "Stay there Baby I'm going to cum on your face!" So I did - and he rubbed his seman all over my face and in my hair - And Uh - Then he Kicked me off the Bed - and he Told me to Leave.
The One Above AllI'm called the Golden God
I stand atop a mountain
Above the many walking dead
Who all must work so hard
I can go anywhere I want
At truly zero cost
I don't even have to ask
This is a real free lunch
There are four others in my clan
Each one rich but not like I am
They may try to obtain my status
Somewhat of an impossible task
I'm called the Golden God
I stand atop a mountain
Above my naive minions
So faithful and so blind
Every god has a weakness
It is a problem I have defeated
The pen and lens that defeat so many
Ceases in the presence of me
I am THE Golden God
I am the tallest mountain
The sturdiest foundation
At least I like to think so
Stream Of The ComatoseGotta fill in the spaces
That consume the open places
Visible to my blurry eyes
Below these dying skies
It is written in the stars we buy
That we can never live forever
So cherish what you see beyond your past
And get out into the serene light
There are many roads to walk, drive, and drift away
And all lead to a certain destination
There are the many sites to take in
That require a trip or two more
The sky, ever stationary
Welcomes us the everlasting chance to sit and watch
If our feet allow us to stop and look
As it displays the beauty of our lifetimes
Music is truly man's best friend
In the journey of the lonely man
He walks alone with his soul singing back
As he searches for the place to call it a day
The dream begins as we open our eyes
To the purpose of such a finite life
Care not what your neighbor does
Find your dreams out in outer space
One Way TicketWhen it starts,
You got a case of the shakes,
You lay in bed where you feel yourself falling...
And it gets worse,
As you get clamy hands,
Then you start to shiver and cry yourself to sleep....
Because those voices in your head,
Will not cease their nagging,
You know you've lost all self-control,
When you embrace those dire thoughts
Finding things to be used to carve out,
Guilty thoughts into your dying walls,
Being surrounded never felt so empty,
Until this time in which you have accepted...
You're almost there,
In desperation, grief, pity, despair,
You shatter mirrors to shatter your existence...
Time to shake hands with death,
Not death your enemy, but death your only friend,
When suddenly you want new beginnings at the very end...
Because those voices in your head,
Would not cease their nagging,
You submitted self-control,
And acted out on impulse
Finding things to use as wrecking balls,
To destroy the illusion of your walls,
An empty field n
Just Another DayFirstly, happy new year everyone. May it bring only happiness to you all.
Secondly, I'm so glad I had no where to go tonight. After football ysterday I ache so much I'm walking like a cripple who shat themself. Along with that the finger next to my pinky on my left hand, is all swollen and bruised between the second and third knuckles, hurts like a bastard.
But yeah, nothing serious, just felt like writing something.
Have a good night peoples.
New Years ResolutionNOW FOR EVERYBODY THATS COME BY MY PAGE AND SEE THAT I AM STAYING ON TOP OF WHAT I LOVE TO DO. MY NEW YEARS RESOLUTION IS TO BRING MORE NEW MUSIC. I WANTED TO DO THIS SO ITS MEMORABLE FOR ME PERSONALLY. PEOPLE DONT REALLY READ BULLETINS THAT MUCH. JUST MY OPINION.
SO TO EVERYONE THATS READING THIS HAPPY NEW YEARS AND MAY GOD (IF YOU BELIEVE) WILL GRANT YOU WHAT YOU WANT.
Reflection Of 2008 And My Solutions, Plus My New Years WishHaving time today to reflect on the past year, I have noticed a few patterns that I thought I'd share.
Mumms
They have disappeared and in their place...polls, surveys, obvious failures at humor, and most disturbingly an increasing amount of real "legal" or "medical" issues that have no business in this forum and should be brought to professionals.
My Solution
Have an automatic mumm check script created that reads the mumm prior to publishing. If it's a non-mumm, or doesn't fit the forum, it will not be published, and the author will lose privileges for 6 months.
Fake Profiles
One of the biggest problems on this site. Every day I see dozens upon dozens of 'newbs' scrolling across the top. No verified email, no pics or pics that are generic web pics, no gender, and yet they are not weeded out after a short time period. Why? Because it pads Fubar's membership numbers for marketing purposes. The more members that can be shown to potential advertisers, the more money that can be cha
My 2nd Auto 11!Hey everyone!
I would once again like to that ALL of those that came to my page and rated me during my second auto 11! It was a success once again thanks to all of you! I am finally a GodMaMa! And ofcourse I picked Angel! Such an easy decision! But um.... wow.... so many of you rated ALL of my pics and wow... I couldn't believe how sweet all of you were to me during this past 24 Hours. Once again I wish that I could BLING EVERYONE but just can't. I most likely will BLING those that I didn't bling last time. SO those that returned for a second time to rate me that don't get bling, I"m sorry but I truly appreciate ur friendship and support on here! I have made so many new wonderful friends and I hope that everyone has a safe and happy new year! BLING will be sent within the next couple of days! THANKS YALL! LOVE YOU! And if you haven't fanned or friended me yet, DO SO! And if I haven't been to your page in a while please let me know because I want to re-rate each and every
Is It Time To Go?Hello everyone
I would like to wish you all a very Happy New Year and the best of luck for 2009.
I have been getting itchy feet here on Fubar in recent weeks and months and it was my plan to leave today by just slipping away. I have been feeling that all good things come to an end and have come to realise that many people are only interested in points and levels, (which I genuinely couldn't give a toss about) and not true friendships or more. People who only talk when spoken too and I wonder if I am just a thorn in their sides or just tolerated.
Many people have absolutely nothing to say or the time to say it. I have found that many people seem to think(and sometimes its very true!), that the most interesting thing about themselves is their tattoos!
I have met some really wonderful people on here though and I hope that they know who they are, but I have also dealt with some scum too, out to manipulate, use and upset anyone without feeling or compassion.
(Google "Sociopath
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First A TasteI'd like to take a minute out of my day to support a cause; www.leap.cc
Leap stands for many of the very values I feel and I am appalled that there isn't more being done to end the needless prohibition.
Today www.Foxnews.com had a highlight of old laws that are still on the books today. It got me to thinking..
What happened to land of the free, home of the brave?
It appears we are more geared towards limiting the freedom of others because we are scared of some token end result. We exaggerate this token end result and in turn fan the flames of the phenom we perpetuate.
The financial crisis of today is very real. We cannot be wasting tax dollars on broken crusades. We spend over 69 billion a year on this war instead of obtaining tax revenue. The not something you can stop. It is a war with human nature and unfortunately, curiosity got the human high as well as killing the cat.
This prohibition mentality stretches farther than just a war on drugs... but that is for
New Song I Wrote Today Title Cowboys.....and Here Is One More Called Cowboys Dreamcowboys
You can see a lot when you look in a cowboys eyes
You see many years of hard work, and rarely do you see lies
He has sweat and bleed for everything he will gain
He has driven many miles just so maybe you'll remember his name
He has sacrificed his body tryin to make that one great ride
And when he hears that whistle blow, he stands in the arena with pride
He raises his arms in victory, looking to the crowd
Thinking about his family, and hoping they are proud
He always wears that poor old beat up hat
It's been stepped on and kicked and one side is flat
But it is full of years and memories that he could never trade
For a new Stetson or Ralston of any shape or shade
His body aches in the morning from the crashes he has had
But you will never know it 'cause he will tell ya it's not that bad
He just grits his teeth and bares it, and goes on about his day
He has stalls to clean, and fences to fix, and he has to stack the hay
He is riding for more than money, buc
Anyone!!!!I AM A MOTHER OF FOUR, AND I AM SEEKING SOME HELP OUT THERE, FOR HELP WITH MY HOME, IF ANYONE KNOWS ANYONE THAT COULD HELP ME , PLEASE TELL ME OR SEND ME SOMEONE THAT CAN HELP. MY KIDS ARE NEEDING A NEW HOME TO LIVE IN.. THE ONE I HAVE NOW IS FALLING APART,IT IS A TRAILOR,ROOF LEAKS, FLOORS LET COLD AIR IN,ME AND MY SON'S ROOM HAS PARTIAL CEILINGS. AND IT IS LETTING IN THE COLD AIR..I HAVE BAD WIRING,BATHROOM IS GROWING MOLD THAT I HAVE TO KEEP CLEAN, FOR MY KIDS, AND IT IS GETTING TIRING.AND I AM AFRAID TO FIND MY HOME ON FIRE, OR NOT WAKE UP AT ALL. I HAVE TRIED TO FIND A WAY TO GET HELP, BUT NOTHING,EXTREME MAKEOVER,HOME EDITION..BUT DON'T HAVE NO WAY TO PRINT OUT THE PAPERS..TO GET THE HELP. IF ANYONE OUT THERE CAN HELP I WOULD APPRECIATE IT. ( IF THIS IS WRONG TO PUT STUFF ON HERE LIKE THIS, PLEASE FORGIVE ME, I AM DESPERATLY IN NEED OF A NEW HOME...THANKS FOR YOUR HELP..OR CONCERN.
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Theft Of Ascension"He took this from me as if it was nothing and threw it in my face as if it was everything... "
The final words of a paragraph ended.
She's seen the true side of who she befriended
Souless and empty, alone with regret
The devil is always who youd least expect
A wing dipped in blood and a smile for deceiving.
Eyes of false promise and a tongue of misbelieving.
Was it taken from her or as easily given?
Could she be so jaded of the life she is living?
Perhaps all is not lost, some hope may be left.
A way to undo this unjustified theft.
Maybe a god that cares and can answer the plea
Of an angel thats fallen, begging to be set free.
Sight Re-discovereda single beat from an atrophic heart
matched with the treachary of impatience
more than enough to cover the eyes
more than enough to cloud judgement
hurt assumes victory over the lack of feeling but the ego is overwhelmed
as instinct passes through the shroud
and reason quickly closes the wound
the virtue of patience once again personified
the atrophic heart becomes silent
judgement restored
sight rediscovered
Good Bye '08...hello '09As we sit here wishing 2008 a farewell and welcome 2009, we also reflect on 2008. The year has gone by so fast. We look back on the relationships we have formed and at the relationships that we have failed. The mistakes we have made and the lessons we have learned. We look back and see the people we have been given and the people that have been taken from us, but not forgotten. We look back and see the person we once were and the person we have now become. So as you bring in this new year once again, sit back and take a second to once remember the year 2008. Remember all you have done, people you have met, mistakes you have made and carry it over to the year 2009 and make this year YOURS.
Happy New Year all...
Out With The Old, In With The New (2009)Hello my beloved fu-friends. After feeling much hate towards the Fu, and the game players, manipulators and liars that scurry under rocks when the sun comes up in this place.... I have dropped the gauntlet and moved along in my silly little polyamorous life.
2008, was the most f*cked up year to date for me to say the least.... Travel with my work took me to Orange county and took away my frequent flyer miles, I let my ex-boyfriend from 12 years ago back into my life (against my better judgment of not ever ever letting people who have hurt me back into my life for a second chance and he proved he was not worthy of that second opportunity), The Husband took off for Iraq in May (this isn't usually a bad thing but lots of bad things ensued once he was gone), My house caught fire in July sending me and the kitties scurrying frantically for new living space after the inlaws turned us down, I lost my super lucrative job and have been on the hunt for a new one for 6 months now with no luck,
Two Defining Forces...Twas the night before Christmas, when all through my home, not a sound could I hear, not even the phone.
The stockings were hung by the chimney with care,
I flipped on the TV and saw a soldier standing there.
It was a young man, perhaps a Marine, with a desert in the background, it was a lonely scene.
And I thought, ‘He’s so far from home and should be on leave, He should be here with his family on Christmas Eve.’
Then the soldier said, “It’s really all right,
I’m over here by choice; I’m here every night.
It’s my duty to stand, at the front of the line,
That separates all of you, from the darkest of times.
No one had to ask, or beg or implore me,
I’m proud to stand here, like my fathers before me.
Grandpa died at Pearl Harbor one December, then he said, “That’s a Christmas, Grandma always remembers.”
“My dad stood his watch, in the jungles of Nam,
And now it’s my turn, and so here I am.
I’ve not seen my own son, in more than a while,
My wife sends me pict
One More Note On Volunteering...my last volunteering blog brought up some inquiries about what to do...
always check the aclu and amnesty international websites for actions you can take now...usually signing petitions and emailing letters to state representatives, senators, governors, etc. there are other organizations that have the same sorts of information as well as other actions:
national coalition to abolish the death penalty
campaign to end the death penalty
the moratorium campaign
and many others...ask if you want to know.
writing is also another way to reach out if you aren't comfortable with political actions....especially if you believe that at least some people deserve death and would like it kept as a punishment option. writing helps them all in more ways than you would realize especially in texas.
i think there are a lot of myths surrounding time spent in prison/on death row...there is no television, no phone, no real recreation... they are only allowed outside the concrete cells for
Real Life Friend Joined FubarPlease say hello and welcome one of my 'Real Life' friends to Fubar..He is one of the kewlest people you will ever meet..well lol other than myself...I know He doesn't have alot up to rate but please at least stop by and tell him Gothic Rose sent you
HellsCowboy89@ fubar
Oh Yes I AmWe are.
I have Ash and Sproet on the phone and we are plotting against people.
Be warned.
¢¾ My Erotic Machine¢¾¢¾ My erotic machine¢¾
seems my head is filled with such warm delightful thoughts of you.
I can not wait until the days come that I see you sitting in my tattoo parlor chair.
~Loud music pumping
stripping away the cares of the day~
~Comotion and chaos in the background~~
Hypnotic sounds of the machines in the air
all attention on me
Seems thru all the excitment my voice is the only one heard
¢¾Shirt off & relaxed¢¾
~~Anticipations filling your thoughts and easing all reality away~~
I would ¢¾ to feel your eyes on me watching everything that I do
Watching my hair the way it falls around my face
so long and dark
The way it brushes up against and almost covers my warm full chest
¢¾I can feel you eyes taking all of me into your sight¢¾
The one single small breathe and focused attention unfilinching heart
strong arm reaching out to me.
Pulling me out of the darkness into your range with one touch soft stroke of my redden cheek
Hands running through my hair soothing my
A Wonderful Message From A Friend...happy New Years!!Remember,
Happiness is the art of living, the purpose of our existence. Happiness is the true index of quality of life. Without happiness, life is dry and meaningless. With happiness, life immediately becomes fulfilling and wonderful. Happiness is an infectious feeling that immediately lifts the sagging spirits of people. Happy people keep themselves happy because they know the little ways to appreciate themselves and to see the humour and magic in each moment.
Live, Laugh Love!
One love
New YrsHappy New Years Fubar!! Hey well since you took the time to read this make sure you pass it on, This bulletin is just a friendly reminder that Hydaway Radio is having a New Years Bash!!
So click the banner below and join our lil family
Hope to see you all there!
Ugh.ya know...everytime i post anything questionable in mumms my comment gets deleted and then i get the loving message from a bouncer that "you can't post that stuff in mumms" but day after day i see people posting shit way worse than anything ive ever posted and nothing happens....wtf! am i being bouncer stalked or what???
Happy Birthday BlueeyedbratMy Birthday Is Tomorrow And I would Really Love To Have Spotlight For My Birthday I Have 13,020,873 Fubucks So Far..I would Also Love A Birthday Happy Hour And Some Blings...I Know It's Alot To Ask For..But IT'S My Birthday And It Only Comes Once A Year...lol..Donations Are Really Appreicated...I Was Thinkin Of Making NSFW Salutes For Thoses Who Donate More Then 500,000 Fubucks The More You Donate The Better They May Get! Happy Hour Will Get A Meow Salute...Think About It!
Blue Eyed Brat *SBG*BBW*@ fubar
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Happy New Yearhope all have a great new year ,with growth,and new freinds.
Life And DeathTonight we celebrate the Birth of a new year, we all wonder what will it bring? Well For me it has already brought sadness to my life. I watched my 49 year old Brother Die at 3:10 this New Years Eve Morning. I hope This will make alot of people think about life and death, He died because he loved the bottle more than life, An Ulcer in his Esphogus Ruptured and he bled to death, Please all of you think of the choices you have to make in life, Don't let Booze become your main thing. Their is so much more to life than a Bottle... A friend, A child, A Loved one, A flower, Peace on Earth, Your health , just to name a few. I Want to wish all of you a very Happy New Year, and Pray that you never have to go through what I went through this morning! Be Safe And Have Fun, But Remember Life and Death Are a Second apart, Choose the road to this New Year Wisely.May you Choose to live for something or someone, not Alchol or Drugs...I will miss him and my New Years will never be the same. I find com
Why Do I Add Pplwhy do i add ppl if they dont know how to rate my pics im going to sart taking ppl off my frinds if they dont start helping me out :):):)
YummyOH did u see that I know I sure did and it was big enough it scared me to reality wow to know that is going there oh my.. did you feel that my pants just hit the floor omg that’s so good and tasty don’t stop...
Purrs and moans comes out of my mouth as he goes in deeper I gasp for air as he goes all the way in I purr so loud I feel my voice in his chest as it feels so good omg.
Purrs even louder... I think my undies hit the floor.. oh feels his sweat drip onto my forehead.. and run down to my hair.. mm that's it harder, faster and deeper omg gasps for air and lets out lil squeals... as I have to be quiet.
Rolls him over gets on top omg.. it goes in deeper as he has to put his hand over my mouth.. for I know in my heart I can't keep quiet..
I shake my head and set my mouth free.. careful not to moan too loud but enough to let him know that I can't go in all the way.. I pull out slowly and roll over and throw my ass in the air.
He mounts her and she automatically lets her
May 2009 Be Special For Each And Every One Of YouJust wanted to say ,that I hope that 2009 is a great year for all of you (my friends).It has to be better than 2008,I am wishing all of you ,great joy and happiness for the new year .I also want all of you to know ,that I miss talking to all of you ,and hopefully I will be able to be on more this year coming up .Well that's pretty much all I have to say for now so HAVE A SAFE AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS
HOPE TO TALK TO YOU ALL SOON
HAVOK :D
Happy New Yearhi all
i wanna wish evrybody that is in my list friends fans and family a good, happy, loveable, healthy new year
New Years Anti ResolutionTell me, what did i ever do to you to require my changing each year?
Am I so bad that i need to be changed each January 1st for you to like me or continue liking me? Didn't you like me to begin with? Or was there one or more caveats put on your liking me? Did you tell yourself, "I'll like you until the first of next year unless you remain the same."? Do you have requirements that each January i must change at least a little for our friendship to continue?
What if I like me and have no intentions of changing? When January 2nd rolls around will you cease having any contact with me? Will you "disown" me as a friend and avoid me at all costs? Or will you simply be polite to me in that distant manner that everyone is capable of?
WELL I'M NOT CHANGING!
Kiss my ass. It's taken me this long to get where i am and I'm not changing for any of you fuckers. Sure, I'm not perfect. I've never deluded myself into thinking that i am. I have many flaws, but flaws are what make us unique. I'v
What Would You Do To Be Rich And/or Famous?Hopefully this will be the first installment of many of the "What would you do?" series. We'll see though, it'll just depend on the popularity of this blog.
So, this brings me to my first installment of this blog. The question I'm posing to everyone is:
What would you do to be rich and/or famous? Just how far would you go?
I'm eagerly looking forward to reading everyone's responses.
Happy New Year, everyone.
Introduction And Rules: Read FirstSo, first the rules. Basically, there are no rules, other than no flaming other posters. No predjudice, harrassing, or hateful comments. This blog is for open and honest communication from everyone who reads it and wants to participate. I have sole discretion as to what I consider hateful, prejudice or harassment and will delete and report any users who post any comments I consider (or are reported to me) to fall within these catagories. On that note I am not liable for any such comments or any other activity a reader, subscriber, poster to this blog may or may not take.
Ok, I think that covers everything, thanks for coming by and I hope you enjoy this blog as much as I will writing and moderating it. If anyone wants to contact me for any reason, please feel free to do so. Have fun everyone.
Looking For The Answer To Why These Questions Never EndI am so tired of feeling this way..i just want to rip my heart out and finally breath again...i feel like everything in my life has been a failure..
Everywhere i turn people tell me to go for what i love and what i truly want...well its very hard to do that..when all i ever get in return is pain..i cant be true to anyone..no one really knows who i am ..not because they wont listen..but because i wont tell them...I can never have what i love with the truth...its just not possible...
Many people say that they will be there for me no matter what happens and no matter what i say..but that is the biggest lie of them all. I know that there are things that set people off..things that make people walk away...i pride myself on knowing the mind...and knowing what makes people tick..and i see too much evil in this world...as a matter of fact the only good i have seen in this world is in the eyes of a newborn child.
Why should i believe people if i have no reason for them to believe me? t
Living For The "now"Over the past year I've had plenty of time to do some soul searching and introspection. I evaluated and re-evaluated my life and the decisions that led me to where I am today. I found that there are dreams that I haven't realized, but a majority I have.
I found myself lamenting the things that I didn't have or that I lost along the way. I mourned them as I would mourn the loss of a realative. It hurt to think that I failed to attain my goals, especially when I compared myself to those around me, from the rich and famous to the homeless man down the street. Slowly, I began to realize something. It's a simple thing, really, but it's one that escaped my notice for a very long time. It may have escaped other's as well, which is why I'm writing about it.
I realized that true happiness comes from the "now", not the "then". While this may seem such an obvious statement, can anyone say that they truely appreciate what's happening at this moment in time?
What is the "then"? We
For Chrissy Its A SupriseAn Irish Princess
There once was an Irish Lass who was sitting out in the meadows crying. One day, a young Lad walks by and see the young Lass crying asking her why she is crying. She said ¡° I¡¯m sad because I am alone and my dad wont let me be with anyone but royalty¡±. Not knowing who she is, he says, ¡°You should be whoever you want to be with.¡± She looks up at the young Lad and agrees with him. She wipes the tears away from her face and walks with the young lad back to her home. When they got to her home, the young Lad asked, ¡°Is this your home?¡± She sighs and says , ¡°Yes this is my home. I am the Princess of Ireland and if my father finds out that I was with you, I would not hear the end of it.¡± She walks away and she forgot to ask him what his name was. When she saw her father, he asked her were she was and she said, ¡° Dad, I was out in the meadows crying and there was a kind young man that heard my cry.¡± Her father was upset and asked the guards to get this you
My Wild HorsesMy Wild Horses
My horses are wild and free
Unbridled and never broken
Then like a bolt of lightening
From a clear blue sky
A lovely and lone Palomino
Rides across the open plain
Causing me to rear and run
With a unexpected gallop
Like a stormy blast of
Western Dessert air
Her mane flowing so long and free
As if summoning me to follow
From the herd I break chasing
Her into the Midnight sky as
We meet atop a green plateau
As we trot down to a stream below
Will she break my wild side?
To this I wait and hope to see
By Mike Bell 01/31/2008
I Omnomnom YouIf you were my cheesy garlic bread, I would be omnomnoming you :D
How does that make you feel?
Wishing You...12 months of Happiness
52 weeks of Blessings
365 days of Laughter
8760 hours of Good Luck
31536000 seconds of Success
Thank you all for being a part of my days. .
May you all find Happiness, Peace and Prosperity and Good Health in the New Year!
Cosmic consciousness, please make
everyone open his/her eyes,
let everyone look around,
let everyone recognize himself/herself and God in the next human being,
let everyone lay down arms and smile.
Cosmic consciousness, please let people see now and for ever...
by B.J. Boltauzer
Blessings & Hugs
Let Us Resolve.Let us resolve
to let go
in every moment
allowing Spirit to
guide our way.
Let us resolve
to surrender
in every circumstance
and allow wisdom
to harmonize our life path.
Let us resolve
to be a channel
for love to
heal our world.
Let us resolve
to be an instrument
that peace will
dominate our every
thought, world and deed.
Blessings
John
~Teach Only Love~
Christina GonzalesSPECIAL ANGEL
HERE'S A VERY SPECAIL ANGEL
AS YOU CAN PLAINLY SEE
THE REASON SHE'S SO SPECIAL IS
SHE'S JUST FOR YOU,FROM ME
WHENEVER YOU ARE LONELY,
OR FEELING SAD AND BLUE,
REMEMBER THIS LITTLE ANGEL
AN KNOW I THINK OF YOU.
SO KEEP THIS ANGEL WITH YOU
FOR ALL THE JOYS WE'RE SHARED
AND REMEMBER SHE'S A SYMBOL
OF A LOVING HEART THAT CARES
Kcpilar69SHe has the Auto 11s and trying to raise fu bucks for a good cause.
Please help. :)
KCPilar69™~R/L Fiance 2 CravenMoorehead ~Protected By Bounty Hunter@ fubar
The Way She Makes Me FeelThe way she makes me feel
I sit here, thinking of the woman I long for,
The woman I see, makes everything seem right
She knows how to touch me, in ways no one else does
She makes me feel so warm and peaceful inside
I know I want to be near her always
To touch her delicate skin,
And to kiss such sweet, soft lips
I know beneath that gorgeous facade
There is an even more gorgeous person inside
With her so far away it makes every muscle in my body ache
If she only knew how much I need her now with me
CaptivationThe most intriguing butterfly in the world did land,
Upon the open palm of an undeserving hand.
Captivated I could not help but smile.
Calm and serene if only for a little while.
In all this darkness her light did shine.
An image I will save for the rest of my time.
And as quickly as she came, she flew off to wander.
A part of my life she would be no longer.
A welcome fire for my new friend shall burn,
If ever her path should lead her to return.
Thankyou All So MuchKathys Comments
Where to I begin to say **THANKYOU** to all who helped me level to GODMOTHER! My 1st and formsot Heartful thanks goes to Redman..a wonderful friend who worked very hard in bringing his group the Rating Revolution, and to all of you a big loving Thankyou!!To all my friends and family who pimped my bully out, rated and bombed me Im at a loss! Whoever says that the ones we meet aren't truly our friendz n family haven't met mine.!!
~~"FLESH NOR BLOOD..**HEART** MAKES A FAMILY!!~~
SO FOR 2009 MY WISH FOR YOU ALL IS THAT YOU HAVE ..LOVE..HAPPINESS..JOY.&..PEACE..MAY ALL YOUR DREAMZ COME TRUE!!
TY ALL AGAIN FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART! I LOVE YOU ALL!
HAPPY NEW YEAR N PLEASE BE SAFE!
HUGZ N MAUHZ
*DREAMZ!*
The Beauty Of VenusAs i walk into the cold tonight
Surrounded by nature's guile.
Venus at his hand to the right,
The Moon presents a clever smile.
His thoughts I read like poetry,
His movements are no surprise.
An introduction is made to me
A vague softness in her eyes.
Encumbered I am by this
I cannot find the words to say.
Overcome by a new bliss
I cant seem to look away.
She has a beauty so unique
but like the others she is the same.
And yet the future seems so bleak
For us, the past is whom I blame.
I gracefully nod and bow,
And with a gentle kiss upon her hand,
Turn and continue on for now
This empty, careless, selfish man.
My Hh On Friday, January 2 At 6 Pm FstEmily knows how to FU....
PROPERLY!
This Friday, at 6 p.m. Fu-Time,
she has decided to Host a Happy Hour!
...and in Fine, Fubar fashion
she'll be sporting Auto 11's!
But, wait, there's MORE ....
In one of her brief, lucid moments, she decided
to PAY for Rates!
Thats right .... Emily will pay
10k for every 100 rates you give her !
WHAT IS SHE THINKING?
Must be lack of sleep from that toddler
of hers!!
.. yet STILL more !!
O M G !!
In her sleep-deprived fog, Emily will
be randomly BLINGING!
Yup, yup .... You have a chance to
score even MORE!
What are you waiting for???
Hmmmm .... ??
EmilyIMAX
Be sure to F/A/R her.
Level a few Greenies for her ....
..You know they'd LOVE the attention!
Pimped with Love:
A Passing ThoughtAs always, my thoughts and I are alone
Watching the clock hands here at home.
And I wonder, if I died
How long until I was found?
If I fall Will it make a sound?
Would emotions that come,
For them be subtle?
Or would the ripples
Disrupt the entire puddle?
The thought of suddenly passing,
As random as fate can be,
Shatters the cloud
That was once holding me.
And if alone, so be it, when I go.
Despite my actions I did care,
Just so they know.
Positive LostThe positive's lost
in this verse
Only the negative
as I rehearse
And as the pen touches paper
I lose the how to feel
I leave you with everything else you took
But these words you will not steal
When your losing against death
At your side I vow to be
And when youre breathing your last breath
I promise to be who you see
The one who said he loved you
The one who said he cared
The one whom you decided
that his life you could not share
With all my memories of you
Only one will make my day
The vision of your tears falling
As I turn and walk away
There you are left alone
By yourself to lose your grasp
And as the sorrow fails to reach
with apathy Ill laugh
EnlightenedUpon a cloudy day
I felt two tears fall away
One for compassion,
The other for hope.
Another dangled from a rope above
A rumor known as love.
And as the rain flowed
They were all washed away.
Everything was washed away.
But I remain
Changed
But I sustain
Compromised
But void of pain
Enlightened
But thankful
For the rain.
UselessBeside my self again
The moon has disappeared
Never scared of anything
But tonight alone I feared
The waves roll in endlessly
As if unwelcomed guests
Their solice I can feel no more
And comfort in them I protest
A tempting offer to return with them
As the cold winds brush my face
The thoughts begin to overwhelm
I feel I've become useless to this place.
RainRain where have you gone, the sun listens as well as i do. Her silence kills me in a way you never could. The moon, his words are as dark as his parent. I'd feel better if you came and rescued me. But it seems that'll never happen. So i wait for sleep, the last resort.
Why did you go? Left as quickly as you came. I guess you could say the same for me. Victims of our own pride but i wasn't ready for you to go. Yours is the only voice I await. Althought it's shelter i should seek, your comfort soothes me more.
So into the sun I'll stare for necessity precedes my vision. All i needed was your voice and the ability to listen.
A New DawnThe brightest star appears. When one would be accepting, my ungrateful eyes force my head back into the direction of nothingness. Dialated in the hatred, jealousy of loneliness or one left alone.
All this time on this path of darkness. Led by eyes driven by hope only to find the mirage was drawn from past memories, vague recollections of what it felt like to be loved or tolerated.
Why when alone do I long to be surrounded but when surrounded I push everything away? The question dances with a mind that once thought itself well prepared to answer.
I continue down the known all to well path, eyes to the ground, star on the horizen seemingly lifetimes away. Am i still walking? How can i tell in this darkness. The only reference of conversation familiar to me now is internal monologue filled with questions and false answers or guesses. Sight the only sense I can trust and my trust in this is finite.
So on and on I continue. What choice is left? With an immature excitement and th
Wish You Were Here With MeWish You Were Here With Me
I'm sitting in my room on this lonely night.
Wishing you were here, so I could hold you tight.
I'm thinking of you and your gentle touch.
All I want to do is to kiss you... so much!
I want a passionate kiss, from the silky lips,
That just send quivers straight to my fingertips.
I just want to hold you for the rest of time.
And feel your warm and gentle body close to mine.
I want to see those elegant eyes,
That remind me of the mountainous skies.
I only wish, that you were to be.
Nowhere else, but right here... with me.
A DreamA Dream
My one dream is to be with this very special girl
To me she is perfect in each and every way, and she puts my heart into a twirl
I adore her virtues to the point where she completes my world
My one dream is to embrace her exquisite body
And have it compelled, oh, so snugly against me
So she can hear my heart beat, because her touch sends me into a frenzy
My one dream is to be able to spend time
With this angel I want to be mine
And I hope that her love will come within time
My dream is to fulfill this girl’s one dream
Whatever it may be, I’ll see that is taken care of
Seeing as, since day one when I first met you, you have had all my heart and soul
All of these dreams fall into
My one dream, which is to be with you
Maybe now you can grow to care deeply for me, too
If not, at least you know my one dream involves you.
Happy New YearHope everyone has a very happy and safe New Year!!
WITCHYS WIKKED GRAPHIX
WthI UNDERSTAND THAT I HAVE GOOD FRIENDS WHO ARE WORRIED ABOUT ME BUT PLEASE JUST STOP. I'M FINE I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF. THIS SITE IS FOR FUN NOT TO GO BASH PEOPLE AND START BS.... IF YOU ARE A TRUE FRIEND TO ME LIKE I THINK YOU ARE YOU WILL STOP...
2009 New Years ResolutionsIn the year 2009 I resolve to:
Pray!
Believe I am a beautiful person inside and out regardless of my flaws or how others view me.
Laugh more and cry less.
Nurture the relationships I currently hold with my friends and family and those new to come.
Pay down my debt by living cheap.
Learn from the mistakes made in 2008 by myself and others.
Getting Blown OffOHHH gotta love it when ppl bug you and bug you bout doing stuff then u finally say yea come over for new years eve...they say ok kool...and u have all the plans and food made and bought THEN THEY BLOW U THE FUCK OFF TO GO SOMEWHERE ELSE...WTF GIVES??? if u didnt wanna fucking come over why say yes to begin with....i had offers for other places etc...now im stuck cant go...THNX ALOT!!
Follow Your HeartI just read a short story called "A Monarch of a Small Survey" by Gertrude Atherton. It isn't something I would normally read but I had to copy a section here, which does a good job of capturing the frustration of just existing as opposed to living:
"Nothing—nothing in life can be as bad as life empty, wasted, emotionless, stagnant! I have existed forty-three years in this great, beautiful, multiform world, and I might as well have died at birth for all that it has meant to me. Nature gave me abundantly of her instincts. I could have been a devoted wife, a happy mother, a gay and careless harlot! I would have chosen the first, but failing that—rather the last a thousand times than this! For then I should have had some years of pleasure, excitement, knowledge—"
I have to say I agree with this character (well except for the mother and harlot part). But I find at this point in my life that I have just existed and not really lived. I know it's not completely true but I find myself w
Years EndWell this is the last day of a rather interesting year. Next year should be a year of change on every level imaginable. For me it will be a year of incredible change and I am so optimistic that my dreams and goals will be met.
How so you may ask? Well, after a year of going through the motions of existing while feeling sorry for myself, I found the answer. What makes me thrive is to accept challenges and then prevail. In this year of woe, I have been given a huge challenge as well as the gift of my freedom. The woe was oh shit no job where is my money gonna come from? The reality is I have been making ends meet by this and that and the other, all legal!! THe Challenge is now not that I have to find a job, but to keep being resourceful and to eventually be in business for myself. With the realization that I am surviving and that I am maintaining my expenses, I find that I have time to pursue goals that have long died. I was a pretty good climber and I got to climb with some of the b
Dec 23 - Today In HistoryToday is Tuesday, Dec. 23, the 358th day of 2008. There are eight days left in the year.
Today's Highlight in History:
On Dec. 23, 1968, 82 crew members of the U.S. intelligence ship Pueblo were released by North Korea, 11 months after they had been captured.
Whatever Thoughts Come To MindSometimes Life comes at you way too fast... and other times it comes way too slow... Fall in love with the wrong person for all the wrong reasons... and then just wonder if you were meant to be alone, if that was what destiny had in mind for you all along... it makes you think alot when your alone for so long, and especially with the new year right around the corner... I guess my New Years Resolution is gonna be TO JUST BE MYSELF.
December 31, 2008Here it is the last day of 2008 and I hope everyone has a great evening and a better 2009.
Next year has got to be better than 2008 has been.
It has been a bit over a month since my husband has had his stroke and he is getting along so much better than last week.
His typing has improved, his speech has greatly improved and his balance and legs are getting so much better because he uses Wii Fit balance games for his physical therapy each morning. The use of his right hand is getting better and he is building up his strength with exercises each day.
He is going to be better that new in no time.
I really have hope for our new year.
Emilyimax, One Night Only ... Yeah, I Wish!!Emily knows how to FU....
PROPERLY!
This Friday, at 6 p.m. Fu-Time,
she has decided to Host a Happy Hour!
...and in Fine, Fubar fashion
she'll be sporting Auto 11's!
But, wait, there's MORE ....
In one of her brief, lucid moments, she decided
to PAY for Rates!
Thats right .... Emily will pay
10k for every 100 rates you give her !
WHAT IS SHE THINKING?
Must be lack of sleep from that toddler
of hers!!
.. yet STILL more !!
O M G !!
In her sleep-deprived fog, Emily will
be randomly BLINGING!
Yup, yup .... You have a chance to
score even MORE!
What are you waiting for???
Hmmmm .... ??
EmilyIMAX
Be sure to F/A/R her.
Level a few Greenies for her ....
..You know they'd LOVE the attention!
Pimped with Love:
As Of Lately.. This Is Bs I Have Been Dealing WithOK so I have a friend that hooked me up with this guy only after she did her thing with him. At the time I did what any good friend would do if a guy that the other is either really liking or whatever. I asked her if it was cool if we went out on a date. She said sure there is no real feelings there and I don't care I'm done with him. Well come to find out she did have an issue with it and she lied to me while I was dating this guy by not only still talking to him but setting up plans to either get laid by him or date him. This is only after she said to me that she didn't want to talk to him anymore, so she said.
Let it be known I don't do this behind another girl's back thing because the only reason women are not in power in america is we because some have this secret want urge and need to tear other women down. And well that's not how it should be, we should be able to build each other up..
When I did talk to this guy he told me that he was going to talk to both of us and if s
Wow QuestionsCAN ANY ONE ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
how in the book of earlier prophets it states that when the messiah
comes there would be a flood and it would be the last days and there
never was?
how come the bible has false information like Herod killing all of the
boys under 2 years old when that never happens nor did any king of Egypt
in history every order the deaths of boys like it says during the time
of Moses?
how come Joseph and Mary did not realize that Jesus was missing for 3
days when they went for the census?
how come Jesus knew he was going to be crucified yet on the cross he
screams my god my god why have you forsaken me? did he not already know
his fate?
how come the bible involves so many mythological beings like
Apollo Hades Baal. god talks about punishing Baal but isn't he supposed to be
fictional?
how come in the earlier books of prophets they state the messiah
(supposedly Jesus) is the one that is, was and will be yet to come? wouldn't this
mean w
Hey To All My Fu Friendsi try not to ask much of you, but now i would like some help leveling up. i just want to get to pimp level. that has been my dream since child hood*tears*. if you can do something for me, i would be greatful. thanks.
- JER-BEAR
Boobs? Wha....she's got auto elebens & she's a hottie too
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A Final FarewellAs 2008 draws to a close, I would like to pay homage to some of the celebrities we lost over this past year. Some we lost too young. Many of these people provided my entertainment during my childhood. They will all be missed.
Lois Nettleton, January 18
Suzanne Pleshette, January 19
Heath Ledger, January 22
Roy Scheider, February 10
Jeff Healey, March 2
Ivan Dixon, March 16
Arthur C. Clarke, March 18
Richard Widmark, March 24
Charlton Heston, April 5
Dick Martin, May 24
Sydney Pollack, May 26
Harvey Korman, May 29
Bo Diddley, June 2
Jim McKay, June 7
Tim Russert, June 13
Cyd Charisse, June17
Dody Goodman, June 22
George Carlin, June 22
Estelle Getty, July 22
Bernie Mac, August 9
Isaac Hayes, August 10
Paul Newman, September 26
Richard Blackwell, October 19
Michael Crichton, November 4
Paul Benedict, December 1
Robert Prosky, December 8
Bettie Page, December 11
Van Johnson, December 12
Majel Barrett, December 18
Eartha Kitt, December 25
My Theme Song.. Ppl Have Lied To Me And This Is Song Is For ThemKevin Rudolph ft. Lil Wayne (Let it Rock) :D
(Verse 1 : Kevin Rudolph)
I see your dirty face
High behind your collar
What is done in vain
Truth is hard to swallow
So you pray to God
To justify the way you live a lie, live a lie, live a lie
And you take your time
And you do your crime
Well you made your bed
I'm in mine
(Chorus)
Because when I arrive
I bring the fire
Make you come alive
I can take you higher
What is this, forgot?
I must now remind you
Let It Rock
Let It Rock
Let It Rock
(Verse 2: Kevin Rudolph)
Now the son's discrased
He, who knew his father
When he cursed his name
Turned, and chased the dollar
But it broke his heart
So he stuck his middle finger
To the world
To the world
To the world
And you take your time
And you stand in line
Well you'll get what's yours
I got mine
Chorus:
Because when I arrive
I bring the fire
Make you come alive
I can take you higher
What is this, forgot?
I must now remind you
Let It Rock
Let It
Shadowsshadows
in the light of time
we are shadows
pursuing shadows
that fade away
as we do.
make your light
shine brightly
for the flame is brief,
make it intense
poet
The Litany Of The Other Sun Keeping Me AwakeSarah was down in our bed by one this morning – again, it seems to happen when Martha takes her up and not me, I say it’s because I read her a story first and then cuddle her while my wife doesn’t read her a story in her bedroom – and I must have been asleep because Martha told me what she’d said, the other sun kept her awake, after she’d taken a shower and before I was going to. This is going to be the last night of Sarah coming down to sleep with us, I promise that; Martha and I reasoned out she was referring to the Christmas tree we’ve got on a timer that shines at the base of the stairs leading to the kids’ upstairs bedrooms. I was told also that the timer was set now to one fifteen in the morning; why our tree even needs to be shining that long bypasses my logic circuits. Still up, I have no problem with; I was thinking of formally stowing the tree and the ornaments next Tuesday, the day of Epiphany on Three Kings Day when tradition has it the wise men (how the Gospel of Matthew
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Free Your MindExecration is any manner of adversity thought to be inflicted by any natural art and its power, such as a drawing, or oil painting, an imprecation, an execration, of ones art, a natural force, or an internal spirit.
The study of the forms of curses comprises a significant proportion of the study of both folk, religion and folklore and there arts . The deliberate attempt to levy curses is often part of the practice of evoking the inter spirit in ones self and others.. In Hindu culture the Fakirs believed to have the power to bless and curse by their arts. Creations
Special names for specific types of curses can be found in various cultures along with the art work to go with them. This brings us to symbolic art. That can be rendered as either a curse or a blessing depending on the cultures mind set. icon is also used, particularly in modern culture, in the general sense of symbolsSo do’s it change the fact that it is art? That the artist fel
My Beautiful Sisterimikimi - Customize Your World!
THIS IS MY BEAUTIFUL SISTER AN WHEN PEOPLE FUCK WITH HER THEY FUCK WITH ME.
SO FOR ALL YOU USERS AN HATERS BACK OFF HER OR DEAL WITH ME!!!!!!!!!
A Wild Place In California To Celebrate New Years EveWildest New Year's Eve 2009
Wildest 2009 NYE
Wednesday December 31st, 2008
Party on the hottest strip!
Join us for a New Years Eve 2009 Count Down! One of San Franciscos wildest parties is about to invade Broadway Strip on New Years Eve. With gold, silver and black decor, erotic GOGO dancers, Laser shows, balloons drop, champagne, party favors and much more, this will be the craziest New Years Eve Party in the Bay Area! ... more »
Wildest 2009 NYE
Wednesday December 31st, 2008
Party on the hottest strip!
Join us for a New Years Eve 2009 Count Down! One of San Franciscos wildest parties is about to invade Broadway Strip on New Years Eve. With gold, silver and black decor, erotic GOGO dancers, Laser shows, balloons drop, champagne, party favors and much more, this will be the craziest New Years Eve Party in the Bay Area!
2 rooms of nonstop dancing 2 fully stock bars - Cozy bottle service booths
Doors open@ 9pm 2am
21 and up
Venue:
Horizon ultra lounge
498 Broa
Rip Allie We Loved You.. Let Us Remember Her As We Ring In A New Year!!!=== 'Ms. Mona Doll ღ Dangerous Curves Member ღ' wrote the following at '2008-12-31 09:55:20'..
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It Has Been Brought to My Attention by Allie's Dear Friend Kim (AkA GatorGirl) " all of Allies friends & family are letting balloons go with a lil note Attatched with it @ midnight In Her Loving Memory there are ppl from FL, CT, NYC, CA Participating>>. We All Feel It Would Be A Great End to 2008 By Allowing Allie Not To Be Forgotten... So If You Loved Allie as We All Did Lets All Please Participate.. Dangerous Curves Girls, 2nd Alarm Hotties, Peaguses Project And All Of Allies Friends and Family From Fubar!!! We Love Her And She will Forever Be Embedded In our hearts as the warm wonderful caring young woman that she was!! thanx So Much for taking time to read this and remember our beloved friend and her friends and family!!! Much Luv
Thank You My FriendsThanks sooo much my Friends You all Rock It prob be my last one for awhile I hope you enjoyed...Happy New Year...xoxo Mistress Cindalicious
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We Love And Miss You Allie!! R.i.p Sweetheart!!=== 'Ms. Mona Doll ღ Dangerous Curves Member ღ' wrote the following at '2008-12-31 09:55:20'..
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It Has Been Brought to My Attention by Allie's Dear Friend Kim (AkA GatorGirl) " all of Allies friends & family are letting balloons go with a lil note Attatched with it @ midnight In Her Loving Memory there are ppl from FL, CT, NYC, CA Participating>>. We All Feel It Would Be A Great End to 2008 By Allowing Allie Not To Be Forgotten... So If You Loved Allie as We All Did Lets All Please Participate.. Dangerous Curves Girls, 2nd Alarm Hotties, Peaguses Project And All Of Allies Friends and Family From Fubar!!! We Love Her And She will Forever Be Embedded In our hearts as the warm wonderful caring young woman that she was!! thanx So Much for taking time to read this and remember our beloved friend and her friends and family!!! Much Luv
For The Love...I guess my love goes all the back to how I got into riding. Just trying to pedal and go fast. That's been a constant and I certainly can say I love it. Cruising down to an empty parking lot to spend hours on end to pull a new trick once or twice. YEAH I love that shit. It might not sound fun to many of you dead fucks but I really enjoy it. I love the learning aspect of BMX, just trying to figure out how to make a trick work. I'm not a natural and I really have to work hard to learn. This can be completely frustrating but it's almost always equally rewarding when it does work. I've spent a ricockulous amount of time alone in a parking lot, yet I still go back to do it. Not sure if it's obsession, compulsiveness, love or just a good mix?? I without a doubt love the characters, friends, random situations, weird encounters, unexpected good times, many miles, countless hours, places, stories and the variety of these that is BMX to me. It's plain and simple IT IS FUN. It's a form of expressi
Not Everybody PaysA little old lady was walking down the street dragging two large Plastic garbage bags behind her. One of the bags ripped, and every once in a while, a $20 bill fell out onto the sidewalk.
Noticing this, a policeman stopped her, and said, 'Ma'am, there are $20 bills falling out of your bag.'
'Oh, really? Darn it!' said the little old lady. 'I'd better go back and see if I can find them.
Thanks for telling me.'
'Well, now, not so fast,' said the cop. 'Where did you get all that money? You didn't steal it, did you?'
'Oh, no, no', said the old lady. 'You see, my back yard is right next to the football stadium parking lot. On game days, a lot of fans come and pee through a knot hole in the fence, right into my flower garden. It used to really tick me off. Kills the flowers, you know. Then I thought, 'why not make the best of it?' So, now, on game days, I stand behind the fence by the knot hole, real quiet, with my garden pruners.
Every time some guy sticks his 'thingy' through
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Love....Love is stong yet delicate..
It can be broken....
To truly love is to understand this...
To be in love is to respect this....
New StartOK I GOING START DOING SOMETHING ABOUT MY LIFE FOR FEELING SORRY FOR MYSELF IS POINT LESS I GOING TO STAR LIVING MY LIFE AND SEE WHAT AROUND THE CORNER IN LIFE BUT SOMETHING TELL ME I AM NOT GOING TO A LONE FOR EVER I TAKE IT SLOW AND SEE HOW IT GO FROM THERE FOR I KNOW LIFE IS TO SHORT AND I HAVE TO STOP THINKING OH POOR ME AND MKE SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE AND I WILL MAKE OME ONE HAPPY
HAPPY NEW YEAR FUBAR LAND
All Fabarians Plzzz ReadI HAVE COME THRU SO MUCH THRU THIS BRAIN SURGERY AND MY MAN CAME BACK TOO
HE IS HELPING ME REMEBER SO MUCH AND IS STICKING THRU THIS THIS TIME,,, I HAVE ALONG WAY TO GO BUT AM LIVING LIFE TO ITS FULLEST,,,,
I REALIZED FROM WHAT MT FAMILY AND FRIENDS SAID WHILE I WAS IN THE COMA THAT I WAS CALLING OUT FOR KEVIN ALL THE TIME AND THIS MAN IS THE ONE I LUV ,,,, HE IS MY REASON FOR COMING OUT OF THE COMA AND BEING HERE TODAY,,, PLEASE GIVE HIM AND I ALL YOUR SUPPORT AND TY FOR ALL THE PRAYERS MY FUBAR FRIENDS,,,
PLEASE LEVEL HIM AS FAR AS HE CAN GO,,, HE LUVS THIS SITE,,,LOL
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New Years Eve!! :)TODAY IS NEW YEARS EVE AND IM GOIN TO MY FRIEND (TWIN'S) NEW YEARS PARTY SHE'LL BE HERE AT 3 OR 4 TO GET ME IT IS ALSO MY 1ST NEW YEARS SINGLE IN 4 YEARS :( SAD BUT AT LEAST IM GONNA BE AROUND MY VERY CLOSE FRIENDS BUT I DONT LIKE BEING THE 3RD WHEEL AND EVERYONE IS GONNA HAVE NEW YEARS KISSES AND IM JUST GONNA ME DRUCK AND HIGH WITH NO ONE TO LOVE :( BUT THATS OKAY AT LEAST MY 1ST LOVE MARY JANE WILL BE THERE FOR ME HAHA NEAVER MIND MARY ISENT GONNA BE THERE
THIS NEW YEARS IS GONNA BE LAME :(
WELL EVERY ONE BE SAFE AND ENJOY THE NEW YEAR I'LL TRY BUT I HAVE TO SHARE A 5TH OF MOHAWK I DONT EVEN DRINK LIQUOR
WELL SMOKE SOME BOWLS AND BLUNT FOR YOURS TRUELY
MUCH
The Original Dc Girlz Full Fu-pimpout!!=== 'ஐღÇÅRRIÊღஐ♥FÜ-ØWÑÊÐ B¥ Gèð ♥ஐFöùNd€r.DånGê®øuS CürVèS' wrote the following at '2008-12-30 13:15:51'..
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It is the main goal and focus of this group to bring together a group of friends, that can confide, lean on, and trust each other to be there for support, confidence, and guidance...
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New Year'sWell first I want to wish everyone a very Happy New Year and lots of love, luck, wealth and health.
So as 2008 ends and 2009 begins, I sit here pondering of the past year. For me, it started hopeful with a fresh divorce and a new boyfriend. The boyfriend didn't last past Valentine's day. That's ok because he was nothing but a liar and a loser and I definitely do not need that in my life. I soon found out that I was pregnant and in July I had a baby. So I have been on this journey of finding myself. In the process of finding myself, an online friend from a dating site contacted me in August and told me about Fubar. So I have been here ever since.
I have met some really cool people and then again some real assholes. I have met people that I chat with everyday in one form or another.
I love meeting new people and yes I am silly enough to think that I can find love on Fubar.
I am not so naive that I don't know that most if not all guys are just looking for a piece of ass. I post
Yeah Not Cool'Colbert,' 'SpongeBob' may go dark on Time Warner
By RYAN NAKASHIMA – 1 hour ago
LOS ANGELES (AP) — "SpongeBob SquarePants" might get squeezed off Time Warner Cable.
Media giant Viacom Inc. said its Nickelodeon, MTV, Comedy Central and 16 other channels will go dark for 13 million subscribers at 12:01 a.m. Thursday if a new carriage fee deal with Time Warner Cable Inc. is not agreed upon by then.
The impasse would mean "SpongeBob" and other popular shows like Jon Stewart's "The Daily Show" and Stephen Colbert's "The Colbert Report" will be cut off on the nation's second-largest cable operator. Time Warner Cable primarily serves people in New York state, the Carolinas, Ohio, Southern California and Texas.
Viacom has asked for fee increases of between 22 percent and 36 percent per channel, or a total of $39 million more, an amount that could increase customers' cable bills, said Time Warner Cable spokesman Alex Dudley.
"The issue is that they have asked for an exorbitan
A Story Im Writeing Let Me Know What U ThinkSharon is a 29 yr old with the love of science and frenetics and she
loves her sugar, she loves wearing black, and has a very sparky life
and loves all thats near her....
john
a 51 medical examiner that looks at dead bodies is a quiet but kind
hearted man that looks for the evidence in the bodies even the ones that are
close to him he seen to much in his days that some times hurt him alot...
Ameila is a 25 agent that is very wise but also has an attitude that sometimes
over whelms her and interferes with her work at times.
armando is a 32 and is an agent but follows the example that the head of them
all, but at times is stupid and doesn't listen well when he is not
concentrating.
Barrett a 27 hes an agent smart and well educated, and has 3 hobby's, one hobby
is war of 1812 battlefield scale models, 2 hobby is medieval weaponry and armor
and the 3rd one is anything on dragons....
and the head of that team is caden hes 41, a serious man and strong headed m
One Of Those Days...WE'VE ALL HAD THEM
The day starts off stellar, you're hyped to ride and then things rapidly begin to fall apart.Maybe you're clocking footage with your crew, shooting pics, excited to do that trick you just learned. Competing in a contest or just out riding like you always do and having fun. Then like a slap in the nuts and no bitches around to give you mouth love it happens. You get a flat, some dip shit walks in front of your line, you eat shit. Your homie filming forgot to press the button, you can't stick the trick! You get the fucken point. Temperatures will boil over that crap no doubt. Well don't sweat it because sooner or later it always turns around. The next block over has a better set up, you still have a second run, you'll pull it smoother on the next try... Tomorrow is a new day and it's going to be a good one now fuck off.
Happy Frickin New YearsI wake up at two am.
I dream of him, longing for him, wanting to touch. But cant... oh well, maybe tonight.
I want to call but it is WAY too early.
Hum de dum my day and mom calls from work telling me that my grandfather is in the hospital with his ticker. My grandfather is no spring chicken.
Then get into it with my bf.
Onion juice squirted in my eye when I made breakfast... go figure. So~ Thanks for playing boys and girls, I am going back to bed.
Auld Lang Syne!!!AIGHT, SO HAPPY NEW YEARS AND ALL THAT JAZZ!! HERE IS THE SONG AULD LANG SYNE, AND THE WORDS TO IT BECAUSE NO ONE EVER GETS IT RIGHT. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED!!!
NOW SING AND DRINK!!!
Auld Lang Syne History & Lyrics
Auld Lang Syne (The Good Old Days) is a song traditionally sung at midnight when horns are blown, confetti is thrown, and a general party atmosphere is created to ring in the New Year with happiness and hope for a bright and prosperous year. The outgoing year is often represented by an elderly man known as Father Time and the new year is represented by a baby known as Baby New Year.
Robert Burns wrote the lyrics to Auld Lang Syne in the 1700's.
Auld Lang Syne
Robert Burns
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
and never brought to mind?
Should auld acquaintance be forgot
and days of auld lang syne?
For auld lang syne, my dear,
For auld lang syne,
We'll take a cup o' kindness yet
For auld lang syne
We twa hae run ab
Danny Explains It Like It IsDANNY EXPLAINS IT LIKE IT IS
It was written by an 8-year-old named Danny Dutton, who lives in Chula Vista , CA . He wrote it for his third grade homework assignment, to 'explain God' I wonder if any of us could have done as well ?
[ .... and he had such an assignment, in California , and someone published it, I guess miracles do happen ! .. ]
EXPLANATION OF GOD:
'One of God's main jobs is making people. He makes them to replace the ones that die, so there will be enough people to take care of things on earth. He doesn't make grownups, just babies. I think because they are smaller and easier to make. That way he doesn't have to take up his valuable time teaching them to talk and walk. He can just leave that to mothers and fathers.'
'God's second most important job is listening to prayers. An awful lot of this goes on, since some people, like preachers and things, pray at times beside bedtime. God doesn't have time to listen to the radio or TV because of this. Because he
This Is Ridiculous!To all my friends out there, in case you are unaware, I am having severe computer isses. Which has basically rendered me fu-useless, at this point I am certain that it is my computer and not fubar.
I apoplogize for not being able to be apart of many of your Auot-11's....I have tried, beleive me, but when it takes (and no exaggeration) 45 minutes to rate 100 pics that is unbearably slow.
Hopefully I will remedy this situation soon.
Happy New Year everybody!
Love, Jane
New Yeas Eve Plans!For new years im going to memphis, tn, to my family's bar to a hugh party!A buddy and myself went and picked some shrooms (that still grow wild in arkansas, milking cattle) and all the booze behind the bar at the BLUE MONKEY, ITS SHOULD BE A WILD NIGHT! I have bail $ in my sock!
Be carefule you guys and have a fucking badd-ass new year!
By AllenThis was wrote for me by a very special man.. Thank you so much tig.. love you always babe
Sometimes you have to cry
Before You find your smile
Someimes, you have to fight
Endure The Pain, For a lil while
Sometimes, you have to watch
While your love loves another
Sometimes, you secretly cry
While they're with their lover
Sometimes, Your right person
Is one you'd never think
Sometimes, it's someone who's there for you
Would be there for you in a blink
Sometimes, you overlook them
Writing them off as a friend
But in all honesty
You know they'll be there till the end
Sometimes, you wish it would end
That there'd be better days
Sometimes, there is no sometimes
For I'll love you always
Tigg@ fubar
New Years Eve Headlines: Whip 'em Out Wednesday, Adios Rochester And Cape Cod - Listen To O&a On Satellite! Jim Norton In Allentown Tonight, DownThis is the L A S T update you'll get from us until 2009, which (technically) is tomorrow morning, so umm... big F-ing Deal, right?.
Even though it's New Years Eve, and the show isn't live, we can still wish you a Happy Whip 'em Out Wednesday ... especially to the Lovely ladies on Paltalk, who, when they have no pressing plans, have been known to flash a bosom or two on their webcams. Oh, who are we bullshitting? They're usually naked, on their webcams, showering, sleeping, screwing, or smoking. If you can manage NOT to be a pushy douche, they might just keep doing it. Look, we're realists. 90% of you are on PalTalk to see CHICKS GETTING NAKED ON CAM, so just fess up, Chesterfield...log in to your Paltalk and check out the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room to see them now!... and umm, Happy New Year.
Since the Opie and Anthony Show ins't live again until January 5th, we have some carefully-crafted 'Worst-of' programming (courtesy of our own EROCK) for you to enjoy. If you want
12.31.08 - Nickelback Ft Josey Scott - Hero (happy New Year Fuckers)SONG VERSION BELOW
Hero - Nickelback
VIDEO VERSION BELOW
HERO - NICKELBACK
LYRICS BELOW
I am so high. I can hear heaven.
I am so high. I can hear heaven.
Oh but heaven, no heaven dont hear me.
And they say that a hero can save us
Im not gonna stand here and wait
I'll hold on to the wings of the eagles
Watch as we all fly away
Someone told me love would all save us
But how can that be, look what love gave us
A world full of killing, and blood-spilling
that world never came
And they say that a hero can save us
Im not gonna stand here and wait
I'll hold on to the wings of the eagles
Watch as we all fly away, Hi-ii-igh!
Now that the world isnt ending, it's love that Im sending to you
It isnt the love of a hero, and thats why I fear it wont do
And they say that a hero can save us
Im not gonna stand here and wait
I'll hold on to the wings of the eagles
Watch as we all fly away
How I Heard It.I was trying to see if my best freind and "soul mate" would listen but he didn't. I have been thinking a lot about my life and what went wrong. So I am going to blog it. This is a bar and Im shit faced so that means I start to talk shit fight and cry. So here I am crying pouring my here for all to see.
Ok first off my was living in a home with 1 brother, 1 sister and 1 cousin, who shall remain name less, My parents were dating, this is how it was told to me. They were dating and the cousin liked my dad. My mom was still in middle of a divorce, in that marraige she had two living children, 1boy 1 girl. in that order. Since she was out of luck with her ol man, she started to date my dad. They got seriouse and she was still in love with her husband. She confided in her cousin and her boyfreind (my Dad. She thought they were good people to talk to. No not the cousin. The cousin started to fuck shit up you know like, Lieing and telling my dad things. She was living with my mom and she l
Haveing Fun DrinkingThink about how you are when your drunk and then think about when you aren't witch one you will be at midnite tonite. i will be shit faced and talking to the love of my life.
Man Pulling AwayThere are any number of reasons why a man withdraws, and most of these can be categorized under three main headings. Let’s talk about these reasons a man pulls away, and how you can respond if he does.
1) He’s Lost Interest
This is pretty much the worst-case scenario for your relationship: when your man withdraws because he’s become disenchanted with how things are going between you two. Maybe he’s found some fundamental incompatibilities between you, or maybe he’s simply decided that you aren’t exactly what he’s looking for. He might have even met someone else who has captured his interest.
Whatever the specific reason, if your man is withdrawing because he’s doubting the future of your relationship, you probably ought to begin to face the fact that this may not be your one, true, love. We’re not saying it’s impossible for a guy to overcome his doubts about you or the relationship once they crop up. But usually, once those doubts become so strong that it makes him pull away a
Sportsmanship And FaithThey played the oddest game in high school football history last month down in Grapevine, Texas.
It was Grapevine Faith vs. Gainesville State School and everything about it was upside down. For instance, when Gainesville came out to take the field, the Faith fans made a 40-yard spirit line for them to run through.
Did you hear that? The other team's fans?
They even made a banner for players to crash through at the end. It said, "Go Tornadoes!" Which is also weird, because Faith is the Lions.
"I WOULDN'T EXPECT ANOTHER PARENT TO TELL SOMEBODY TO HIT THEIR KIDS. BUT THEY WANTED US TO!"
It was rivers running uphill and cats petting dogs. More than 200 Faith fans sat on the Gainesville side and kept cheering the Gainesville players on—by name.
"I never in my life thought I'd hear people cheering for us to hit their kids," recalls Gainesville's QB and middle linebacker, Isaiah. "I wouldn't expect another parent to tell somebody to hit their kids. But they wanted us to!
Paul HuntWHEN YOUR READING THIS DONT STOP OR SOMETHING BAD WILL HAPPEN!! MY NAME IS SUMMER I AM 15 YEARS OLD I HAVE BLOND HAIR, MANY SCARS NO EARS OR NOSE. I AM DEAD. IF YOU COPY THIS FROM THE RING. COPY AND POST THIS ON 5 MORE SITES, OR I WILL APPEARS TO YOU ON ONE DARK QUIET NIGHT WHEN YOUR NOT EXPECTING IT AND KILL YOU WITH A KNIFE. THIS IS NOT A JOKE, SOMETHING WILL HAPPEN TO U IF U POST THIS ON 5 MORE SITES.
Hey Joe Remixed LyricsHey Joe Jimmy Hendrix lyrics remix
Current mood: blessed
A friend of mine rewrote this it is good stuff!!
I remixed jimmy hendrix "hey joe" lyrics for you. you'll have to put the music to it.
Hey Joe, where you goin' with that Bible in your hand
Hey Joe, I said where you goin' with that Bible in your hand
I'm going down to preach to my old ladie.
You know, I've caught her messin' around with the Devil man
I'm going down to preach to my old lady
You know, I've caught her messin' around with the Devil man
And that ain't too cool
Hey Joe, I've heard you saved your woman from going down,
going down, now
I said I've heard you saved your old lady.
You saved her from going to the ground
Yes I did, I saved her
You know, I caught her messin' round, messin' round town
Yes I did, I saved her
You know, I caught my old lady messin' around town
And I gave her the Bible
I SAVED HER!
Hey Joe, alright
One more time, baby
Hey Lucifer, sa
What Year Should You Have Been Born Under?You Should Have Been Born Under:
Resourceful and practical, you are a quick thinker.
You are very observant - and it's hard to get anything past you!
A total perfectionist, you are especially picky about looking your best.
You're a big dreamer - such a big dreamer that reality can disappoint you.
You are most compatible with an Ox or Snake.
What Year Should You Have Been Born Under?
Nightmare By Micheal SchenkerNightmare lying here in the dark
Scared like my dreams made their mark
I wonder
Dreamer always alone
Lost in a part of myself I can't find anymore
I wonder if it's gonna end tonight
I can't sleep alone anymore
I need you here with me
Even though I closed all the doors
There's somethin' holdin' me
Never Ending Nightmare
Always there instead of you
Never Ending Nightmare
No escape this time from you
Lately been around someone new
Needed to fill in the space
That once sheltered you
Still I worry, if you're gonna be alright
I can't sleep alone anymore
Need someone here with me
All I ever wanted and more
My dreams are fighting for
Never Ending Nightmare
Always there instead of you
Never Ending Nightmare
Punishing me for the things I do
Never ending Nightmare
No escape this time from you
I Am WillingI am willing to give someone all my fubucks to who can give me auto 11s, the reason is because I have never had auto 11s and I am willing to give up all my fubucks to whoever is willing to give me auto 11s.
I have never had auto 11s and I would love to have them and give up all my fubucks just for having auto 11s.
If you want to and or can, please let me know and I will be willing to go flat broke to pay whoever wants to give me auto 11s.
Remember, I have never had them because I have no way to buy auto 11s.
Yup, I am willing to go flat broke and pay whoever is willing to give me auto 11s.
To Everyone Ny WishesIf wishes were like flowers
all growing in the sun
you'd have a great garden
filled with happiness and fun!
have a very special
Happy New Year
have a fantastic celebration everyone and be safe
traveling chef
Celestial Show Set For New Year's EveCelestial Show Set for New Year's Eve
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space.com – Tue Dec 30, 11:47 am ETA delightful display of planets and the moon will occur on New Year's Eve for anyone wishing to step outside and look up just after sunset.
Venus, brighter than all other planets and stars, will dangle just below the thin crescent moon in the southwestern sky. It'll be visible -- impossible to miss, in fact -- just as the sun goes down, assuming skies are cloud-free.
Soon thereafter, Mercury and Jupiter will show up hugging the south-southwestern horizon (just above where the sun went down) and extremely close to each other. Jupiter is very bright and easy to spot; Mercury is faint and harder to see, but it'll be apparent by its location just to the left of Jupiter.
Jupiter and Mercury will
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Thanks From The Dreaded PenguinsI don't know how to say thank you
to all the people,
who showed love to me !
I have no words that can express,
how I feel towards all of you.
You are my family here,
whether you're in
Omegas, Zodiacs,Shadows,Devils Advocates,daddys levelrs,twilights, Confederates,
or my own Git-R-Done.
The list goes on and on...
I cant even begin to list all of you on here
YOU ALL are special to me and always will be
so from me to you all...
THANK YOU!!!
I hope everyone has a safe and fun New Year!
HAPPY NEW YEAR
FROM
MY WIFE & I!
I will be hitting pages for quite awhile,
trying to return what was shown
so bear with me,
I'm coming soon
Terry or as you all know me "The Watcher"
You Make Your Own Opportunities.Wednesday, December 31, 2008
YOU MAKE YOUR OWN OPPORTUNITIES.
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Your destiny isn't a matter of chance,
it's a matter of the choices
you'll make in the coming year.
Success isn't something you wait for,
it's something you must pursue
in the months ahead.
Don't wait for extraordinary opportunities to be successful.
Seize common occasions and turn them into great ones.
Opportunities sometimes come disguised
in the form of misfortune, or temporary defeat.
Start where you are.
You're at this moment, standing right in the middle of opportunity.
If you act on your dreams you can live them in the New Year.
You have a lot to look forward to.
Happy New Year -
Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com
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New Years DrinksTell me your favorite drinks for the New Year!
Then come have one with me!
Top 12 New Year's Resolutions Made By Pets1. Have a torrid one-night stand with a street mutt.
2. Try to understand that the cat is from Venus and I am from Mars.
3. I will no longer be beholden to the sound of the can opener.
4. Circulate petition that Leg Humping be a juried competition in
major dog shows.
5. Call PETA and tell them what that surgical mask-wearing freak does
to us when no one is around.
6. Take time from busy schedule to stop and smell the behinds.
7. Hamster: Don't let them figure out I'm just a rat on 'roids, or
they'll flush my ass.
8. Always scoot before licking.
9. Grow opposable thumb; break into pantry; decide for MYSELF how
much food is *too* much.
10. Get out of the castle more, maybe swim counter-clockwise this
year.
11. January 1st: Kill the sock! Must kill the sock! January 2nd -
December 31: Re-live victory over the sock.
...and the Number 1 New Year's Resolution Made by Pets:
12. I will NOT chase the damned stick unless I see it LEAVE HIS HAND.
Newyears Partytonight byob and whatever else etc. theres still some crash space for those who end up needing it ;)
Need Some Help!What's up my Peeps! I need some help if ya'll don't mind. I will be in & out for the next few weeks and I need some help in running my lounge while I'm gone. Please get up with my girl Crissy and help her out in there! We have a couple of dj's helping with music but we could still use any help that could be given!
Help me out people!
Thanks,
Zero
Forget About Yesterday And Start A Fresh New Day.Finish each day and be done with it. Tomorrow is a new day; begin it well.
--Ralph Waldo Emerson
Two of the most useless phrases in the English language are "what if" and "if only." We waste so much time and energy thinking about what we might have done and wishing we had acted or reacted differently. We imagine how things might have turned out "if only . . ."
All of us make mistakes. To go back and wonder and wish about our yesterdays prevents us from living fully today. Each day is a fresh chance; a new beginning. We can only squeeze what we can out of the moment and let the drops fall where they may. Some will evaporate and some will form rainbows.
Can I forget about yesterday and start a fresh new day?
Reflection Of A Year Gone ByThe past 12 months have been very hard indeed for me personally and has taught me a great deal about myself and others, there have been some dark times and even sometimes that have made me wonder how we manage to survive sometimes in this crazy mixed up world of ours.
I have lost many things this year, I lost my home and everything I worked so hard for over the years and I also lost a very close and dear friend who felt that they just could not go on any further despite my own efforts to try and convince them that there were many reasons why they should stand up and fight, which in turn made me realise that yes it was worth fighting for no matter how hard it may all seem at the time.
Also here in fuland, not all has been plain sailing, I have gained and lost friends, even had my heart tugged a few times and have become very close to a few also, none more so than one who is very dear to my heart and will always remain so…….but …
There have been times, and now is one of th
DepressionDepression: Medical Marijuana is a Successful Therapy
Dr. Phillip Leveque Salem-News.com
Phillip Leveque has spent his life as a Combat Infantryman, Physician, Toxicologist and Pharmacologist. He has experience with 4,000 medical marijuana patients.
People like these combat soldiers in Afghanistan may face many challenges with depression in the future, but laws prevent doctors from prescribing what is probably the best medicine known to man, cannabis, or marijuana. Photo by Tim King Salem-News.com
(MOLALLA, Ore.) - The Merck manual includes Depression in Psychiatric and Mood disorders in which anxiety and PTSD are also included. They show several pages of the why and wherefores so I'm not going into a psychiatric tirade.
I do feel there is an extensive overlap in all of these psychiatric conditions and I hope my point will become clear to the reader.
The Oregon Medical Marijuana Plan, (OMMP) did not include any psychological medical conditions which I felt was a sad
Happy New Years!!!HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Hey come party with me in Dolphin and Unicorn Lounge tonight. Let's see how many kisses we can get in the lounge tonight to Rock N The New Year! Oh yeah baby! Drinks on me so come join the fun starting at 6pm EST. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=63948. Bring your song requests and if you want you can even send them to me early so I can make sure have them. YIM Screen name: unicornlover20072000@yahoo.com. Can't wait to party with ya tonight. Sincerely, Kristi aka Co-Owner Dolphins and Unicorn Lounge aka DJ Arielkkh.
How You Can Cure Cancer But The Government Wont Let YouA message from our good friend, Rick Simpson:
August 06, 2008
Hemp Medicine – Let the Healing Begin
When are people going to wake up and look at what the system has been doing to them? In 1923, the Canadian Government in all their wisdom passed laws restricting the use of Indian Hemp for medicinal purposes. Then in the 1930’s they renamed Hemp “Marijuana” and proceeded to try to brainwash the public into believing that hemp was some new, dangerous, and addictive drug. Right up the present day the government has continued their smear campaign against hemp with no evidence to back up what they have been telling us.
Hemp is not a drug, it is a plant, and hemp is the most medicinal plant on Earth. Throughout history, hemp has always been known to be man’s oldest known and safest medication. Also, the non-addictive nature of this plant has been known for thousands of years. In medicine hemp was known as a panacea, which means “cure-all” and the old pharmacopeias r
Its A Scam Please Read Ty!!A BEWARE and FYI SCAMMER ALERT
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One Sheep, Two SheepHere's a little randomness.
Like a good number of people, I'm sure, I have trouble 'switching off' at night. (Insert Lunesta commercial here). When I lay down, I automatically start going over the stuff that happened that day, what it means for what has to be done tomorrow, things like that. I've tried several things, a drink before bed helps, I'm just lazy sometimes and don't feel like making one. I did the sheep counting thing and it gave me a headache, it's a lot of work to visualize sheep, oddly enough. For a while I did multiplication tables (they put me to sleep in school) but as I got more sleepy I'd forget where I was and wake myself up so I could finish them. Damn my perfectionist streak.
I've settled on just counting. Sheep make it too complicated. I normally get to about six hundred as far as I can recall, though sometimes I start over for some unknown reason. If my mind is really racing I'll just do 1-10 over and over again very very fast. The funny part about it is s
Ladies Beware ..its A Scam!!!A BEWARE and FYI SCAMMER ALERT
So how about a guy that approaches someone to please fuown me.....please....my owner is deletin her profile ......I will buy you a blast if you do doll....
Cost ONE MILLION
So....a friend of mine, buys him. Does he keep the promise and buy the BLAST?
No.....he blocks her and runs with the FuBucks!
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Win A 100,000 Dollars$100,000 Challenge to Prove Us Wrong!
If all fossil fuels and their derivatives, as well as trees for paper and construction, were banned in order to save the planet, reverse the Greenhouse Effect and stop deforestation;
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and that substance is the same one that has done it before . . .
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