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Sniff...sniff... is that stalker i smell?... sniff sniff it is, it is stalker... it has been a long time, and its a dude... this is new to me, but its the same kinda smell of desperation mixed with failure and a dash of fucking crazy...
lol you post one opinion on ur page and a "Matt" goes creepy... not that he wasn't b4... and im sure this dude ain't going to be showing up with my underwear on his head... but i seem to have become his only thought... it would be even more funny if it wasn't happening to me... i mean it kinda good for my ego, but id so rather have a hot chick... why is it never a hot chick?... ok im done for now off to go spend some quality time with the hot chick.
TimeWhy is that the older you get, time seems to speed up? I'm not quite sure what happened to my 20's, but they are almost a thing of my past.
There is really not much for me to blog about...my life is full of correlation coefficients, standard deviations and price elasticity at the moment. The things one will do to get away from managing a bunch of 18-21 year olds!!!
20 Puns1 . Two antennas met on a roof, fell in love and got married. The ceremony wasn't much, but the reception was
excellent.
2. A jumper cable walks into a bar. The bartender says, "I'll serve you, but don't start anything."
3. Two peanuts walk into a bar, and one was a salted.
4. A dyslexic man walks into a bra.
5. A man walks into a bar with a slab of asphalt under his arm and says, "A beer please, and one for the road."
6. Two cannibals are eating a clown. One says to the other, "Does this taste funny to you?"
7. "Doc, I can't stop singing 'The Green, Green Grass of Home.'"
"That sounds like Tom Jones Syndrome."
"Is it common?"
"Well, It's Not Unusual."
8. Two cows are standing next to each other in a field. Daisy says to Dolly, "I was artificially inseminated this morning."
"I don't believe you," says Dolly.
"It's true, no bull!" exclaims Daisy.
9. An invisible man married an invisible woman. The kids were nothing to look at.
Ok I Figured It OutI am lazy....when it comes to cleaning, i love for my house to be clean but why in hell do i need to do it. My bathroom looks like estee lauder exploded in there and don't get me started on the rest of the house. We are remodeling and that helps soooo much in the cleaning, muddy shoes in and out all day etc. I just want to wake up in the morning and the house be clean the laundry don't mind so much it everything else. I say fuck cleaning and I just wanted to bitch about it so there i did. Wasting space that could be used for anything else. Sorry nothing insightful in this blog just a complaint and something else that ran through my mind i needed to say to someone.
Cutest Kid ContestPLEASE TAKE A MOMENT TO COMMENT BOMB MY GRANDDAUGHTERS!!!! I HAVE HELPED SEVERAL OF U OUT SO PLEASE RETURN THE FAVOR AND HELP ME OUT!!
THANKS IN ADVANCE
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Just Finishing Where I Left OffThe competion bullshit..This is so annoying to me.Because I have lived with it all my life.You know I have alot of friends seeing as I live in the town I grew up in.Me and my friends go back to elemtary school.For the most part my homies all know I don't mess around with their man.But every once in awhile I meet some new chick and she fears the worst that her no good cheating ass boyfriend wants to f**k me.And then here we go....to be continued..
HellWandering alone in the dark
Screaming from the pain
My heart is slowly breaking
Tears streaming down my cheeks
I've been crying for so long
Please, someone
Ease my pain
Dry my tears
My world was once bright
And cheerful
Now there's only a pinprick
In the far distance
Always evading my reach
Never close enough to touch
I'm cold
I'm alone
I'm in hell.
FinalThe decision's been made
Soon this will end
I can no longer cry
My tears are dry
I want to scream out, "I'm sorry"
But I've lost my voice
I want to ask, "Please, forgive me?"
But you wont hear
You've turned from me
You no longer see me
All I am to you is a disapointment
One you've left behind
So whether I
Use this knife
Or swallow these pills
You'll never again have to worry
I'm only doing what you want
I'm leaving
Breathing my last breath
I ask,"Did you ever love me?"
My Little Cousins..Kyler and brother Caiden ..
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Kyler and sister Morgan
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and my other little cousin Haylee
FriendshipYou remind me of a flower,
Pretty, inside and outside.
A reason why people smile everyday,
A gift to all.
You remind me of chocolate,
Luscious and sweet.
Someone people can turn to in crisis,
Loved by all.
You remind me of a teddy,
Cute and huggable.
Someone people feel comfortable with,
Special to all.
You remind me of a balloon,
Happy and bouncy.
Someone people can have fun with,
Enjoyed by all.
You remind me of a lot of things,
But nothing can compare to the real person,
A friend I can look up to,
Cherished by me.
Hey Guys I Got Some Dirty Weeds Todayand the person that sent them. was to cowardly to let me know who he or she was. i tossed them. if the want to spend their money on things like that ..GO FOR IT..........I WILL TOSS ALL OF THEM
this all has to do with the blogs i posted about talented tongue and magicallydelicious.....guess her friends are helping her get back at me.
George Carlin's Solution To Save GasolineBush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use. The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The
price of gas would come down.
Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq . Tell him if
he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military. Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it. After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country. He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the
troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves.
If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway, without the canteen, rifle or ammo. Problem solved.
And In The Meantime I Have Nothing To Say... I'm Here In Vain…today I crawled out of bed I can’t stand my shadow is to heavy o lift… look how low I’ve sunk don’t ask me to rise I’ll lose you when I’m high…
On Sunday I was at a friends house and on my way to the car my heel got stuck and I hit the floor my right knee is (only) bruised but the left one still looks really awful and started to bleed again last night. Well somehow it’s funny to have girls knees again… speaking of old times since I hate when people forget here’s a little warning: next month on the 26ths is my birthday. No I am not asking for presents but for nice messages I wouldn’t forget it if I were you I can be veeery bitchy about that.
PS: Did you notice how many stupid people are here on cherryTap?
Winter HeartHis mouth and hot breaths stirred her hair at the temple. Her head
against his breast, restless now, when he took the nipples between
his fingers and plucked them gently and rolled them between his
fingers in a caressing way, while his head lowered to capture her
mouth in a kiss.
Her moan was lost in his mouth as those hands flattened under the
mounds, over her ribs, sliding palm down where the silk pooled. Her
hands came up, her fingers threading through his silken dark hair.
She felt both the sensual slowness of his palms rubbing her, and the
incredible pleasure that burned her nipples and seemed to make her
breasts tighter and fuller.
The muscles in her stomach jerked when his hand rested there, and she
turned her head for his seeking lips to score across her throat.
"Jared…Jared," she murmured, breathless, her hands restless in his
hair and her body consumed by sensual chills and erotic heat.
He brought his hands back to her breasts and stepped back. She coul
Coping With Mom And Alzheimer'sI've been thinking about creating a blog as I try to process the reality of my mom's newly-diagnosed Alzheimer's disease. So, here I go.
Four months ago, I was in Indiana trying to help my mom deal with the loss of my dad who died almost two years ago. Four months ago, when I arrived in Indiana, my mom had dinner on the table, writing in her journal, getting her hair done, but missing my dad beyond words.
Now, within three weeks of her diagnosis, my mom isn't my mom anymore. Nothing connects. Only thing she has retained, so far, is she still knows who we are. That's all. She has gone from a soft-spoken, loving, compassionate, and innocent elderly woman, to someone we don't recognize.
To date, she has nearly killed her room-mate, punched a pregnant nurse in the stomach, tried to escape three times, and the list is ever growing!
Tomorrow, she is being transferred back to a hospital in Chicago to try and get her behavior under control...for the second time. This time,
Hunter's MoonLaying her down on the rug, Scott smiled at her while he sat back on his heels.
She ran her hand idly down her chest, a single finger luring his eyes to her
breasts and the fur blanket that was hiding them.
"There's hunger in your eyes," she said and her finger crept slowly downwards
while her voice became seductive. "What are you hungry for?"
He swallowed. A part of him said that things were going too fast but the rest of
him kept telling it to shut the hell up. He felt an urgent need for her, as
though what she'd said earlier was true. This night was going to end too soon,
and he couldn't let her walk away, he had to do this in case he never saw her
again. He had to have some perfect moment to remember her by because he'd never
meet anyone like her again.
"I'm not sure," he said and cursed the part of him that had won control long
enough to voice those words.
She smiled and traced her fingers lower, flattening her palm against her body
when she reached her stoma
I'm Crazy About This Girl! (not Anymore!)Last week at this time I was thinking I had a curse on me. Going through divorce, recently fired from my job due to my health...which sucked this last year. Everything was going wrong.
Then one day I get a call to start a new job. Walking in there, I never thought I'd love the place but also, and most important, find the woman of my dreams. Literaly, karma was giving me a long overdue dose of compensation that day. I couldn't have created a more perfect woman. Perfect in every detail!
She makes me smile, feel silly and comfortable being myself around her. We have so much in common, and not the easy stuff. It's bizarre stuff like not liking horror movies and...well, i'll tell the whole story...
Last night she and I went out to dinner and a movie (I know, I'm lame on the whole romantic date thing). We went to G.W. Hunters in Post falls and were having a great conversation when the waitress came to the table. She asked us what we wanted and she ordered her steak exactl
FunnyBuzzing undies make shopper faint!
" A woman collapsed in a supermarket when her vibrating panties made her faint with pleasure. The kinky 33-year old housewife was wearing a pair of battery operated Passion Pants bought from a sex shop, while she did her shopping, according to the British tabloid The Sun. But she got so stimulated by the 6cm vibrating bullet in the panties that she lost conciousness. She fell and hit her head in the crowded supermarket in Swansea, Wales. When paramedics arrived, they found her black imitation leather knickers still buzzing. They took them off before an ambulance took her to hospital. The woman, whose identity has been kept private, suffered no long-lasting ill effects. And as she left the hospital a paramedic gave her back the Passion Pants in a plastic bag. A spokesman for Asda supermarket chain told the sun: 'We like to think shopping with us is exciting enough already.' "
Words Put To Void.I wish you'd take me to knife than put me through your departure. I'm suffocating on when's and why's. I begged of the sky why they chose you to shatter me. But my heart is finding more questions in blanks you meant to fill with answers. Your actions are undoing all the hopes I had for us. Now waking up is a new marker for another day you're gone. Your leaving has derailed me in ways you'll never care to know. Each day that passes is more mortar and another brick to this wall you've erected to keep me at arms length. I'm not sure what hurts me worse - losing you or the fact that you don't care that you're losing me.
Canceri just found out that 2 of my aunts have cancer of diffrent types. i dont know how i should feel. i am scared, mad, and dont know how to help. i love my family very much and dont know why this is happening to them.
one has breast cancer...very curable.
the other just had kidney cancer and now has bone cancer. life is just not fair sometimes.
anyone with any suggestions?
I Give UpYANNO I THINK THAT I AM ONE OF THE PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY VOTES FOR EVERYONE I CONTESTS. i HAVE BEEN ON CHERRYTAP FPR MAYBE A LITTLE OVER A WEEK NOW I CANT REMEMBER AND I THINK IT WAS TOO SOON FOR A COMMENT CONTEST. SO I THINK I AM GOING TO DROP OUT OF THE CONTEST I DONT KNOW, I AM GOING TO SLEEP ON IT AND DO WHATEVER I DECIDE IN THE MORNING.
Death.Today I found out that my Grandma died. She never got to meet Daemon and I hate myself because I never brought him over to Minnesota to meet her. It just hurts me inside. I don't know what to do. Well, I'm going to make this short. I'll update later.
~Manda~
Magick†MAGICK† MAGIC IS THE PROJECTION OF NATURAL ENERGIES TO PRODUCE NEEDED EFFECTS. ... scott cunningham
when i was a lil girl i knew a very bad witch. she did very selfish things, and harmed others w/ her magic, and eventually it consumed her. she really scared the hell outta me. yrs. later, i was reintroduced to it, and i was told that i had a gift for the tarot, even though i was skeptical, i started to read cards and do simple candle magic. let me just say, that it really does work. over the yrs, i have come to help many people find their way thru very difficult times, as well as protect them n their loved ones from poeple who meant them harm, or just alot of negative energy. you see, where thoughts go, energy flows. its like the rabbits foot, it is empowered w/ good energy so it usually does bring good luck, then there is the evil eye , so to speak, that sends bad energy to someone. they say be careful what
You Know You've Been In Iraq Too Long.....----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Sgt Fabe
Date: Feb 27, 2007 5:22 PM
Add your own line at the bottom and pass it along!
You know you've been in Iraq too long.....
# When mortars land near your compound and you roll over in bed and think "still way off, I got another 5 minutes"
# Every woman that reports to your unit starts looking attractive
# Every guy that reports to your unit starts looking attractive
# Driving around in SUVs with weapons pointed out the windows and forcing cars off the road seems very normal to you
# You can put your body armor and helmet on in the dark in under 5 seconds
# When you actually get excited to get a package that contains 3 pair of socks, 12 bars of soap and a Victoria Secret Catalog
# Your idea of sex is 20 minutes of Instant Messaging with your wife on the computer, OK, 10 minutes, who are you kidding?
# You make the new guy show you his count down timer just to make you feel better abou
Can You Say Idiot?wow lets see how does it happen that we get such morons in charge of watching over this site? Great screening process. example. one of the million dollar bouncers told me that someone using a fake salute as is ok. when i asked if i did the same with their salute they told me its not ok. do that make any fucking sense? I guess its a do as say not as i do situation?
SamsonYou are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first, I loved you first
Beneath the sheets of paper lies my truth
I have to go, I have to go
Your hair was long when we first met
Samson went back to bed
Not much hair left on his head
Ate a slice of wonder bread
And went right back to bed
And the history books forgot about us
And the bible didn't mention us
And the bible didn't mention us
Not even once
You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first, I loved you first
Beneath the stars came falling on our heads
But they're just old light, they're just old light
Your hair was long when we first met
Samson came to my bed
Told me that my hair was red
Told me I was beautiful and
Came into my bed
Oh I cut his hair myself one night
A pair of dull scissors in the yellow light
And he told me that I'd done alright
And kissed me till the morning light
The morning light
And kissed me till the morning light
Samson went back to bed
Not much h
Lifethe sandy beaches & ocean breezes flowin thru my hair,
brings memories of days long past livin life w/out a care.
past dreams of one day walkin hand in hand w/ that special one,
still find there way thru my mind as i walk the beach alone..~~~Denise
What's Your Movie Star Sex Style?You are a Sharon Stone
Sharon Stone in "Basic Instinct." Need we say more? You have command in the bedroom (or wherever else it may be.) Sex is very important to you, and a relationship that is vacant of frequent sex can never be truly fulfilling. You may be more dominating and you probably are the one to initiate sex and determine how it will be done. You're willing to try anything because you want to keep sex interesting and exciting, which to you is what makes for a good lover. If your sexual style is a little overwhelming for your partner, the most important thing to remember is to make sure they feel comfortable enough to express themselves sexual in their own way. Once the playing field is more even, you'll reap the rewards of a healthy sexual relationship.
Leave Her BehindLeave Her Behind
She’s in your past
I’m your future
I can’t compete
Leave her behind
All of your memories are of her
How do I change that?
Years you had
How do I compete?
Leave her behind
Why can’t you let her go?
Hold on to me
I’ll give you what you need
I’ll be your promise
Leave her behind
Make the memories with me
Have a “Once Upon A Time” with me
Smile, laugh and love, me
Hold my hand, look into my eyes
Leave her behind
Baby you are my heart
Don’t tear it apart
Make it with me
Let me be your change
Leave her behind
Apparently I Was A Fat Assi put an old pair of panties on and they are all puffy and big and i asked my mom if they stretched out and she said no you were heavier
Plz Read /sweetnessWELL I HOPE EVERY ONE IS NOW HAPPY I AM LEAVING CT I AM SO SICK OF THE BULLSHIT ON HERE I DO NOT STEEL ANY ONES MAN AT ALL ALL I WANTED TO DO IS MAKE FRIENDS BUT I CUESE I CANT HAVE FRIENDS AT ALL ON HERE BEFPRE SOME SHIT STARTS I AM STUDING A LOT TRYED TO TALK TO ONE PERSON AND THEY DIDNT ANSWER ME SO I GUESS IT WORKED I HATE BACK STABBERS SO BAD WELL ITS BEEN FUM AND I AM SOORY 4 ALL THIS TO EVERYONE U ALL TAKE CARE AND HAVE FUN SINCE I AM NOT WANTED HERE OR ANY WHERE WITH OUT JEALOUSY LOVE SWEETNESS
Thats Fucking ItI'm Raise the bull shit flag on this one
Thats it! I have been called racist for the last time. This shit will end now; I'm not gong to put up with it any more. I guess I should stop and fill everyone in on whats going on first.
I work a job that requires me to wear a uniform and enforce rules/policies. Im a white man from the mid west working in a pardonably Hispanic and Black area of Los Angeles. So when I have to do the enforcing part of my job, and its a minority that Im talking to, Im suddenly accused of being a racist. (A white man in a uniform with a mid west accent is an easy target). Thats right, you dont know how many times I have been told your only talking to me because Im Black. Well, he only said that because Im white. If it had been a black man talking to him he would have responded differently. Im pissed off about the whole idea that it is okay to be racist as long as it is towards a white man.
I use to work with this older black gentleman. We were sitting aroun
JokeThe Wife stays home a house wife. The husband comes home from work wife asks honey can you fix the toilet husband says what the fuck do i look like the roater rooter man? Next day husband comes home wife asks honey can you fix the washer husband says what the fuck do I look like The maytag repair man. Next day husband comes home everything was fixed so he asks his wife honey who fixed this and how much did it cost? Wife says well the nieghbor guy fixed it and i either had to give him a blow job or bake him a cake. Husband says well what kind of cake did you bake him? wife says what the fuck do I look like Betty crocker?
Rough Sex Facts LmfaoooooooGiving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories.
Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth
The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile.
Having nice sex burnes 358 calories.
Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories.
Take off her clothes
with her consent.........................12 cal
without......................187 cal
Take off her Bra
With two hands..........................8 cal
With one hand.........................12 cal
With mouth.............................85 cal
Put on Protection
hard ........................... 6 cal
soft..........................315 cal
Foreplay
Looking for target...................8 cal
Finding G spot ......................92 cal
I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal
Entry
Holding her..................12 cal
On the floor.................8 cal
With Differe
Why Dont You Like Me, Why Dont You Like Me, Why Dont You Like Yourself?I have a pretty scary background... I am tempted to write it out but i dont want to scare all of you away. So i will tell you ahead of time, that I am living proof that a shitty childhood doesnt mean a shitty adulthood...
ill start small, and add things as we go along...
when i was small, my dad was embezzeling oil from the states into canada without paying federal tax, and we lived like millionaires for a long time. I even was driven to school in a limo. Life was pretty good at the time, took the limo everywhere, got to go all over ontario to different theme parks and bring my friends, and watch movies on the ride home.
Then one day my dad 'went to visit his sister' for 9 months... and my mom got really annoyed at me as i was coming into the age where i didnt want to listen to her... I was a bad kid.
I ran away a couple times, told the neighbors my mom asked me to ask them to give me rides places... I scared my sister, cousin and neighbor by forcing them to watch IT and then
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MR.MAY.. THE SEXY JUGGALO THRILL HAMMER
MR.JUNE.. BEN DOVER
MIZZ JULY.. MARIA
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This Is Very Disturbing NewsMcDonalds, Chuck E Cheese, Discovery Zone... Some of you might
not be parents, but you may have nieces, nephews, grandchildren or
friends with children. This will pertain to you too. As I read the
following, my heart sank. I urge each and every one of you to
pass this on to as many people as you can. I cannot stress how
important this is!
This is very disturbing news. In addition to the following true
story...
One son lost his watch, and was very upset. We dug and dug in
those balls, trying to find the watch. Instead, we found vomit,
food,
feces, and other stuff I do not want to discuss. I went to
the manager and raised hell. Come to find out, the ball pit is
only cleaned out once a month. I have doubts that it is even
done that often. My kids will never play in another ball pit.
Now read this PRETTY SCARY!!
Hi. My name is Lauren Archer, my son Kevin and I lived in
Midland,TN. On October 2nd, 1999 I took my only son to
McDonald's for his 3rd birthday.
After
A Change Of Pace Fer A LittleWell everyone I wanted to let you all know i am healing up well and doing pretty good. Its springtime here and nice warm weather. Hopefully we're done withj the cold drizzley weather till this fall. One canonly hope.
Well as most of you know, i'm a gunsmith, been so fer about 11 months or so now. But before that i use to do constrction with my father fer years too on and off. Well work has been kinda slow, so me and Dad have picked up a rather neat job renovating a old church right down the road from us that was estabilshed back in 1895. Thats back when they built em to last. Most of the wood in the framing of this church was from the original conctrution back in 1895. Its amazing to see the amout of craftmanship spent they did back then, without any powertools of any kind. Thats back when folks took real pride in thier work, exspecially for thier church. Nowadays you can go to alot of shody jobsites here all across the country and see the difference in the type of pride taken in the
Seeing What Is As It Is...WELL... SECOND BLOG NOW!! I KINDA LEFT A COUPLE PEOPLE IN THE DARK ABOUT THIS. HELL.......WHO AM I KIDDING? I LEFT A LOT OF PEOPLE IN THE DARK ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS. THIS IS WHY I SAY THAT KARMA PLAYS A BIG PART IN LIFE. TO THOSE WHO DO BELIEVE IN KARMA, NEVER LET THAT FADE AND THOSE WHO DON'T BELIEVE IN KARMA, SHOULD!! BECAUSE I HAVE ALWAYS BELIEVED IN "WHAT GOES AROUND, COMES AROUND" I'M NOT HERE OR THERE TO PLAY GAMES ANYMORE. I WAS LOSING HOPE IN LOVE.....AND THAT'S SAD, REAL SAD!! BECAUSE, I LOVE LIFE AND WILL NEVER EVER LOSE LOVE AGAIN. I BELIEVE IN SOUL MATES AND I PROBABLY ALWAYS WILL..... IS THIS A CHILDISH THING? IDK.... THAT'S NOT FOR ME TO DECIDE..... NEVER HAS BEEN, NO MATTER HOW IN "CONTROL" I THOUGHT I WAS(EVERYONE SLIPS UP) AND IT'S LIKE I WAS TOLD TONIGHT...... I'M FINALLY SHOWING THAT I'M HUMAN JUST LIKE THE REST OF THEM. I ALWAYS THOUGHT I WAS STRONGER THAN THIS. ALWAYS!!! I WAS ONE TO DO IT ON MY OWN.... BUT, NOW... COMING TO THE REALITY, THAT I CAN'T CONTROL LIFE..
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Have a good day.
Keesxx
Momentuum (poem)The distant clicks of time ticks slowly
Mind's of the hopeful scarcely roaming
Surrounding surface tarnished yet glowing
Adrenaline incapacitated and haulted from flowing
The air amidst the area's thin
Cold winds wisk by within a flinch
Sanctity and serenity weeded out and beaten
Compassion and morality defeated by a heathen
Intense screams like movie theatre horror
Disarmed from a once laminated armor
Left to bathe in crimson, soaked in pain
Stained sadistic and choked since that day
Flashbacks haunt the soul in torture
Darkness bright in a black heart growing softer
Frame of mind badgered, splattered with water colors
How quick things get blurry when the rain clusters
--Snipe
Nights In White SatinNights in white satin,
Never reaching the end,
Letters I've written,
Never meaning to send.
Beauty I'd always missed
With these eyes before,
Just what the truth is
I can't say anymore.
'cause I love you,
Yes, I love you,
Oh, how, I love you.
Gazing at people,
Some hand in hand,
Just what I'm going thru
They can understand.
Some try to tell me
Thoughts they cannot defend,
Just what you want to be
You will be in the end,
And I love you,
Yes, I love you,
Oh, how, I love you.
Oh, how, I love you.
Nights in white satin,
Never reaching the end,
Letters I've written,
Never meaning to send.
Beauty I'd always missed
With these eyes before,
Just what the truth is
I can't say anymore.
'cause I love you,
Yes, I love you,
Oh, how, I love you.
Oh, how, I love you.
'cause I love you,
Yes, I love you,
Oh, how, I love you.
Oh, how, I love you.
RandomSo yeah, here is my first blog, interesting huh... yeah blocks sucks when trying to write lol
so uh, hmmm how bout those Harleys... Gotta love em... Ok yeah.. Later.
A Couple MoreAs requested, here are a couple more of my poems.
Poem
Just a few simple words
carefully arranged.
Set in stone for now,
but inevitably changed.
A pointless explanation
of personal insight,
a vain attempt to justify
what I already know is right.
Embellishing the commonplace
until it seems sublime,
or could it be nothing more
than just a dreadful waste of time.
Mercy
Left unable to refuse,
at the mercy of the muse.
At her beckon call I wait,
knowing that I can not sate.
Her hunger burns within me.
Unquenchable ecstasy.
Through the pleasure and the pain,
her servant I shall remain.
More to come ...
Gates Vs. GmGates vs. GM
For all of us who feel only the deepest love and affection for the way
computers have enhanced our lives, read on.
At a recent computer expo (COMDEX), Bill Gates reportedly compared the
computer industry with the auto industry and stated,
"If GM had kept up with technology like the computer industry has, we
would all be driving $25.00 cars that got 1,000 miles to the gallon."
In response to Bill's comments, General Motors issued a press release
stating:
If GM had developed technology like Microsoft, we would all be driving
cars with the following characteristics (and I just love this part):
1. For no reason whatsoever, your car would crash........
Twice a day.
2. Every time they repainted the lines in the road, you would have to
buy a new car.
3. Occasionally your car would die on the freeway for no reason. You
would have to pull to the side of the road, close all of the windows,
shut off the car, restart it, and reopen the windows before
This Blogs Important To My Family Member So Pay Attention And Understand It WellWell as far as my cherry family goes I want it to be women that have things in common with me I love metallica eminem final fantasy kingdom hearts baulders gate madden football boston red sox new england patriots baseball and football I will keep updating...so if your interested let me know and shit you need to talk to me I cant just add you to my family so dam easy altho I must say there have been a few lucky women that caught my dam eye from massachusetts wich was fine at first sight then I started to realize the silence and thats not cool seems im always shunned by women in massachusetts every dam web site im on gee sorry im not some drop dead gorgeous young man but if you dont have a consistant keeping in touch with me your going to be deleted from my family I like active cherry members...and also ones that say hello or leave me cherry love not to much to ask for really......family is someone that reads your stashes blogs looks at your pictures leaves you compliments maybe you shou
Words I Live By!There are people who can walk away from you, and hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you:
LET THEM WALK!
I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you.
I MEAN HANG UP THE PHONE!
When people can walk away from you, let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The BIBLE said that, "They came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us." [1 John 2:19]
People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can get super glue and you can't make them stay.
LET THEM GO!
And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in your story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over, so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You'
-sigh-Hey lovlies..So i've seen some of my friends with tons of messages on their voice comments..I haven't got a new one in ages *tear*...Plz take a sec to leave me one. It dosen't cost anything :)....It will make me SMILE!! :P
x0x
-Ash
PS. if you have one too let me know and i will leave you a message.
Pay Back Time .....One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed.
Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me."
I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!"
So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear...
"You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man."
She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?"
Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep.
The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department store. I walked around with her while she tried on several different very expensive outfits. She couldn't decide which one to take, so I told her we'd just buy them all. She wanted new shoes to compliment her new c
Cry For HelpSo imcomplete
so alone,lost and sad.
This is what i feel when i awake another day
why do i build my walls
so strong so mighty and long lasting
i wont let myself fall for a stranger
nor will i allow myself fall for a friend
i want to love again
i want to be happy
but yet i always screw it up
i push and push
so your not near me
i wont let you love me
ill make you hate me
hate me to the core
wish u hated me and i was dead
stab me again and again
please dont let me feel this way
save me from these feelings
show me not all is evil
show me that love is true,happy and
the greatest feeling out there.
save this soul
Ooo My Favorite Sayings HeheSexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com
Im So PopularSo it's wednesday. My top cherry of the day lasted 24 hours LOL. Im not sexy enuff. I think alot of the popularity on here has to do with if you will flirt and lead the boys on. I just can't do it. I have a few on here I am close with but I can't see stringing guys along...its not right. So Ill stay as I am...the chick in the sweater LOL. I got a comment once about why I wore a sweater in my pic. I think sexy isn't about being naked. I think u can be sexy in anything. Anyhow..nothing interesting to report. I have to go to the store shortly cuz I promised Bill I would send him some Candeh. Other than that I will be around!
Heres a cool song by the Deaf Pedestrians called 15 Beers Ago!
It was 15 beers ago
I was sitting at a show.
It was 15 beers ago
I was with you.
Now my money is all gone
And I’m thinking of a song,
That only 15 beers could spawn
Inside the truth.
And this is how you repay me for my…
Well it was 15 beers ago
I have just found you, hoe
But I what mean
IceA recent article from the Toronto Star, "the ICE idea", is catching on and
it is a very simple, yet important method of contact for you or a loved one in case of an emergency.
As cell phones are carried by the majority
of the population, all you need to do is program the number of a contact person or persons and store the name as "ICE".
The idea was thought up by a paramedic who found that when they went to the scenes of accidents, there were always mobile phones with patients,
but they didn't know which numbers to call.
He therefore thought that it would be a good idea if there was a nationally recognized name to file "next of kin" under.
Following a disaster in London, The East Anglican Ambulance Service has launched a national "In case of Emergency (ICE)" campaign. The idea is that you store the word "ICE " in your mobile phone address book, and with
it enter the number of the person you would want to be contacted "In Case of Emergency ".
In an emergency situa
Fool Us Twice? From Iraq To IranThis time the Bush gang wants war with Iran . Following a carefully orchestrated strategy, they have ratcheted up the "threat" from Iran , designed to mislead us into a new war four years after they misled us into Iraq .
Like its insistence that Iraq had WMD, the Bush administration has been hyping claims that Iran seeks nuclear weapons. The International Atomic Energy Agency (IAEA), however, has found no evidence that Iran is building nuclear weapons. IAEA chief Mohamed ElBaradei says there is plenty of time for negotiation with Iran .
Bush has sent two battle carrier groups, replete with nukes, to the Persian Gulf and a third is reportedly preparing to follow. In support of Bush's case that Iran poses a danger to the U.S. , three unnamed American officials ceremoniously trotted out metal parts found in Iraq and claimed Iran supplied them to kill our soldiers in Iraq .
This "evidence" - or "packaging," as the Associated Press calls it - doesn't pass the straight face test wit
I'm Convinced.That any band with the name Dies, Die, Died, or Dying is fucking phenomenal.
I mean Every Time I Die? Gets no better than them!
It Dies Today? AHMAZING.
So I just thought I'd share that. =)
Rose Color MeaningsRose Color Meanings
These tend to vary quite a bit, but some common meanings are listed below. Of course, your Valentine may also have a favorite color of rose, despite its meaning. And don't forget, your Valentine may even prefer to receive a different type of flower.
Color of Rose Meaning
Coral Desire
Lavender Love at first sight, enchantment, uniqueness
Orange Fascination; I am fascinated and enthusiastic
Pink (Dark) Thankfulness
Pink (Light) Grace; admiration; gentility; friendship
Red I love you
Red (Deep red) Unconscious beauty
White I am worthy of you; spiritual love; purity
White (Bridal white) Happy love
Yellow Joy and gladness; friendship
Combined Colors
Red and White Roses Mixed Together Unity
Yellow and Orange Roses Mixed Together Passionate Thoughts
Yellow and Red Roses Mixed Together Congratulations
....hm.So I don't get the job. I get some weird, out-there, seemingly BS story about why my application can't even be viewed.
Oh well, sounds a little fishy, but eh, I won't take it personally.
Anywho, i'm starting to feel like I'm not working hard enough at the gym, or at other health-related aspects of life, so for the past few days, I stepped it up a notch.
Sad, unfortunate result: I'm still not really sore. So then I guess I have to try even harder.
And, I suppose I need to buckle down a little more on what I eat.
I keep telling myself, results will come with time. And slowly. So I have to keep patient. Still, it's a little tough, getting over that one hump in the road: The I-See-NOthing-Happening-I-Should-Give-Up hump. I'm almost there, though. Physically, I am feeling much better. Just don't see anything.
Well, enough on that, though. I think I need to...I dunno, get back into the arts like I did before. I'm starting back into it now, with writing and all that. Still.
Tiredi dunno what i'm sapouse to do anymore i can't get anything right so iguess i'm gonna give up and say fuck it cause i'mtired of people not trusting me god i wana cry so bad and prolly will again i dunno how i do it but i always wind up loseing someone really close to me i just want it all to end........i can't take loseing someone i love so so so much so i might just never come back
Some People!!! LmaoSome of these new people here just crack me up!!! You go and share some points with them and perhaps buy them a simple gift & they act like you are poison or some stalker! Guess some folks do not know how to react to a simple gesture of kindness! Not ALL of us here at CHERRY TAP are perverts, or point hogs, or stalkers or anything at all like that! Gee some of us are pure and simple plain old everyday NICE people with NO fricking agenda or purpose other than to make others feel welcome to the Crazy House!!!!!!!! Get REAL Please!!!!!!!!
For A Special FriendFor a Special Friend .... He Knows who he is or Should
Forgiveness
To forgive
Is not to forget.
To forgive
Is really to remember
That nobody is perfect
That each of us stumbles
When we want so much to stay upright
That each of us says things
We wish we had never said
That we can all forget that love
Is more important than being right.
To forgive is really to remember
That we are so much more
Than our mistakes
That we are often more kind and caring
That accepting another's flaws
Can help us accept our own.
To forgive is to remember
That the odds are pretty good that
We might soon need to be forgiven ourselves.
That life sometimes gives us more
Than we can handle gracefully.
To forgive is to remember
That we have room in our hearts to
Begin again
And again,
And again. And again.
So Yes Sweetheart you are Forgiven... Lets start our Friendship over and go from there!!
Keeping It Real, Homeslice.Let me to be keeping it real. I am would have less inclination to hate you so if you would to be not hitting me about the head with that dead fish.
Know what I am attempting to be saying?
Sad....i think no one cares
i wouldnt even dare
it seems everyone else just has a better life( better life)
i lived long without
the love in my life
now all i can do is , all that i can say is
No one cares about me,
No one cares, cant you see?
Im just a lonely girl, yeah
living in this horrible world
this is the worst nightmare I ever had
But no one knows, no one knows, how sad
It seems to me
that i will never learn
I don't do very good in school
and i'm not very good at following rules
i do not have that many friends
and for her its the end
i always lies
i just wants to die
now all i can do is, all that i can say is
No one cares about me,
No one cares, cant you see?
Im just a lonely girl, yeah
living in this horrible world
this is the worst nightmare I ever had
But no one knows, no one knows, how sad
now everything is so hard to realize
i just a girl of smaller size
i want to be cool
like the girls at school
i am worried everyday of my life
My Honey Is Coming HomeMy honey is coming home again.For another 3 month visit from june 11,2007 til sept 10,2007. I'm so excited for him coming.he was here last summer too for 3 months.We sure did have alot of fun and we will this time...woooohoooo
Addendum To PreviousIt's a darn shame when you have to hide in your kid's room b/c the damn fool is ringing your doorbell and will not go away. I fear this is going to become much more serious than I had anticipated. Wish me luck on this one friends!
NsfwNow usually I'm pretty damned conservative about my NSFW pictures. You see a lot worse in blasts and the cherry spot.
So I am going to do an experiment. I'll let you know how successful I am.
(Eika and Faithfulcynic, sorry you have to see me in my underwear)
Mozart- Buried in an Unmarked Grave -]
Decades later Sophie Haibel the younger sister of Mozart's wife, Constanze, still vividly remembered the eerie omen. On the first Sunday of December 1791, she was in the kitchen, preparing a cup of coffee for her mother. The previous day she had gone into the city of Vienna to visit her brother-in-law, who had fallen ill, but had returned with the news that he seemed better. Now, as she waited for the coffee to brew, Sophie stared pensively into the bright flame of an oil lamp and thought of Constanze's ailing husband. Suddenly, the flame went out "as completely as if the lamp had never been burning," she later wrote. "Not a spark remained on the main wick and yet there wasn't the slightest draught - that I can swear to." Seized with a horrible premonition, she ran to her mother, who advised her to return to Mozart's house without delay.
Constanze greeted her sister's arrival with relief, saying that Mozart had spent a restless night, and begged her
Little ThingsI'm just sitting here on this computer chatting and my granddaughter is watching her cartoons.
As I sit here and watch her and how excited she gets over the littlest thing like "dora" coming on tv. we as adults take the littlest thing for granted. We can learn alot by stopping and watching the little things in life as our little one do!!!!!!!!!!!
JUST A THOUGHT FOR TODAY!
Mom's Carsooooo last night I wrote the blog about having a Migrane.. welll... here is the end of it lol... so I went to class thinking once I got a pop and got some caffine in my body I would be ok... got my pop opened it drank about 1/4 of it... went into class told the sub I was sick and such and the guy that sits next to me was sick too lol... well luckily we got out of class early because the sub didnt want to stay till 945... so I txted my day and told him to pick me up at 9pm... but then we got out and I called the house and said I was done... I sat down and my parents picked me up... we got started down the road and it was like instantly sick to my tummy... so I said to my mom to pull into the gas station and she relaid the message to my dad because my dad is deaf when it comes to speeking to him in a vehicle... well the light turned red and we had to stop so I yelled at my mom to open the door, and I puked in the intersection... then the light turned green mom closed the door and when d
Note To Self.Two roads... split off from here,
and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be.
I wanted to be that breath of fresh air,
When everything smelled so insincere.
But this taste still lingers in my mouth,
Deceit has ways of sticking around.
And I'm ready to disappear,
Vacation seems far, seems far from here.
Note to self: I miss you terribly.
This is what we call a tragedy.
Come back to me, come back to me, to me.
Note to self: I miss you terribly.
This is what we call a tragedy.
Come back to me, back to me, to me.
I can feel my mind, wandering again.
Into where I don't know, and will I ever get home?
Time starts moving, faster than I can.
And I'm sick of this scene,
I need a break from routine.
I can feel my mind, wandering again.
Into where I don't know, and will I ever get home?
Time starts moving, faster than I can.
And I'm sick of this scene,
I need a break from routine.
Two roads...
Comin Out Shootini walk with a weapon, cause i talk with a weapon
dead end compitition, let'em step in my direction
viva revalution via institution, pick a side cause when its time
im comin out shooting
Secretssecrets are often scoffed at
belief is only brought by way of grief
it often costs that
the richer the wicked onset
delivers delibrate longset
debts disfigured the concousness
of any and all sponsorships
brought to you by new world conglomerates
bushes newest partnerships
get ready cause im sparkin it
you wanna trip embark on it
your hands are wet
mine spark this shit
where one remembers
none forget
from the now till my
high noon sun sets
i will be forever etheral
and die for all my debts
collectional. correct or not
vets are soon forgot
but dont forget
cause on this spot
my stained cement
I lay and rot.
PoemTHE LOVE A LIFE CAN SHOW
The Love a Life can show below
is but a filament, I know,
Of that diviner thing
That faints upon the face of noon-
And smites the tinder in the sun-
And hinders Gabriel's Wing-
"Tis this-in music-hints and sways-
And far abroad on Summer days-
Distils uncertain pain-
"tis this enamors in the East-
And tints the transit in the West
With harrowing Iodine-
"tis this-invites-appalls-endows-
Flits-glimmers-proves-dissolves-
Returns-suggests-convicts-enchants-
Then-flings in paradise-
I'll Be There For YouMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com
THIS IS DEDICATED TO CHRISTA; MY WITCH, MY FRIEND; MY AMAWITCH; THE QUEEN OF BLOGGERS--WHO IS MY HEART, MY SOUL, MY LIFE AND BREATH, AND MY LIFE'S WORK......
Success“Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; Some blunders are absurdities have crept in; Forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; You shall begin it serenely, and with too high a spririt to be encumbered with your own nonsense.”
waldof emerson
Havein A Mammagram TodaySorry I haven't been on in a while,but some things have been goin on in my life lately,& was taken a break from the pc.
I found a lump in one of my breast last wk,been freakin out bout it too,gettn a mammagram done today to find out,so all my freinds pray for me & wish me luck!
I'll be bck later to let u all knw how it went!
Peace & Lv to all!
HeheTwo sisters, one blonde and one brunette, inherit the family ranch. Unfortunately, after just a few years, they are in financial trouble.
In order to keep the bank from repossessing the ranch, they need to purchase a bull so that they can breed their own stock.
The brunette balances their checkbook, then takes their last $600 dollars out west to another ranch where a man has a prize bull for sale. Upon leaving, she tells her sister, "When I get there, if I decide to buy the bull, I'll contact you to drive out after me and haul it home."
The brunette arrives at the man's ranch, inspects the bull, and decides she does want to buy it. The man tells her that he can sell it for $599, no less.
After paying him, she drives to the nearest town to send her sister a telegram to tell her the news. She walks into the telegraph office, and says, "I want to send a telegram to my sister telling her that I've bought a bull for our ranch. I need her to hitch the trailer to our pick-up t
My Sex Survey!!!The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: Depends on the mood.. Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: Why not both.. best of both worlds.. How often do you like to have sex?: As much as I can.. Is sex a top priority for you?: Not alwaysDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: I love watching his/her faceHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: Ewies.. never.. Gotta be safe about it at least.. How do you feel about one night stands?: Been there done that..How many one night stands have you had?: 3What's your favorite position?: I LOVE being on topWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: Rough=Public Sensual=Anywhere with candlelightDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: Refer to question 1Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: Yes How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: Until I can no longer hold backDo you get off first or do they?: Depends...Do
Answerswhy when you give a man you like your number and he never uses it and waste your time asking you for it just don't ask for it if your not going to use it
Today's HoroscopeYou're beginning to see what's next in the grand scheme of your life, and you like it, you really like it. It's time to share your amazing energy with the world. Think about throwing a celebratory shindig.
Manicwell today i am feeling manic. all sorts of reasons why in 2 days i ge to meet the man i have fallen in love with off of yahoo. in 2 days i get a weeend away from my children to party be an adult again and be arund my best friend whom i see once in a life time. but today isnt that day today is a day that feels like an eternity away i am feeling nercous scared sad happy mad evil and nervous lol...
Win A 3 Day Blast! Announcing The Living Legend Sexy Salute Contest!! (repost)What? The Living Legend Sexy Salute Contest... Salute me, The Living Legend, in a sexy way. I will leave the creativity to you ladies. However, these pictures CANNOT be NSFW (send the NSFW salutes to me privately, hehe). The winner will be determined by multiplying number of comments by the average rate by the number of people that have rated you (comments X rating X number of rates).
Prizes? Winner receives a 3 day blast. 2nd Place will receive a piece of BLING. All entrants will receive gifts.
When? I will be taking entrants names until Wednesday, March 6th. At midnight that evening, I will open up the contest folder and the games will begin. The contest will run 14 days until midnight, the evening of Wednesday, March 20th.
Must-Read Rules -
1) I am keenly aware of people marking others' photos as NSFW to eliminate the competition. Rest assured, I am able to find the culprits who mark things NSFW and anyone (or their agent, which I can also trace) caught marki
Hot, Sexy, Yadda YaddaITS TIME FOR A PIMPOUT!...My choice for today is my friend Mel..Shes SUPER cool and i adore her..Go check out her page..
Rate/Fan/Add or whatever you want..
Thanks Lovlies
x0x
-Ash
~*~The Shocker~*~@ CherryTAP
The Way I See It #219The most relevant pieces of advice I received regarding marriage: You can only be as happy as the least happy person in the house, and two bathrooms are mandatory.
-- Laura Gremillion
Starbucks customer from Nashville, Tennessee.
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Please note: The opinions put forth by contributors to “The Way I See It” do not necessarily reflect the views of Starbucks.
Slow Down In LifeDay by day goes by and I sit here and I wonder where the hell did all the stupid people come from.... Since when did NO mean yes please keep it up ? When some one tells you No it means No , back off, I dont want to.... Why is it that most men forget how to talk to a woman with respect and woman to my lord you know it makes no since why people talk to others like they are a payed whore or some thing. What happen to the golden rule ? Do we get so wrapped up in life that we forget to to treat people with respect people ? If I have been like this towards any one I am so sorry. Please forgive me. We sit there and wonder where the children learn to be hateful step back and look at what we do and dont ask because they are monkey see monkey do!! How hard is it to slow down and take the time to say Hi to a some one around you. Reach out to some one You never know that some one might be the one that saves your ass one day.When was the last time you slowed down and enjoyed a lovly sunset? I know
True MeaningsFOR THAT..I KNOW THAT THERE ARE A FEW THAT SOMETIMES DON'T MEAN WHAT THEY SAY..I DO !!! THANK YOU VERY MUCH..AND IF SOME OF YOU HAVEN'T TAKEN THE TIME TO READ SOME OF MY BLOGS,THEN YOU REALLY SHOULD..AND IF FOR SOME REASON YOU CAN'T UNDERSTAND SOME OF THE WORDS..WELL THERE'S THIS NIFTY BOOK CALLED A DICTIONARY..LOOK IT UP..ITS REALLY VERY FASINATING READING..SO HERE ARE THE DIFFENATION OF THE WORDS NO AND PRIVATE FOR YOU..JUST WANTED TO HELP OUT..
NO
1.) NO
No (a.) Not any; not one; none.
No (adv.) Nay; not; not at all; not in any respect or degree; -- a word expressing negation, denial, or refusal. Before or after another negative, no is emphatic.
Noes (pl. ) of No
No (n.) A refusal by use of the wordd no; a denial.
No (n.) A negative vote; one who votes in the negative; as, to call for the ayes and noes; the noes have it.
PRIVATE
2.) PRIVATE
Private (a.) Belonging to, or concerning, an individual person, company, or interest; peculiar to
Oh, The Stupids."Cunning Linguist" is not a clever screen name. It was not very clever all those years ago when the creator of that phrase had the bright idea.
Trust me, I know things. Particularly when they relate to oral fixations.
The Building Explosion...Here it comes
My emotions are high
People got hurt
I want to cry
Someone I care about
Being wronged twice over
The world's messed up
It's just not right
They did nothing wrong
But they're being blamed
I wasn't there to stop it
Now I am ashamed
I wish I could stop
The building explosion
But there's just no way
To stop all the pain
What Happen To My Post?????Sometime ago I posted a Help poster. And now it is gone. I do not know what happen to it maybe thay do not stay up fpr long it do not know ??? But any way . It doesnt matter any more > I give the Hell up!!!!
Never AgainNever Again
When insecurities rise
And all your passion inside dies
I cant seem to fall asleep without crying
All those around me lying
Father time tic tocking away
Wasted day by day
In a cage trapped by my own fears
Always hiding back the tears
Trying to make the best of it
Never the courage to make the final split
Doing whats best for others
As would any good mother
Never doing anything for myself
Putting my hopes and dreams on the backshelf
Resentment rising to the top
Fits of rage not knowing how to make them stop
Wanting more out of life
Tension so thick you could cut it with a knife
Yelling Screaming Arguing it never stops
Neighbors threatning to call the cops
Thats it never again will i allow myself to be hurt
Dig a hole bury my feelings deep in the dirt
From now on I will have thick skin
Never loving again will be my final sin
© SsX_TricKeY, 2006-09-15
GataIt was strange at the convention...I was there and my other half who calls herself Thagatanegrra...Me...I'm Gata..I am a BLACK cat, however, I just dont use that name...So I was getting alot of, "So you let her use your name?" It's not anbody's name. I get called alot of different nicknames and shit. Its really strange...It depends on where I am of what nickname you here. I love that name though..Gata...I'm so feline..and even people that doesnt know that ask me about it...That makes me feel all warm and fuzzy
Take ItTake It
It’s an ache I’ve never felt before
A pain so deep inside of me
I’m lost inside
I can’t climb out
It’s eating me inside and out
My tears get me nowhere
They don’t take the pain
It stays inside
I don’t want it anymore
Take it away
It was you who left
Take the pain too
It’s not mine to have
I let go
I said goodbye
I did what I was supposed to do
Why’d you have to find a place in my heart?
You knew you weren’t going to stay
It was your lie
Take it now
Take my tears
My pain
My ache
Take it all now
I give it to you
I walk away
I’m done
I can’t be who you need me to be
I was what you needed
For as long as you needed me
You gave me up
You didn’t want me
The way I wanted you
It’s okay
I’m fine
I’ll be good
Take my tears
Make the pain go away
You can do that
You can
Can This Day Get Any WorseOkay my kids are 2 and 3.....Need I say more
First my oldest got into the cake and spread icing all over my floor....UG!!!! and then he put all of the clean towels and wash cloths into the tub with him....and i just washed all of them prior to that.... man o man...my kids!!!
***a Military Wife's Prayer******A Military Wife's Prayer***
Give me the greatness of heart to see-The difference between duty and his love for me. Give me understanding so that I may know-When duty calls him, he must go. Give me a task each day-To fill the time when he's away. When he's in a foreign land-Keep him safe in your loving hand. And when his duty is in the field-Please protect him and be his shield. And when deployed away for so long-Please stay with me and keep me strong.
Amen.
M & M'sIf you drop an M&M on the floor - can you still eat it? It does have a hard shell....
I hate throwing away choclate...
That is like not kissing a pretty girl...
Long Distance Love!Long Distance Love!
Loving from a distance is never easy, When you are living so very far apart. But each mile that separates two people who truly care, Is joined together with the love each feels in their heart. The loneliness you feel when you are not together, Can eat away at you deep inside. When you miss the one who you want to share your life with, And they are not able to be by your side. Have trust in each other's feelings, And believe that they do feel the same way as you. When you can not be with one another, So easy it is to doubt whether their love is really true. Need to keep your faith that you have in each other, And never let go of your trust. Sometimes that is not so easy to do, But for your peace of mind, it really is a must. Think of one another's emotional needs, So the other always knows that you do care. Make the most of the time that you can have together, And open your hearts and share. Respect one another will sometimes need some space, But it doesn't mean
For My FriendsSPECIALLY FOR YOU
If I could catch a rainbow, I would do it, just for you,
And, share with you, its beauty, on the days you're feeling blue.
If I could, I would build a mountain, you could call your very own.
A place to find serenity, a place just to be alone.
If I could, I would take your troubles, and toss them into the sea.
But, all these things, I'm finding, are impossible for me.
I cannot build a mountain, or catch a rainbow fair;
but, let me be, what I know best,
A Friend, who's always there.
I promise to defend you, should the occasion ever rise,
And, I promise to wipe away the tears,
which might stream from your weeping eyes.
Let me be the trusted Friend, the one that you know best.
I will never leave you, on that, you can surely rest.
From SheriWHAT IS A FRIEND?
Friends don't even notice the body you are living in.
Friends dont actually lie for each other but they put down very good smoke screens.
A friend never mentions a thing to ol blabbermouth down the road.
Everyone really hopes there is a Heaven-just to have a chance to make things right with ol friends.
Friends dont have to be good looking or sexy-come to think of it...maybe thats why they are friends.
LOVE IS BLIND...FRIENDSHIP QUIETLY CLOSES ITS EYES!!!
A friend is that ONE person who can correct your faults--and also has the sense not to try.
Its easier to love mankind than to keep a few friendships in good repair.
LOVE links two lives, add friendship to that,, and you walk side by side FOREVER!
YOUR LIFE IS NOW....
LOVE LIVIN IT...
SHERILYNN WILLIAMS
Old FriendshipsOld Friendships
I feel like I owe you something –
the great twilight struggle,
the violent feuding,
lingering bitterness.
We may never entirely make peace with each other.
We greet each other with relief
and meet each other with resentment.
It’s hard for me to forget.
There is no statute of limitations.
It remains a bad memory:
the ugly war,
the boiling tension,
sad conflict.
The violence continued.
Life in turmoil,
you’re supposed to want my help –
drunk on Mad Dog,
you’ve got a dead man’s cough and you stink to high heaven.
You’re bent on destroying,
quick to lash out,
missing in action,
one drink at a time.
It is time to put our war behind,
let it be.
It was fun smoking dope,
that evil Thai stick reefer,
raising hell,
just messing around.
In the end I could not move you,
that mission failed.
I’m still being held being captive.
I shed a tear,
out of pride, guilt, or shame.
Get drunk on me tonight, baby,
and try not to die for my sins.
co
Cybor SexI just had a thought about cybor sex how can any one get off on it when most of the time your typing. What are people suppose to say awww yeah type faster and harder baby. awww oooo there ya go pull my mouse cord please.
Why Is It So Strange...to have more guy friends then girl friends? I've been asked a number of times not only on here but in real life... well I'm a tomboy so i get along with guys more wuts that matter with that? is it a crime? I dunno I just connect with guys better, and i would love to find a few good girl friends i mean to chat with, talk to or even hang out with but they all seem to be girly I hate girly, and they are back stabbers i hate that shit.. oh and they can't understand a commpliment I mean if i say "sweety ur boobs are hawt tonight" they get all offened.. gezzzz okay sorry had to get that off my chest!! lol stupid I know but shit...
Women On HereTo all u women that talk to me and I talk back and u add me and then delete me dont bother if it is gonna be a problem This is Ddicated to ThickBeautiful24 Im out
KK
On Ferlinghetti And The Television PoetOn Ferlinghetti and the Television Poet
"When the revolution comes,"
said the television poet.
What revolution?
What uprising can come
that will bring a satisfying ends to the means,
a lasting change,
a state of affairs that can quench all thirst
for change.
What coup or revolt
can bring a time
when no man's words are
"when the revolution comes."
"Endless the splendid life of the world,"
said Ferlinghetti.
Yes, endless the splendid fourteen-hour workdays,
coming home to the smell of the litter box,
and the parade of ants marching across the kitchen sink.
Those splendid fights with the boyfriend
and the stack of past-due bills
and splendid the sucking pit of debt.
Yes, that hard rain falls.
Day in and day out I listen to endless complaints:
bitching and whining,
pissing and moaning.
Endless the population waiting to put their two cents in.
Endless the fatigue and weariness that shrouds us.
Endless the truths that are voiced:
life sucks,
shit h
I Am Alive.I don't have much time online at present, but I will try to get back on later. I just wanted to say I am alive and miss you all and I am still slowly getting my life on track.
Fallen Hard.I'm fallen hard,
N I'll fellin scared
I don't know whats to come
I don't know where this is going
Things are goingfaster than a tilt a whirl
and my minds spinning and twirling
My hearts is racing
I'm full of glee
When u leave 4 work im dead as can be
all I know I love you n My heart is on my sleave
my book is open
for you to read.
To Waken In The NightTo waken in the night
To always find your there
To reach out in the shadows and touch of you face and hair
To waken while you sleep
And as I stare; to feel you strong arms close around me
To know that you are real,
To sense the steadfast throb
Of your heart beneath my cheek!
To surrender to your lips
As drowsily seek mine in tender passion….
In the dark to hear your whisper
From the land of dreams
My Cherrytap Blastwell this stinks I may not be around for my cherryblast celebration so can someone witness the views on the first drop im curious to know what I got............
~love...it's What Two People Feel About Eachother & It's All That Matters~here's to all you hypocrits, pessimistics, bigots, and whoever else falls into those categories..
On love and relationships...why is it that people always gotta give shit to those that actually fall in love?! Then again...what is love, and is there a difference between love and true love? I think so... Love is Love, it's nothing less than true love. It's a feeling that one feels for another which may not manifest itself right away in the beginning of a relationship...but like a plant if you nurture it and care for it that feeling tends to grow and blossoms into what we call Love. True love..to me, is one of those fairytales - where it's love at first sight. Your eyes meet with the other person across the room and there's an immediate connection - a connection so deep, you almost feel your souls touch...and you both know at that given moment in time that you've found your life partner. There is no greater Magick than that!! Either way...Love is Love, it's just how it finds you that
Ms Evil To YouTHIS LADY CAN MAKE ME LAUGH LIKE NO OTHER, I THINK SHE'S A SWEETHEART,
I CAN CALL HER THAT AND GET AWAY WITH IT, LOL!!!
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Too All My Guy Friends!just saw this police report:
Today local police found a man's body in a bar parking lot.
They describe him as having a Beer Belly,
Saggy Balls, Wrinkly Ass and a Small Wiener.
Let me know if you're OK.
Your Concerned Friend
TrueIf you don't live for something you'll die for nothing.
- Hatebreed
It's Snowing Again!!Again. Winter started with a huge snowstorm, then there was a big storm in the middle, now it's ending with more snow! Can we please call it done? The crocuses are already up and opened. :(
I Got A Wild Hair Today.I went in today to get a trim as my hair was at my waist. It was getting so long that I had frequent headaches. As I never want to tell my husband, "Not tonight, I have a headache," I planned to have 3-4 inches cut off. Well, I don't know what struck me, but when I opened my mouth to tell him what I wanted, what actually came out was, "If I have enough length to cut off, be able to donate it to Locks of Love, and not end up with a Meg Ryan style hair cut, go for it."
So here I sit, with short hair for the first time since I was 9. It will take some getting used to. But, I have a 12 inch ponytail to donate to a group that makes wigs for children with cancer. So it can't be all bad. Hell, my hair is thick enough that they can probably make 2 wigs out of it. I have even though about growing it back out so I can cut it again. Shouldn't be too hard as my hair grows twice as fast as anyone else I know. Who knows. Maybe I will keep it short for a while. The money I will save on
2-28-07As most of you that know anything about me know,I have been really sick for quite some time now.As it turns out its my gall bladder.I reported to have surgery this morning only to find out I have an infection we have to get under control first.I will still be around some as I feel up to it.As of now my surgery is scheduled for 3-22.So if Im not returning comments or talking much you will know where I am.If you decide you want to call to see how Iam or whatever my number is 601-213-5104.licks and kisses:)
Just Moving AlongIt's been a little over a month since I joined this Cherry Tap thing and it's been pretty good overall. I've read a lot of the messages that gripe about people just accumulating friends and gathering points and that's okay it's a fun thing to go along with meeting people.
Every now and then though, while bombing lots of contests and answering a lot of comments and such, some people get over looked and that's the last thing that is intended. If I have done that to any of my friends, fans and family, I beg you to forgive me. You all are just great and I love you.
Here's wishing you all a wild hump this evening.
"what Is A Fetish"What Is A Fetish?
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Some people aren't sure if they even have a fetish while others think that their fetishes are abnormal. So what is a fetish? If you have a fetish, you are obsessively fixated on either an object or a body part, or both.
You need that specific something for sexual gratification. When you masturbate, you have to either fantasize about that object or have that object with you. Even if you have sex with a partner, you still need to fantasize about that object or have it present.
For instance, if you're attracted to a brunette, that's one thing, but if you are unable to get aroused unless you're with a brunette, then you likely have a fetish.
the origin of fetish
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The word fetish originally meant "charm", and it originates from the 15th century Portuguese word feitico , which means false power, object or charm. For example, when the Portuguese e
FriendshipsA hug is the perfect gift. One size fits all and Nobody minds if you exchange:
Stressed...So for the past couple weeks for some reason ive been super stressed. I know about a month ago i officially quit smoking but dont think that has anything to do with. I know the medicine ive been taking hasnt been letting me sleep very well at all. I might get like 3-4 hours if im lucky. So my guess is the lack of sleep on top of work is seriously driving me crazy. So besides stopping taking my medicine does anyone have any other remedy for not being so stressed out? Please anything will be helpful
10 Rules For Cybersex1. Before becoming involved in any kind of cybersex, please make sure your spouse, boyfriend, kids, etc. are out of the room at the time, (preferably out of the house and not during a major holiday when your in-laws are also present or at a time when all your relatives are in attendance). It really gets difficult to explain the moaning and groaning, while the buzz of various "toys" can be heard.
2. For men, before you begin, please check that your modem protector is on, along with the splash guard for your keyboard. It will stop the future embarrassment of telling the computer technician that your keys are "stuck" and you have no idea why.
3. For women, no matter what you are truly wearing, such as: sweatpants, sweat shirt, torn bathrobe, slippers, t-shirt with stains on the front, bloomer underwear that could cover a car or be used for a parachute, always tell your potential cyber partner you are wearing a thong, garter belt with black stockings, and your best Wonderbra (the one
LifeLife Sucks
We're all trapped.
Each of us is stuck being who we are. Sometimes we fight to change ourselves, but
ultimately this has little effect. We can change what we do, but we cannot change who we
are.
If you're a happy person, you don't feel trapped. If you're surrounded by people who you
love and who love you, if you can do what you want to do in life, if you are at peace with
who you are, why would you ever feel trapped? You wouldn't want to change yourself, you
wouldn't need to try.
If you're a happy person, hey, you got lucky! Go back to the previous page, you'll find
nothing of interest here.
I am not a happy person. Maybe you're not either. Maybe you're too fat, or too thin, too old,
or too young. Maybe you're ugly and nobody wants to sleep with you. Maybe everyone
wants to sleep with you, but nobody loves you and it's all meaningless. Maybe your body is
fucked up and you're in pain all the time. Maybe your mind is fucked up and you're in pain
all
Bomb Squad Please Notehi guys
will you all please edit your user names again please
no - of the bomb squad = user name .
thanks guys also please visit each other and rate stashes and pic`s when you have some time .
damien and mel
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Things You Never Knew Your Cell Phone Could Do.THINGS YOU NEVER KNEW YOUR CELL PHONE COULD DO
There are a few things that can be done in times of grave emergencies.
Your mobile phone can actually be a life saver or an emergency tool
for survival. Check out the things that you can do with it:
FIRST Subject: Emergency -- The Emergency Number worldwide for
Mobile is 112. If you find yourself out of the coverage area of your
mobile; network and there is an emergency, dial 112 and the mobile
will search any existing network to establish the emergency number
for you, and interestingly this number 112 can be dialed even if the
keypad is locked. Try it out.
SECOND Subject: Have you locked your keys in the car? Does
your car have remote keyless entry? This may come in handy
someday. Good reason to own a cell phone: If you lock your keys
in the car and the spare keys are at home, call someone at home
on their cell phone from your cell phone. Hold your cell phone about
a foot from your car door and have the perso
They Lost Jesus Again....lolSo, I'm standing at a bus stop and they pull up. A car load of well meaning, bible thumping nut cases that are just frantic! The middle aged professionally dressed woman rushes forward...She takes my arm and with trembling voices she asks...."Have you found Jesus?" Her
eyes plead with an urgency that is out of proportion to a bus stop.
Now normally I just politely decline the sermon, and free religious paperwork that such folk pawn off on unsuspecting by-standers. But, unfortunately for her, she is the fourth car to accost me in the last 9 minutes. So by now I'm beginning to wonder what the heck is wrong with these people. I mean if its not Christians it is the Jehovah's Witnesses.
Can a simple Druid get no peace?
So calmly as I can muster, without being sarcastic I reply, "You people lost him, again??"
The woman looks confused. This is not the response she was hoping for and she needs to regroup. She takes a deep breath intending to launch into her sales pitch for her God
Loreena MckennittLoreena McKennitt - All souls night -- photo
Bonfires dot the rolling hillsides
Figures dance around and around
To drums that pulse out echoes of darkness
Moving to the pagan sound
Somewhere in a hidden memory
Images float before my eyes
Of fragrant nights of straw and of bonfires
And dancing till the next sunrise
Chorus
I can see the lights in the distance
Trembling in the dark cloak of night
Candles and lanterns are dancing, dancing
A waltz on All Souls Night
Figures of cornstalks bend in the shadows
Held up tall as the flames leap high
The green knight holds the holly bush
To mark where the old year passes by
Chorus
Bonfires dot the rolling hillsides
Figures dance around and around
To drums that pulse out echoes of darkness
Moving to the pagan sound
Standing on the bridge that crosses
The river that goes out to the sea
The wind is full of a thousand voices
They pass by the bridge and me.
Chorus - 2x
Questions....Some folks have PM'd me and asked about the new screen name. Guys...it's a damm joke! Although I have had questions about entry into the "Family".
The joke goes like this...It seems that since I got here there have been 'families' poppin up like jackrabbits. That and with the explosion of the lounges damm near EVERYONE is DJ this or that. That and some of the screen names are about as entertaining as reading the peronal ads in the paper. Come on guys...really....How Often did the screen name 'Dr. Steel Dong' actually get you a date....and if it DID it HAD to be like tossing a hotdog down a hallway. So being the bitter cynic that I am I sat back with a dew and Marlboro and thought to myself...Just HOW can I make fun of all 3 of these at once? So there ya have, the story behind the new name, bite me if ya can't take a joke........
A Good StartFirst aer (hour)at work and I have already been shit on, well almost he missed, thank God. It's gonna be a great night....blah blah I am moving to the Carribean and selling rum on the beach that's it.
Music Videos To Anger. Lol.AIGHT, SO I APPARENTLY INSULTED EVERY GOTH, VAMPIRE, ICP JUNKY, AND TYPICALLY ANY OTHER PERSON ON THIS SITE WHO BLOWS THROUGH THIER PARENTS CREDIT CARD AND SCREAMS FOR ATTENION TODAY. BEEN GETTING HATE MAIL LIKE MAD FROM THESE KIDS, AND I WILL SAY KIDS CAUSE I'M GOING TO PISS MY PANTS LAUGHING IF ANY OF THESE USELESS FUCKS ARE OVER THE AGE OF 18. MY PROFILE AND PICKS HAVE ALL GOTTEN RATED "1'S" BUT IF YA KNOW, YOU SHOULD KNOW DAMN WELL I DON'T CARE ABOUT RATES!!! I MEAN CHRIST THEY ARE JUST A RATING SYSTEM ON AN ON-LINE WEBSITE PEOPLE, NO HURT FEELINGS HERE. I'M JUST PISSED THAT NONE OF THESE FUCKERS HAD THE BALLS TO SAY SOMETHING TO ME IN MY SHOUTBOX, OR SEND ME A MESSAGE THEN NOT BLOCKING ME FROM RESPONDING BACK. WHAT A BUNCH OF BABIES!! SURE I CALLED THEM A BUNCH OF CHERRY WHORING COCK MUNCHERS, BUT THEY MISREAD THAT AND BELIEVED I CALLED OF THIER FEMALE FRIENDS WHORES!! LOL. NOW MR.FREUD WOULD CALL THIS MISPLACEMENT, MEANIGN THEY MUST THINK THE GIRLS THEY ARE TRYING TO IMPRESS BY B
"what Love Is" Out Of The Mouths Of Babes, Gotta Love 'em!A group of professional people posed this question to a group of
4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?"
The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think :
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"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and
paint her toenails anymore.
So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands
got arthritis too. That's love."
Rebecca- age 8
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"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.
You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."
Billy - age 4 (I love this one)
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"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving
cologne and they go out and smell each other."
Karl - age 5
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"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your
French fries without making them give you any of theirs."
Chrissy - age 6
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"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
Terri - age 4
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Lights Out In Ga.(* by request I reprinted)
Yes, the lights did go out in GA. I had just came in from a long day of doctors appt. and testing with enough pokes I felt like a human pin cushon, it was storming outside and I was drenched. Hot and sticky, dripping and tight muscled from reflexes being tested; I just wanted quite and relaxation. So the power being off was a blessing.
After I had stripped I was laying on the bed and started thinking of how often men have asked to see my cam, and if they can watch me play with myself. I tried thinking of the last time I showed my pussy on cam and the fearful reality of how my computer jamed up, a weeks worth of cleaning out, told me it wasn't worth it ever again. *Note to viewers, before viewing PLEASE ALWAYS CLEAN YOUR COMPUTERS OF VI RUES* I don't think someone else should have to surfer the BS that is brought on by another. Any way, back to my story. The thought of many men, (I'll keep the numbers to myself), wanking off while being turned on by a dri
A PoemBehind blue eyes is everything,
the silence kills and the mind screams.
But to let it out would cause only pain,
so we write it all down to try & explain
Fold it up and throw it away,
Time moves slow through another day.
Dreams don’t come anymore for fear they will stay,
Light breaks through and the shades push it away.
Gather it up and take it away,
Push it all back where it can hide in wait.
For a time when everything feels calm and safe,
Then all comes crashing down in a single space.
Empty your head of the dreams that fall silent,
when you don’t close your eyes they can’t become violent.
Kept inside is where it all lies,
and thats what hides behind blue eyes.
HomelessSo yesterday I was just thinking my random thoughts while I was out paying bills, fun, huh, well anyway during that time I saw a homeless woman, and I looked at her with respect knowing that with what life has handed her and all the others, they are the surviors, fighters, the ones who live life for life not the rat race we follow. Do you think when they were children they said Hey, when I grow up I wanna be homeless. I doubt it, we all have childhood dreams of success, families, love, wealth.
Do you have all that you have dreamed, are you happy or is it always wanting more? We watch movies and TV watching others with the choices they have made. We read all about finding yourself, believing in all that can be thought. Do you help the ones that need? Or do you look away, with disgrace. If every home in America was to take in just 1 homeless the world would smile with the knowledge of giving. Its not about what we take from others, its about the smile and warmth that we give. Sit for
SheI am very hurt
And so is my skin
So do not insult
Me or call me names
You played silly games
And as a result
You no longer seem clever
That is if you ever
Were
I do not do this for you
I am not here to amuse
I seek to speak straight and true
Only to my muse to
Her
Damnit,i Love YouIf you are cross and I say you hurt me
You tell me I am feeling sorry for
Myself... now where have we heard that before?
Is that what your abuser told you?
That is what my abuser told me
They should not have said that to us: should we?
Hold me and let me hold you!
If you feel it is hopeless let it go
But if we do not try we will not know
I love you... I love you... I love you...
always...
always....
always
BabySo my sister had her baby today. She went into the hospital yesterday morning in preterm labor and they were trying to stop it. She was only 30 1/2wks and wasn't supposed to have him until 36wks. She was going to be having a c-secion early because he had a birth defect called gastroschisis. So needless to say their best efforts to stop the labor didn't work and her water broke at 6:30 this morning and then delivered at 12:07pm. They haven't measure his length yet, but he weighed 2lbs 10oz and is doing well. Mom is also doing good, but could be better if she were allowed to hold her brand new, first, baby. But congrats to the new Mommy and Daddy!!!
Attention LillyTELL UR SO CALLED BOYFRIEND. TO PLEASE STOP CALLING ME. I TOLD HIM NOT TO CALL ME AND SO FAR HE HAS CALLED ME 8 TIMES IN A ROW. IM NOT ANSWERING THE PHONE JUST LETTING IT RING
DONT U THINK HE SHOULD BE CALLING U INSTEAD
HMMMMMMM MAKE THAT ABOUT 15 TO 2O TIMES.I PICKED THE PHONE THE LAST TIME AND TOLD HIM I WAS TURING OFF THE RINGER AND HUNG UP ON HIM.I AM SURE HE IS FUMING. BUT I GOT THE LAST WORD IN. TOLD HIM ONCE I WAS THROUGH WITH HIM AND THEN TOLD HIM TO STOP CALLING ME WHICH DIDNT WORK.
SO TELL HIM TO LEAVE ME ALONE AND GO AWAY
DAMN HOW FUNNY. HE HAS ALREADY CALLED ME ABOUT15 TIMES THIS MORNING. THE FIRST ONE AROUND 7:30 A.M
AND I AM GETTING ALOT OF BLOCKED CALLS. WELL TALENTED TONGUE.I AM NOT GOING TO CALL OR LEAVE U AN OFFLINE MESSAGE.. I AM CALLING THE POLICE FOR TELEPHONE HARRASSMENT LAST NIGHT AND THIS MORNING.....WHAT PART OF IM THROUGH WITH U AND QUIT CALLING ME DONT U UNDERSTAND
Love Another DayFind the words and find the phrase,
that describes the way I feel these days.
Picking up the pieces of my broken heart,
hoping to get the tiniest shards.
Love them and leave them that's all I know,
because it's all I've ever been shown.
My will is strong and I will survive,
but right now it feels like I'm dying inside.
My pain will end, it will go away.
And I will live to love another day.
DeafIf I were deaf for a day,it would be perfectly okay for in being deaf I could still see the beauty in the world flowers would bloom just as pretty,And for once,all the noise would stop,and I could think,hugs would still be as warm,kisses will be still soft and sweet,I could still dance to music for I would feel the beat,...I ccould still communicate only in a different way,That is the part of being creative,If I wanted to hear birds sing,all I would have to do is close my eyes and imagine and dream.I would see children laugh and play,and not just babies cry,I would'nt have to listen to the annoying constant ringing of the phone,or anyone screaming and yelling,...I wouldnt have to listen to the sirens,or the traffic that keeps me awake at night.
PoetryAs those of you kind enough to view my page and read my blogs will come to learn I am a poet and i love to write poetry. I dont mean to boast but i have won many poetry contest and competed in various slam poetry competitions so i assure you there will be no Roses are Red kind of poems on my page =) thank you all for writing love always Kamble.
The Sanctuary of Smiles
what do i
find myself
doing you
ask and i
realize, i
would have to find myself
first to answer accurately. i
would have to find
the chunk of me
that has been missing
for so long
that i don't know what i
would do or how i
would live with it if i
did find it
you stare
blankly at me and i
stare blankly
back and i
think i
do find something lurking
there behind your eyes
inside your mind
things i
can only try
or wish
to understand
beyond my lies
and doubletalk,
my passive
aggression, your suggestions
of similarities i
share with my mother
stop me dead
replay in my head.
no
Omg It's Finally Over!! Thank You!!!!OMG.. It's finally over!!! I haven't heard 100% for sure from the contest holder but I am pretty sure I did win! Thank you from the bottom of my heart to everyone that helped me! 54,000 comments is a lot of dedicated friends! Thank you!! I sure as hell couldn't have done it without everyones help!
Pantyshotz you have been there with me since the beginning and OMG Girl I love ya to death I know I couldn't have done it without you!
I will as promised return the favor to everyone that helped me.. Contests let me know and I will be there!! For the record.. That was my last contest that I will be in.. For a very long time if not ever!! :)
Also, for those of you that also was promised my private folder is open.
Again, Thank you everyone for all your help!!
Tons of Hugs and Kisses!!
Omg It's Finally Over!! Thank You!!!!OMG.. It's finally over!!! I haven't heard 100% for sure from the contest holder but I am pretty sure I did win! Thank you from the bottom of my heart to everyone that helped me! 54,000 comments is a lot of dedicated friends! Thank you!! I sure as hell couldn't have done it without everyones help!
Pantyshotz you have been there with me since the beginning and OMG Girl I love ya to death I know I couldn't have done it without you!
I will as promised return the favor to everyone that helped me.. Contests let me know and I will be there!! For the record.. That was my last contest that I will be in.. For a very long time if not ever!! :)
Also, for those of you that also was promised my private folder is open.
*Sorry put in wrong blog folder.. :) *
~ A Dad's Poem ~A Dad's Poem
Her hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid;
she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
of why He wasn't there today.
But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.
But the little girl went to school,
eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never see
a dad who never calls.
There were daddies along the wall in back,
for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats.
One by one the teacher called,
a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly passed.
At last the teacher called her name,
every child turned to stare.
Each of them was s
The Bento PatrolJust when you think you've learned all there is to know about government, you find out something new. For instance, I never knew there was such a thing as the Bento and Musubi Enforcement Branch in the state Health Department, but apparently there is. They are the guys who go around town checking the temperature of Spam musubis and bento lunches. And they've made a shocking discovery: Bentos sits out on counters unrefrigerated for hours at a stretch. Well! As far as they're concerned, this disgusting practice has just got to stop. The public health is in grave danger!
I don't know. People have been eating room-temperature bentos for what, 100 years? I don't think they've ever documented a bento-related death. And I've never heard of one person getting sick from eating a musubi. On the other hand. I've heard of a lot of people getting sick from eating poorly cooked hamburgers at well-known fast food places.
So, the bento police decided to crack down on box lunches and musubis
My Craaaazy Lifestyle...well.. Lately I have been very busy. My finances are suffering so I have been trying to book extra gigs to fill in the broke spots... lol
Earlier today I booked a gig from a friend of mine to do some of my trade stuff at a persons home for a few hours... this gig will help me get back on track with some bills that need to be paid.
Earlier this week I got another class to teach.. this one is called "Structured Cabling" and happens on Tuesdays and Thursdays from 10am to 1pm at the AT&T facility in North Hollywood...
I am already teaching a "Basic Electricity / Digital Electronics" class at the AT&T facility in Pasadena on Saturdays... :)
Busy busy busy... seems like when it rains it pours... lol Thank god I have friends that hook me up with extra money gigs to help out... :)
LastFor everything there must come a last.
A last minute, a last hour, a last month, day, or year.
A last drink, a last coke, a last tequila, scotch, or beer.
A last love, a last heart, a last kiss, hug, or rage...
Or even the last words written on a page.
But the worst last thing is your last breath
because what is to follow will surely be your death.
Wed Feb 28, 2007OK, I decided to try some new stuff.
I sang "Cat's In the Cradle". Probably should have waited for the last of the Asian Panda Death Flu to be out of my system. Still, not too shabby.
Followed with "Funky Cold Medina" to get the silly song out of the way. Always a good choice.
Followed that with "Zoot Suit Riot". That went over well. Needs a little work.
Followed that with "Rebel Yell". Needs some work as well.
Closed my personal set with "Maria, Maria" by Santana. Broke into a sweat in the middle of the song. It's too high pitched for me.
Learned my lesson.
*sighs* Some Peoples ChildrenSo, Screaming Icarus(dan) seems to have a hate on about Matts, and since I'm a Matt, and a former close friend of his I can only assume that it is partially directed at me. So be it.
It's tricky with people you grow up with, because generally you grow apart. Such was the case with me and Dan. We were good friends all through Highschool and then I went off to collage. Came back the next year and we were still friends, not as good as before, but still friends. Then I moved away again. Life fucked around with me a bit and I changed, which was natural. I ended up moving back to my home town again and tried to hangout with dan again. The only problem was that he didnt understand where i was comming from now. My outlook on life had changed and so had his, but in an different direction. Subsequently we started drifting apart. Now there was a bunch of shit that kinda went on between us, as is bound to happen when close friends break apart. But I thought we had left on realitivly good terms
BullshitWELL I HAD A GOOD FRIEND TO BE MY CT HUBBY BUT THEN CERTAIN SOMEONE ASKED ME TO BE HIS CT WIFE I SAID YES WELL NOW HE IS BEIN ASS SO U KNOW FUCK EVERY THING CT WEDDINGS SUCK FOR ME SO NO MORE. LVOE ALL RAIN.
This One Is For A New Friend....Times of great calamity and confusion have ever been productive of the greatest minds. The purest ore is produced from the hottest furnace, and the brightest thunderbolt is elicited from the darkest storm.
Charles Caleb Colton
Ok Well, Some Stuffok well first off my brothers have been really sick all week and my youngest will into er because he was not breather well...all that great at all but everything seems fine right now.
Second..my buddy Bruce lost his phone due to crazy overage..aha sucker..yet its sad ha, what a loser.
oh..we made a 2nd video was made for somebody but i feel like sharing it with you other people i guess... ill post it in a couple of days ^.^
Anyways..that's all for now.. take care!
peace out bitches.
Love WaysLove comes in many ways
I suppose on special days
I've heard love even comes in a can
will have to send one to Susan
Love can come in the post
or just a knock on the door like most
love can come when your in trouble
or after a kiss, hug or cuddle
But love comes when it comes
don't go chasing it all day long
then take my word,
it will go wrong
Defination Of LoveLove is a
two-way street,
one way is back. The other way,
a treat.
When one goes back,
there's no turning round.
To go forward,
is much better I found.
Go forward into love,
do not be shy.
Follow your heart,
try not to cry.
Cause when you reach,
the end of the street.
Your smile will be found,
for half a mile.
Wise Words,by A FoolOne man one woman
Equals much love
Sometimes it will overflow
Escapes the dove
When love starts to get out of hand
Something else will be planned
And it's not going to be a nice day
It will be a lot of stress I would say
One should take a long look
At one another
Try not to smother
Your other lover
Let your love flow free
For you as well as me
Cherish your companion
And let it be
To My FriendsSorry I haven't been around or showing any love...just been going through something...I do love all of you and hope you are well...
Happy Thirsty ThursdayHELLO EVERYBODY HAVE A GREAT THURSDAY WITH LOTS FUN,LAUGHTER AND LOVE
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I'm Tired Of Working...For a couple years now I 've been blaming this feeling on lack of sleep and too much pressure from my job, but now I found out the real reason: I'm tired because I'm overworked.
The population of this country is 300 million. 167 million are retired. That leaves 133 million to do the work. There are 85 million in school, which leaves 48 million to do the work. Of this there are 29 million employed by the federal government, leaving 19 million to do the work. 2.8 million are in the Armed Forces, which leaves 16.2 million to do the work. Take from the total the 14,800,000 people who work for State and City Governments and that leaves 1.4 million to do the work.
At any given time there are 188,000 people in hospitals, leaving 1,212,000 to do the work. Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons. That leaves just two people to do the work. You and me. And you're sitting at your computer reading jokes.
This Isn't My Faultand for some reason i think fate will lead us back together,
i think some way, some how, we will be together again.
maybe not tomorrow. maybe not next week or next month even,
but someday we will find each other again.
i hate seeing you now, because i can't run up to you and hug you.
i hate your smile, because i can't put it on your face anymore.
i hate your presence, because it reminds me of how things used to be.
i hate you for letting me get away.
why aren't you listening anymore?
i need you so badly, you don't understand.
i sit here, wishing, hoping, praying that you'll come back.
this isn't right. you love me. i know you do.
you don't look at somebody you don't love the way you looked at me.
she calls him early cause she knows he'll be asleep, she leaves a message after the beep. she says she's better now, but she's still incomplete, she's trying hard to make her voice sound soft and sweet
He's not perfect. You aren't either, & the two of you will never be p
Not Here Much TodaySo the baby had a sinus infection i think and an infection in both of his eyes. Also he has an appointment to get tested for any allergies. If I am not on here I will check later. I still have to get ready and him and all and we are leaving in like 3 hours and 45 minutes. Just what i wanna do .....spend the day in the doctors office.
Lost And FoundAs the bus pulled away, I realized I had left my purse under the seat. Later I called the company and was relieved that the driver had found my bag.
When I went to pick it up, several off-duty bus drivers surrounded me. One man handed me my pocketbook, two typewritten pages and a box containing the contents of my purse.
"We're required to inventory lost wallets and purses," he explained. "I think you'll find everything there."
As I started to put my belongings back into the pocketbook, the man continued, "I hope you don't mind if we watch. Even though we all tried, none of us could fit everything into your purse. And we'd like to see just how you do it."
You're Not A Kid Anymore....You're not a kid anymore....
According to Jeff Foxworthy, you're not a kid anymore when...
You can live without sex but not your glasses
You quit trying to hold in your stomach, no matter who walks in the room
You enjoy watching the news
The phone rings and you hope its not for you
The only reason you're still awake at 4am is indigestion
You're proud of your lawnmower
Your best friend is dating someone half their age and isn't breaking any laws
You start singing along with elevator music
You really do want a new washing machine for you birthday
Your car has 4 doors
You've owned clothes so long they have come back into style, twice
You no longer think of the speed limit as a challenge
You consider coffee one of the most important things in life
8am is your idea of sleeping in
You answer a question with "Because I said so!"
Others ask for your recipes
You start Christmas shopping in August
You paint walls for a reason other than ge
Dating As An EscortYup that's what I do, I'm a professional Escort. Hey it's not a career choice but it does get the bills paid. Unfortunatly it tends to have one of two effects on men. 1. the get all weirded out and run screaming in the other direction or 2. they automaticly assume i'm just going to jump into bed with them and don't take the time to get to know me. Maybe i should just forget about haveing a boyfriend until i get a slightly more legit job. Damnit. Why can't i find a man that undersands that for me work is work and that personal life is just that, PERSONAL! *sigh* all well such is life and this is just another day.
No UseYou come in the room and you close the door
And you let me see what you're really here for
Then you lay me down in an unmade bed
And you show me things that aren't easily said
Working in circles and twisting away
Making it hard to breathe
Touching my skin
I don't want it to end
I'm gone and you can't catch me
Chorus:
There's no use lying
Because I've heard all your bullshit before
You've said your old line for the very last time
Don't want you round my backdoor
She says my name and it takes me away
A kiss on my brow and I'm here to stay
When the clock chimes twelve
And we're down on the floor
She tells me things I've never heard before
Working in circles and twisting away
Making it hard to breathe
Touching my skin
I don't want it to end
I'm gone and you can't catch me
Chorus
How Do I Compare TheeShall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd;
But thy eternal summer shall not fade
Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;
Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou growest:
So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
So long lives this and this gives life to thee.
"could U Be"Could you be the one for me?
Could you be my find?
Could it be, after all this time,
Fate is going to be kind?
Could you be the one for me,
The one to help me forget
The man that broke my heart, my soul
The man that haunts me yet?
You tell me that I'm beautiful
Something I've never heard
But the one still lives here in my mind
That couldn't spare a kind word
It's going to be hard to forget
And pick up the pieces he left
Could you be the one to teach
How to love again and forget?
Could you be the one to come
And mend my broken heart?
Are you willing to piece together
What another broke apart?
It won't be an easy job, you see
My road has been long and rough
And the heart that was once so soft
Is now shut, locked, and tough
But I can feel my heart open again
It's opening for you
Just come in, and love me back
That's all you have to do
I must ask you one small thing
Before we kiss and part
Please be nice and kind to me
I'm tired of broken hearts
Why Is It?That my worst enemy is my oldest sister? What the fuck does she get out of making my life hell?
I mean seriously one of these days she's gonna have to find a new target. Either that or I'll slit her fucking throat.
MilfOk ladies here goes for all of us out there that are moms be proud to be called MILF i have been called it by someone special. I take it as a compliment and u should too. Be proud of your self body and mind. If you are given the chance to get called one say thanks hold your head high and smile.
I Went Into The Military 15 Years Ago To Defend This CountryThink about this: If you don't want to forward this for fear of offending someone-----YOU'RE PART OF THE PROBLEM !!!!
Subject: THIS WAS IN A TAMPA NEWSPAPER
Will we still be the Country of choice and still be America if we continue to make the changes forced on us by the people from other countries that came to live in America because it is the Country of Choice??????
Think about it! All we have to say is, when will they do something about MY RIGHTS?
I celebrate Christmas...........but because it isn't celebrated by everyone..............we can no longer say Merry Christmas. Now it has to be Season's Greetings.
It's not Christmas vacation, it's Winter Break. Isn't it amazing how this winter break ALWAYS occurs over the Christmas holiday?
We've gone so far the other way, bent over backwards to not offend anyone, that I am now being offended. But it seems that no one has a problem with that. This says it all!
This is an editorial written by an
American citiz
Ever Have A Dream Like This?Last night, I dreamt that for some reason, we were in my car driving back from springfield to my house. and by we, i mean myself, my brother, john goodman, and roseanne barr. both were in character from the show, "Roseanne."
john goodman's driving, roseanne's shotgun, and my brother and i are in the back seat. i casually notice he's going about 85mph in snow, and i mention i don't usually do that on dry pavement, let alone snow.
sure enough, we get all the way to my house, and he spins out about 100 yards from the driveway.
in doing so, we slide off the road, into the ditch, but in my dream, my road ditch turned into a 20 foot ravine with a creek about 8 feet deep.
john goodman, roseanne, my brother, and i all get out fine, but my brother's in the water, diving to get anyone else out of the lumina.
he doesn't find anyone, and all i can think about is, "how am i going to get my car out of this creek and into my driveway?!"
and then i woke up.
Rules For MenThe International Rules of Manhood:
1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella.
2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances:
(a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master.
(b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse.
(c) After wrecking your boss's car.
(d) One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game".
(e) When she is using her teeth.
3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies.
4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours.
5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her.
6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable.
7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is stri
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LOL...
Yes, I am starting to feel a little better. Throat is lessening in painful intensity and I am starting to get some of my voice back; not completely, mind you, but some is better than none - right???
Defending Ladies Of Cherry TapSo yeah um so I have recently seen alot of my friends take there pictures down due to asshole pig stalkish dirty disgusting nasty men wich disgusts me.....jerk offs mature up
more to be updated
Can You Read This ?Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55% of plepoe can
i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but teh wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!
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Hi There Everyonewell i am in a bad mood and i hate that feeling so if there is anyone that can cheer me up somehow then let me know. i am just upset about a friend of mine that passed away on monday night. i hate how she went and it sucks cause i was not there to help her.
I even called where she lives and told the police what was happening and it was to late. life sucks the big apple and i wish i was someone that can change things that are going to happen or already happened.
I know i sound like i have lost it but i just feel that way . well i am going to go for now. And did i tell everyone i hate the rain and snow. My back is killing me and i have noone here to help make it feel better.
11 Things To Never Say To A Cop1. Are you Andy or Barney?
2. Do you know why you pulled me over? Okay, just so one of us does.
3. I thought you had to be in good physical condition to be a police officer.
4. Sorry, Officer, I didn't realize my radar detector wasn't plugged in.
5. I pay your salary!
6. Aren't you the guy from the Village People?
7. Hey, you must've been doing' about 125 mph to keep up with me. Good job!
8. You're not gonna check the trunk, are you?
9. Gee, Officer! That's terrific. The last officer only gave me a warning, too!
10. I was trying to keep up with traffic. I know there are no other cars around. That's how far ahead of me they are.
11. When the Officer says "Gee Son....Your eyes look red, have you been drinking?" You probably shouldn't respond with, "Gee Officer your eyes look glazed, have you been eating doughnuts?"
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Things I Hate Abput Peopleyou know i really hate when people that you know very well think when they lie to you, you dont already know theyre lying and when you see them they expect you not to be mad and then when you are mad theyre mad at you cause.. who would have thought it.. they were caught.. i hate fucking liars.. i dont know where my life is going.. and i dont know what to do about it.. break my heart and try not to give a shit or keep it splintering lose it a littl emore everyday and enjoy the good times that come few and further between now days??? I hate the way people jsut assume you'll never figure out the lies and when you finally do think to ask about something cause you never thought it was a threat and you find out it was they still try to lie and act mad like you should trust them when all theyve done is flush your trust down the shitter.. well i think im done trusting FCK everyone Fuck the haters the friends the aquaintenes i give up i will not trust anyone but myself from now on.. n for the p
Cleaning Chickens =)"Late again," the third-grade teacher said to little Sammy.
"It ain't my fault," Miss Crabtree. "You can blame this on my Daddy. The reason I'm three hours late is Daddy sleeps naked!"
Now Miss Crabtree had taught grammar school for thirty-some-odd years. So she asked little Sammy what he meant by that, despite her mounting fears. Full of grins and mischief, and in the flower of his youth, little Sammy and trouble were old friends, but he always told the truth.
"You see, Miss Crabtree, at the ranch we got this here lowdown coyote. The last few nights he done et six hens and killed Ma's best milk goat. And last night, when Daddy heard a noise out in the chicken pen, he grabbed his gun and said to Ma, "That coyote's back again, I'm a gonna git him!'"
'Stay back, he yelled to all us kids!"
He was naked as a jaybird, no boots, no pants, no shirt!
To the hen house he crawled, just like an Injun on the snoop. Then he stuck that double barrel through the window of the coop.
My So Called LifeThis is to all my friends those who know me and those who dont, Those who care and those who dont. I have never asked anything from anyone nor will I start now. This is just so I can take the time to rant and rave about my so called life. I apologize to all of you who i have not talked to latley and those of you who have even realized that I seem distant I aplaude you because I am. For those of you who know me in person you know that my life has been in shambles as of late. I just became a father in december and and the love of my life left me in the begining of November. Those of you who know the "TRUE" me know about our circumstances and the gravity of our love I vowed to her that I loved her from the moment that I met her I loved her people say that they dont believe in love at first sight to those people I say that you just havent met the right person. LOL I met her twice in one night and introduced myself twice, lol not because i was drunk or anything but because I was lost i
A Tortured Heartok i wrote this back in my single days if ya'll dont like it or if ya do feel free to say so and be honest lol here goes.
A Tortured Heart
I dreamed one night of traveling a forest path on a cool fall night searching for the one for me that fills my heart just right. Love is always out of my reach it seems so unclear being alone for the rest of my life is one thing I truly fear. When from the distance I hear a woman's voice so soft and sincere she calls my name ans says "please be w/ me". I follow her sweet voice when my eyes do see the silhouette of a woman right in front of me. As I approach her she then fades away and then reappears far away from me my feelings begin to sway. You then gaze at me from afar I then wish it upon a star that Whether by land sea or air I will be where you are. Your face is Concealed it must be revealed to ease my tortured heart for when I do find you of my soul you will be a part.
~*~*my Aloha Island~*~My Aloha Island
My Aloha Island, far across the ocean blue,
Where trade winds, make dreams come true,
Palm trees dance and sway in the breeze,
Calls a welcome aloha plea, come home to me.
Twinkling stars, like scattered diamonds above,
Sends shinny beams, lighting the heavens with love,
Granting wishes, made upon a bright star,
Wanting dreams to come true, whatever they are.
The beauty of night, with moonlight on land,
Reflects the light of lovers, walking hand in hand,
The moon's fiery glow, showers desires from above,
Casting silvery hues, with shadows of love.
The early morning breeze, floats perfume in the air,
While tropical flowers, permeates senses everywhere,
The sweetness of love, soft as a butterfly's kiss,
Calls a welcome home aloha, from my Island of bliss.
(I WOULD LOVE TO GO WITH THE MAN I LOVE)
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GuestbookHEY GUYS...WHAT'S THE DEAL???
Nobody has signed my guestbook... :-(
"Nobody likes me...everybody hates me...guess I'll go eat worms...."
Come on everyone...drop in to my profile, and sign my guestbook for me! I want to hear from everyone who visits, and anxious to see you added to my map as well! HURRY, HURRY, HURRY!!!
Cherrytap IdI've been noticing more and more ppl have a CherryTap ID in their pics. They're pretty cool and I want one. Does anyone out there know how they're made?
Thanx
Just Alittle Bit About MeAlright I figure I'd better do this that way everyone knows what I'm about lol. I'm a 26yr old mother of two, happily married for 4 yrs. Don't worry guys its okay we are swingers!! For those of you that don't know what that is feel free to ask lol. I'm currently a stay at home mom and just moved back to Goshen Indiana. I love to scrapbook and I'm also an animal rescuerer. I'm not shy at all if you can't tell by my page. I don't get offended easily either so if there is anything at all that you want to know feel free to ask away. Well I guess thats all for now I'm sure I'll post something again soon.
200 Bucks!!!!!!One day an at home wife is alone and the doorbell rings.
She opens it to a guy, "Hi, is Tony home?"
The wife replies, "No, he went to the store, but you can wait here if you want."
So they sit down and after a while of silence the friend says "You know Sara, you have the greatest breasts I have ever seen. I'd give you a hundred buck just to see one."
Sara thinks about it for a second and figures, what the hell - a hundred bucks! She opens her robe and shows one to him for a few seconds. He promptly thanks her and throws a hundred bucks on the table. They sit there a while longer and guy then says "That was so amazing I've got to see both of them. I'll give you another 100 dollars if I could just see the both of them together."
Sara amazed by the offer sits and thinks a bit about it and thinks, heck, why not? So she opens her robe and gives Chris a nice long chance to cop a look.
A while later Tony arrives back home from the store. The wife goes up to him, "You know, y
Women's Restroom...Women's Restroom.. So sad, it's true!
Body: When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied.
Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR!), you yank down your pants, and assume " The Stance."
In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you
Done!Sitting in class thinking about things
Why did I waste my time on you?
What good came out of it?
You're probably thinking the same thing, too
Somehow I knew things with you would go to shit
I couldn't stand alot of things you did
Hell, I couldn't stand most of it
We were so wrong for each other.
I guess that's why you decided to find another
Who I Amwho am i? i am a mother. i am a daughter. im a sister, an aunt, neice, a friend... i may be sweet, i may be funny. or for all you know, i might just be a bitch, your worst enemy... you wont know unless you take the time to find out... get to know me before you make your judgement... you might like me, you might not... all i can tell you, is that i am proud of who i am... i dont want to be you or anyone else... theres only one person i want to be... me...
I AM ME
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SHE'S BEEN A SISTER TO ME SINCE THE DAY WE MET..
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This Bothers MeOK its not that in this contest that I really think that the morph I made is really the best one but its not about that its about who has more friends and who is willing to help when they are called to help I guess I don't have many friends but the ones I have I will keep on my page the others I hope they don't need me as much as I needed them, whats worst is that I made Blood and Gores Morph he entered the contest a day before I ever knew about it arrrr makes me angery that I had such a lead and now nothing I WILL NEVER ENTER ANOTHER CONTEST and I will remember the ones that helped me I guess its true what they say Nice guys do finish last....
People Who Put The World Angel In There Ct/myspace Namesmen and women both are guilty as hell about this...
but when you bent over with ya pussy hanging out or rocking out with your cock out theres nothing angelic about that...
i ent never seen an angel with cum on their face..
but ive seen chicks with fucked up names like sweety_bi_freaknasty_angel like that...
somehow i dont think there's some seraphim somewhere looking like damn thats cool wish i could do that shit
or ill see dudes with names like weet satanic angel...da hell?
grow up...
i mean seriously
my name (JustIncredible) is a play on words with my name (Justin)
names b4 that (the last poet) indicate that i write poetry...
see how that works?
What Im Listening To 3/1dj shadow "the outsider"
bury your dead "beauty in the breakdown"
the hold steady "boy and girls in america"
slayer "greatest hits"
beet and bad lieutenant "live in cincinnati 2002"
evergreen terrace "writers block"
remembering never "god save us"
nas "hip hop is dead"
the pack "skateboards 2 scrapers"
plastic little "shes mature"
get hip.
you can hear all these albums next monday night where ill be djing from 9 to 11 in the wildin out lounge.
Never Take Your Children For GrantedJust for this morning, I am going to smile when I see your face and laugh when I feel like crying.
Just for this morning, I will let you choose what you want to wear, and smile and say how perfect it is.
Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play.
Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together.
Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles..
Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck, and I will buy you one if he comes by.
Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned.
Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you try
Grrrso yesterday my office hired an "eMarketer". and i am "not to feel threatened" for my job (i'm a network admin) which i don't (still trying to figure out why my boss felt the need to comfort me?).
but i have to work "closely" with him (because he's got shit for brains) and help him do his job.
GREAT.
something he hasn't quite figured out about me is that... he's SADLY MISTAKEN if he thinks i give two shits about what he's here to do.
cause he wont shut his pie hole and get the fuck out of my office :slams head on desk:
and GREAT now he wants to chat for the rest of the day through yahoo messanger. JUST what i wanted to spend the rest of my day doing. talking to a moron.
thanks for reading. :)
All The SameI don't mind where you come from
As long as you come to me
I don't like illusions I can't see
Them clearly
I don't care no I wouldn't dare
To fix the twist in you
You've shown me eventually
What you'll do
I don't mind…
I don't care…
As long are you're here
Go ahead tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's all the same
Hours slide and days go by
Till you decide to come
And in between it always seems too long
All of a sudden
And I have the skill, yeah I have the will
To breathe you in while I can
However long you stay
Is all that I am
I don't mind…
I don't care…
As long are you're here
Go ahead tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
Do it all over ag
Semper Fidelis In A Garden Of StoneThank you Semo_MCDad from MarineParents.com for allowing us to use this wonderful example of the meaning of Semper Fidelis you have written.
Last Sunday as my son prepared to return to his MOS school from liberty an old WWII Marine friend of mine asked us to follow him to the final resting place of a young Marine who lost his life in Iraq. This young man had two great loves. The Marines and Harley-Davidson motorcycles. Both are remembered on his stone.
I want to tell you about it. It is a beautiful black granite stone. On the front is the young Marines dress blues picture engraved into the stone with startling detail. To the left of the picture is the EGA, the symbol of the Marines, with USMC engraved beneath it. To the right is a full rendition of this young Marines H-D Heritage Softail, with Harley etched into the stone beneath it. Along the face of the stones foundation 'Do not grieve for me, for now I am free, I am following the path God laid for me'. On the back of the ston
What I Want...WHEN I ACT SHY
-SAY I LOVE YOU
WHEN I RUN AWAY FROM YOU
- CHASE ME
WHEN I PUT MY FACE NEAR YOURS
- KISS ME
WHEN I KICK & PUNCH
- HOLD ME TIGHT
WHEN I AM SILENT
- IM THINKIN OF HOW TO SAY I LOVE YOU
WHEN I IGNORE YOU
- I WANT ALL YOUR ATTENTION!
WHEN I PULL AWAY
- GRAB ME BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GO
WHEN YOU SEE ME AT MY WORST
- TELL ME IM BEAUTIFUL AND MEAN IT!
WHEN I SCREAM AT YOU
- TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND MEAN IT
WHEN YOU SEE ME WALKING
-SNEAK UP BEHIND ME GRAB ME BY THE WAIST AND GIVE ME A KISS
WHEN IM SCARED!!!!!!!!!
-HOLD ME AND TELL ME EVERYTHING WILL BE OK CAUSE I'M WITH YOU
WHEN I LOOK LIKE SOMETHINGS THE MATTER
- KISS ME AND TELL ME NOT TO WORRY
Sorry I Havent Written LatelySORRY I HAVEN'T EMAILED FOR A WHILE, MY CAR NEEDED WASHING AGAIN.
I WENT TO THE CAR WASH DOWNTOWN AND I HAD TO HAVE THEM REWASH THE CAR 3 TIMES...THEY KEPT MISSING SPOTS...SO IF YOU DON'T HEAR FROM ME FOR A WEEK OR SO YOU'LL KNOW WHERE I'M AT.
Off to the car wash again
SoulsAs I sit down and let my mind roam free
I think of all this drama that flows within me
As an Aquarian, Sex is not an issue, its not needed
But this Aquarian heart need some love to keep it beatin'
See, loyalty, comes with this thing we call trust
Along with communication, It can beat any kind of lust
Love is a heavy word to hold on your heart
'Cause if it's taken away, everything will fall apart
Then your life will be unstable and unable to live it
People can't take it so they take it with a tilt and a pivot
Into the water...sadly, another soul is lost
Into the eternal flames forever is the highest of costs
Because of heartbreak
It's not much that a human can take
So keep it straight, 'cause remember: Other souls are at stake...
-Quinn
Do This For Me Please!!I am asking all my friends to please repost my sticky bulletin for me even if you do not want in!!! I will give anyone who reposts it a little gift!! Just let me know in a private message that you did so and I will give you sometning nice!!
I Will Fight This Trifling B*tch...There is one specific person at my job, that I would just like to BEAT DOWN.
Funny thing is, we used to be close. I dont even know what happened, but we dont even speak anymore.
But when I'm asking you a simple question, dont look at me like I have five heads and give me some trite answer. I will beat you.
Seriously, some b*tches just need to get f*cked up.
My Puppy SmellsYes Yes...Killin More Time. My Puppy Tubbs...AKA Bat Dog. Smells Like Booboo. I Think I Should Bath Him. SICK!!!!!! Damn Tubbsly
So I'm Human...so What?!?!so yeah...maybe I can't just walk away no matter what claims I make to the contrary...maybe I just care too damn much...and it'll be the downfall of me...or maybe people will take a look...and see the fact that I care...and maybe then I won't be crucified every time I try to help...if I didn't give a shit I wouldn't look...I wouldn't even try...and no...before you even try to say it...I don't enjoy anyone's grief...look at my life and everything I've been through over the years...do you really think that after the hell I've been through I'd enjoy anyone else's?
My GuestbookWell I Couldnt Make A Bulletin So Here It Is Sign M New Guestbook On My Profile. Love Ya
Bah Humbug!!!HI ITS MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...
HOPE EVERYONE IS DOING OK ..
THIS WEEKEND WILL BE VERY HARD FOR ME ..
IM LOSING MY BEST FRIEND........MY SHAR PEI CHANCEY IS VERY SICK....... SHE WILL LEAVE ME KNOWING HOW MUCH I HAVE LOVED HER...AND WILL MISS HER SO MUCH...
SHE WILL JOIN CHELSEA MY OTHER SHAR PEI THAT HAS ALREADY PASSED.....ITS JUST BEEN A VERY SAD WEEK FOR ME...... AND I MISS HER ALREADY AND WILL FOR EVER........
BY ALL MY CHERRY FRIENDS........
LUVS TO ALL
Pleasure By Mouth...The hotel room is dark and your breathing so deep and regular. My heart is still fluttering remembering how you have made love to my body. The touch of your hand brings such pleasure. The feel of your mouth on mine is so real. My lips tingle with the memory.
I love that you are curved against my back. The heat of your hand is making my nipple hard. Your fingers and mouth did such a good job keeping them that way. But it was your teeth that brought forth the orgasm.
The look of surprise on your face when that happened. If I close my eyes I can see it. The flash of passion made your eyes so dark. I smile as I remember telling you that that would happen...
I gently turn in your arms. And as I do, you roll to your back. Your arm is still so protective of me. I feel that way with you. Protected... but now it is my turn to return the favor you have given me.
My fingers test your awareness. I slowly run them down your chest. You murmur but don't wake. That pleases me! My fingers con
Hi AllHi all...How is everyone doing? It's so hard to keep up with everyone. so, just wanted to say hi and showin sum love. By the way check out my profile..got a slide show u can join on with your pic and place and also a message thingy, where you can leave me a message. Well, take care everyone and hope to hear from all of you soon...love ya cherries
O.k. Picture...I'm gonna take down that one an get a better picture up,,, it's a little to redish for me.... If you can please rate the newest one I'll be posting!!!
Thanks
Players :(I hate Players, guys who think women are easy targets, plays on their emotions... well you know what, love sucks!!! I think we should start acting like the men and go from one to the other...Like a tissue in a box one comes after another or Next!!
~ 7 Gifts That Multiply Happiness ~"Come through for others and they will come through for you."
Denis Waitley
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7 Gifts that Multiply Happiness
by Steve Brunkhorst
Did you know that there are gifts that will multiply your happiness when you give them away? Here are seven of those gifts. Giving these gifts will allow you to share with others your most unique treasure: your authentic self. Each gift will return to you many times.
As you read about each of these gifts, think about ways that you could share that gift with someone today.
1. Share appreciation
Tell someone how much you appreciate the faith they've shown in you. Thank them sincerely for being part of your life. Tell them how much they are needed.
Feeling appreciated is one of the most important needs that people have. When you share with someone your appreciation and gratitude, they will not forget you. Appreciation will return to you many times.
2. Share time
Balance your ti
G'dayhi ppls hope u havin a good thursday
oh and for all my friends on my time
♥
Babe Lets Make LoveBabe lets make love
I don't wanna screw
I don't want a fuck
I wanna make love
lost in the blankets of each other
inner twined around this love
until the day i met you
there was sex
didn't mean a thing
but making love
is something beautiful
and something i only wanna share with you
lets make love
get away to our place
feel every inch of each other
i wanna breathe your soul
i wanna feel like you're part of me
so babe lets make lov
( I Hope it is ok to put Poems on here?)
I Don't Get This Shit...no MATTER What i post in stash or blog hardly anyone reads them let alone leaves a damn comment....thinkin maybe i should just stick with other site i am on, at least theres some reply and convo over there.
March 1, 20071. What time did you get up this morning?
7:15ish, after pressing snooze a bunch of
times on my alarm set for 6:50am on the
clock that's 18 minutes fast.
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2. Diamonds or Pearls?
Both are permanently affixed to my person
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3. What was the last film you saw at the movie theater?
"Ghost Rider" with my little brother (Nicholas Cage rocks)
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4. What is your favorite TV show?
Now? Prison Break, Nip Tuck,
The Shield, and Smallville
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5. What did you have for breakfast?
OK this is embarassing: an ice cream sandwhich
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6. What is your middle name?
Elizabeth
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7. What is your favorite cuisine?
Hmmmm......That I make myself?: Angel Hair pasta with
creamy pesto sauce, pieces of grilled chicken,
sun dried tomatoes, parmesean cheese, artichoke hearts,
mushrooms, capers, and lemon.
That I eat out: Sushi, Korean food, and the mussels at
Olive Garden
>>
8. What foods do you dislike?
none really... sometimes sea cucumber, but I rarely
have to deal with
War...The Protest song was one of the main symbols of the sixties youth culture and was aimed at awakening public awareness of social issues, particularly the Vietnam conflict.
The songs provided the soundtrack to demonstrations against that War and All war.
WAR
War has shattered
Many young men's dreams
We've got no place for it today
They say we must fight to keep our freedom
But Lord, there's just got to be a better way
It ain't nothing but a heartbreaker
War!
What is it good for?
("War", by Edwin Starr was the United States number 1 song in 1970.)
While the war drums continue to beat in the White House, another generation is being sacrificed. This time for oil and blind vengeance devoid of any wisdom.
Dont Be Chickens Gawd Its Ct1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? yes
2. Do they know it? no
3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend’s list? no
4. Do you like making love or having hott sex? yes
5. Have your ever had a 3 some? yes
6. What is your favorite position? anything goes
7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? dont know yet lol
8. Give or receive oral? yes
9. Kinky or sneaky? both
10. Loud or quiet? both but um quiet is work for me lol
11. Ruff of soft?both
12. Foreplay or not? hell yeah
13. Do you like to bite or be bitten?yes both
14. Spank or be spanked?yes
15. Condoms or not?yes if in relationship for awhile and know them good enough no but yes for awhile
16. Masturbate or not? yes
17. Role-playing or not?yes
18. Are you brave enough to re-post this?hell yeah
Friends Who Helpedthese people helped me so much durring my vic giveaway and now im trying to help them out
terminator is in englas 30 day blast giveaway
itsurangel has her puppy in a pet contest
and ~Fiesty Lil Vixen~Angel Family~
is in a contest for a happy hour spot
and her husband is entered in a contest as well
scruffies love and her kids are in the best picture with your kids contest
booboos pussy i mean kittie is in a pet contest as well
pantyshots,and dixie darlin are in giveaways for a 7 day blast
whips and chains societs is in a giveaway for a 30 day blast
just a girl is in a giveaway for a one day blast
the beer queens favorite team needs votes
robisure is going for a 7 day blast
yall should see my screen right now wow
if i dont have your contest link and you did help me please send it to me and i will add it
My Instructions For LifeMy instructions for life......... Take into account that great love and great achievements take great risks. When you lose, Don't lose the lesson... Follow the 3 R's... RESPECT for self, RESPECT for others and RESPONSIBILITY for all your actions!!! Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck .... Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly ;) Don't let a little dispute injure a great relationship. When you realize you have made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.... Spend sometime alone everyday. Open your arms to change but don't let go of your values..... Live a good, honorable life. Then when you are older and look back, you'll be able to enjoy it a 2nd time. In disagreements with loved ones, ONLY deal with the current situation.DON'T bring up the past Be gentle with the earth Once a year go someplace you have never been Remember that the best relationship is one in which your love for each other exceeds your need for each ot
GuestbookI just put a guestbook on my page and would love all my friends to come and sign it :)
This Is For All My FriendsI wrote this for all my true friends.Who will be there with me up untill the end. Hugs and kisses thay and I will do to send. Helping me to get through each and every day.No matter what might come into our way. Cause friends are forever and hope that will stay.Shareing troubles and proublemsbig or small. Helping each other to stand very tall.Your friends are the very best of them all.We make each other laugh and smile. Even if its just for a little while.Knowing that friends will go that extra long mile.Friend together, forever almen.By Cathleena07
The PromotionA first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?"
Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade
too!"
Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office.
While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed.
Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test.
Principal: "What is 3 x 3?"
Harry: "9."
Principal: "What is 6 x 6?"
Harry: "36."
And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know.
The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her, "I think Harry can go to the 3rd grade"
Ms
I Love Him!!!Yup Yup I Do I Love HIm Sooooo Much Cantrell I Love Love Love YOu!!!!!!!!!!!!
An AdmissionIf rage suggests a loss of self-control
and fury is destructive rage verging on
maddness..... then....
Where am I?
If bitterness is an ache, a prolonged dull pain
and regret carries no explicit admission, am I
responsible..... then....
Of what I am?
If final forming an end not to be altered
or undone, concluding part of my
performance..... then....
When am I?
Going to be happy?
amawitch/2007
CDs by amawitchgrowsup
The KissThe three kisses
The Three Kisses ©
The kiss of hello
The kiss that is never just a kiss
The kiss that spikes vein with precision orchestra
The kiss that heals in entirety
The kiss that hides the relent of vex
The kiss that suffocates rusting man
The kiss without detail/ed system)
The kiss that pounds each pore to state of heroin
The kiss that Hiroshimates euphoria
The kiss that approximates/parallels living
The kiss only
The kiss, the kiss
Help Me Please!!!!I have a bunch of pics I want on here so please comment and rate my photos if you haven't already. I promise I lookat who sends me stuff and I return the favors.
Real LoveLove is both pleasure and pain, joy and sorrow. It has long been held that what you can love, can hurt you, in almost equal reciprocity. The more you love, the more you can get hurt. The more you love, the more you stand to lose.
Yet the point of love is not to clam up, to refrain from ever loving. Each and every person has the potential to love so deeply, so strongly, with such passion and intimacy, with romance, and to receive back the joy of that same love. The truth is, the joy of love is so much greater than joy that can be derived elsewhere.
Money does not give joy. Material wealth does not give joy. It gives convenience, yet often takes away love. How many rich people seek so hard and far for love, yet never find it. Sex does not give joy, unless it is enjoyed as a part of love. Loveless sex would make one feel as empty as a broken earthernware pot.
Love is given to be reciprocated, because in that reciprocity lies its joy and pleasure. If you love someone who does n
Dear God!This prayer that I say tonight
Is for my spouse who must fight
for you see, he is away from me
Keeping his country safe and free
This is the one that I love
And so I ask you Lord above
Please keep him safe while under way
and bring him home to me someday
While he is gone, please hear my prayer
And let him know I will be there
Waiting for him upon the pier
Hoping and praying with some fear
This prayer is not for him alone
But for all military far from home
I ask you to keep them safe and sound
On their way to where their bound
We love these men (and women) that are
asked to fight
So, keep them safe for us tonight.
How LongHow Long
by Jackson Browne
Album:"World In Motion "
(1989 on Elektra Records)
"How Long" is an eloquent cry for peace and change and includes a beautiful acoustic lap steel guitar from David Lindley. Because I think it is one of the most meaningful songs Jackson has ever written, I choose to include it on our list of Protest Songs in spite of the fact that it was written in the 80's and not the 60's.
Lyrics:
When you look into a child's face
And you're seeing the human race
And the endless possibilities there
Where so much can come true
And you think of the beautiful things
A child can do
How long -- would the child survive
How long -- if it was up to you
When you think about the money spent
On defense by a government
And the weapons of destruction we've built
We're so sure that we need
And you think of the millions and millions
That money could feed
How long -- can you hear someone crying
How long -- can you hear someone dying
Before you ask yourself
F**k Everyone Who Don't Like Me.....I am sick and damn tired of every selfserving asshole i meet judging me....I could give a shit less if you like me cause i like me also if you think what you see is friggin weird then you oughta get to know the real me it would blow you sheltered little minds.anyway f**k it I'm goin 2 drink this day away!
Customer Service Agent LanguageHave you ever called in and been rude to a customer service agent?
Have you ever heard them say have a nice day and really mean it?
Have a nice day really means fuck you.
If you ever hear them say have a wonderful day it really means fuck off and die.
If you ever hear them say have a fabulous day you really pissed them off.
That means I have your address bitch I know were you live.
If they ever say yes sir and no sir or mam there haveing a bad day right from the start that means hurry up with the fucken problem I hate my job.
Next time you call a customer service agent and there extremly nice watch out because this is what they really mean when they say it.
No Males Out ThereThat play an instrument, has a pic of self with instrument and would like to be in a contest? Goodness this is sad...guess all the musical talent is females?
My Countdowns Til......Get your own countdown at BlingyBlob.com
Get your own countdown at BlingyBlob.com
Get your own countdown at BlingyBlob.com
Afterglow VideoAfterglow lyrics - INXS lyricsINXS Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure
Don't Cry Mom =(Why are you crying, a young boy asked his Mom? "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will, but that's O.K."....... Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does Mom seem to cry for no reason?". "All women cry for no reason," was all his Dad could say...... The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God and when God got back to him, he asked "God, why do women cry so easily?" GOD answered...... "When I made woman, I decided she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet, made her arms gentle enough to give comfort... I gave her the inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times will come even from her own children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going and take care of her family and friends, even when everyone else gives up, through sickness and fatigue without com
Dont Cry MomWhy are you crying, a young boy asked his Mom? "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will, but that's O.K."....... Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does Mom seem to cry for no reason?". "All women cry for no reason," was all his Dad could say...... The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God and when God got back to him, he asked "God, why do women cry so easily?" GOD answered...... "When I made woman, I decided she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet, made her arms gentle enough to give comfort... I gave her the inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times will come even from her own children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going and take care of her family and friends, even when everyone else gives up, through sickness and fatigue without com
Count On MeCount On Me
If life becomes too much for you
And a friend is what you need
Just place your hand in mine
And when things are rough...I'll lead.
Feel free to lean against Me
If your burden is too much
I'll help you carry all the weight
With just a gentle touch.
I've strength enough for both of us
You can always count on Me
Give Me your heart to care for
Let Me set your spirit free.
I've time enough to listen
To all you have to say
I'm waiting just to hear from you
All you have to do is pray.
Until We Meet Again!!well,depending in the weather,I will be leaving in the morning,friday March 2,2007.
I have been a member of CherryTap for quite sometime.I have met a ton of people,added as friends,and family,and even fans.There is an incredible assortment of characters on sites such as this one.I have seen a million bulletins,I have had fun reposting alot of them too.lol.
Alot of the friends,have been like musicians-its seems one hit wonders...never did get reply back again...things change,people move,computers blow up!!
To know me:well,ok,I am very old fashioned.I really take friendship to heart.years ago,on my adventure with yahoo chat rooms,a friend of mine,who has not alot of use for online relationships and friendships,told me its hard online-you dont know really what the other person is really thinking,or their facial expression or eye contact!!I told him then,and still believe it-that shouldnt matter!!!A friend is a friend!!whether its on the phone,by letter,by email,or by chat!!I honor frie
So I Got My Vicand i love it, lol
and i want to keep it going, so i have a new pic ripped, and im starting over, no presure this time, if i can manage to get out 1,000 a day ill be in great shape, ben totaly rocks haha
History Of Breast CancerBreast cancer may be one of the oldest known forms of cancer tumors in humans. The oldest description of cancer (although the term cancer was not used) was discovered in Egypt and dates back to approximately 1600 BC. The Edwin Smith Papyrus describes 8 cases of tumors or ulcers of the breast that were treated by cauterization, with a tool called "the fire drill." The writing says about the disease, "There is no treatment." At least one of the described cases is male. For centuries, physicians described similar cases in their practises, with the same sad conclusion. It wasn't until doctors achieved greater understanding of the circulatory system in the 17th century that they could establish a link between breast cancer and the lymph nodes in the armpit. The French surgeon Jean Louis Petit (1674-1750) and later the Scottish surgeon Benjamin Bell (1749-1806) were the first to remove the lymph nodes, breast tissue, and underlying chest muscle. Their successful work was carried on by Willia
Vengence.no longer a marionette.
only yours in loving death.
there in wake will lie a beauty.
a putrid heart to beat newly.
a melancholy shadow risen.
a forgotten soul to do what's bidden.
blood to be spilled and avenged.
a tortured puppet makes amends.
decay of wasted matyrs you find.
are all that shes left behind.
at her hands they did cry.
as she runs rampant they all die.
the lies remebered as she woke.
wind me up the dollie spoke.
Just My Poetry...........Lover unknown......
My lips yearn to speak your name, though i know it not.
My ears desire to hear sweet nothings you should whisper, yet i have never head your voice.
My skin burns for your touch, but yet you have never touched me.
I crave to taste your kisses, are they sweet and gentle? are they urgent,demanding and passionate?
My heart belongs to you all you must do is claim it.
My soul is wild and reckless, you need to do nothing but whisper my nameto tame it.
My temper is firey and demanding your gentleness can cool and temper it.
My love is yours all you must do is capture it, all i have to give lyes hers waiting for you, my sweet lover unkown.
Looking For SignsLOOKING FOR SIGNS
From: Chris
I don't know if, anyone else ever experiences signs from God. I find myself in constant prayer during troubling times in my life. Fear always is outside the door. The nagging feeling that there isn't a God. When, the troubles seem to overcome me, I always ask God to give me a sign.
A few years ago, I'd first got into AA. At that time, felt as though, I couldn't slip into a deeper feeling of despair. One day while driving along, feeling as low as can be. I happened to notice along the interstate a sign on a overpass. Someone had painted TRUST JESUS. After that day, I've noticed this on numerous overpasses on my way to St. Louis.
A friend and I go to Ky. Lake sailing every summer and I've noticed the TRUST JESUS on overpasses going south to Ky. as well. I don't go east or north enough to notice if, there's a TRUST JESUS painted along the way.
I've also noticed in my drives how when, you're really searching for God the right bumper sticker is alw
Strait BashingI just had a thought about gay bashing. You know when people sit around and gay bash. mmm i wander if they strait bash. OMG did you see that strait guy he's sooo strait. Did you see what he was wering omg he is just to strait. I just dont understand why they like the opposite sex it just dont make sence to me. I just think its just soo sick to like the opposite sex how wierd. I wander since so many people gay bash if thats what they sit around and do lol.
Scaryits amazing what you do when you're bored. I wonder just how many people that watch this actually get a laugh out of it.
Surrender To DarknessPain, it's the obstacle to which we can never defend,
No one can help us, be they family or friend,
Pain is the tormentor that pulled us towards that ledge,
It’s all their fault, they pushed us over the edge,
It was too late when we fell down,
Through the sky onto the black charred ground,
Can you feel how much we hate and despise,
Let us tear, pull and rip out our eyes,
You see this is humanities ideal,
To tell each other how much hurt we feel,
This is how it should be for all time,
When we are chasing sanity from our minds,
How we would cut our skin and let flow our black blood,
Knowing that we would be washing the agony away for good,
To be gone from the world that teases us so inside of a coffin of silk and gold,
To be remembered fondly even when our bodies are cold,
They caused us to cry tears of utter nothingness,
They forgot to be our guide when we wandered the wilderness,
Can you see how we’re drowning in our sin?
Let us scratch and peel aw
Brokenman.....Broken Man
Somewhere inside of me, I die
A sickness lurks, I’ll never find
All my attempts, end in the vein.
I lye awake, alone at night
Trying to find, somewhere to hide.
I haven’t figured out just yet.
The only thing left, is my dreams
And my pain, never seen in me.
I’m so sorry, for everything.
(Chorus)-
So I smile, anyway.
Hollowed eyes, hide, my mistake.
I’ve paid in pain, to wear this disguise.
And I feel your lies ß(soften voice)
I hide my eyes.
I fear this pain, will never heal
You can’t understand, how I feel.
Alone I seem to break.
One more scar, I shouldn’t have take.
Feeling cold, has sealed my fate.
I have, no where to go, ill fate.
Leaving this broken man, alone
(Chorus)-
So I smile, anyway.
Hollowed eyes, hide my mistake.
I’ve paid in pain, to wear this disguise.
So I sing,
I hide my eyes. ß (soften voice)
Die alone.
I lye awake, alone at night.
Try
:(year of 07 is not great for me.. I am sad and hurting tonight.. I want to hide in my bedroom for several night and hide in bed. I want to cry but I can't. my heart feel like someone stab it.. my chest is crushed and squeeze. I am pretty hurting tonight..
*sigh* when will it become better ?
Medieval May Be True!Tired... tired. So weary of tomorrows light. Can’t hold it any longer, I’ve tried with all my might. A beacon I am not. Not this anymore. Tired, weary of the shadows.
Always waiting on my you... the build up comes to be.. Just for a soft safe landing. Another left out, let down for me.
My love. I hope you can hear what I tried to say. I hope you understand my love what I’m trying to save. Tomorrows another day. So stop and think. Don’t keep me waiting. Don’t wait on a good thing. You have my heart and all else in between. Don’t cast it to stone. Don’t let me sink.
Death is upon my jagged heart once again. And I guess I can’t give in. I must fight. Fight for air fight for freedom fight for my life. Fight for all that I will always love. And even at times I feel weak and can’t or don’t want to. I do. She has the love right there, I can see it. But she creeps in the shadows alone and afraid. Not knowing what to do. I am the beacon of suggestion that lights her path not the mo
Rainbow BridgeJust this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.
When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.
All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.
They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.
You have been spotted, and when you and y
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Another Attempt Of The Leap Of FaithIn The Hole
In the hole i wait and bleed,
waiting for my salvation to exceed.
I wait as the still air around me consumes my emptiness.
Seems as though the hole around me is swelling.
As my thoughts linger on it seems as though my mind keeps dwelling.
My legs are numb, my arms are feel as though they have left my body.
What did i do to deserve such an endangerment.
My body can not endure much more of this agonizing pain.
The extremities of the pain obliviates my thoughts for salvation.
I know my life is at its end.
Im going to lay here wait and bleed in the hole.
On The Movewell I just got promoted to reigonal manager for northern can dominos so i get to move from MN to CA not a bad trade off
You......can tell I'm naught a goody-goody
'cause I'm rockin' my Adidas 'oodie.
Y'may naught see me on the streets at noight,
butcha' defin'itly see m'white three stroipes.
0 - 200 In Less Than 6 Seconds!Ed was in trouble. He forgot his wedding anniversary. His wife was really angry. She told him "Tomorrow morning, I expect to find a gift in the driveway that goes from 0 to 200 in less then 6 seconds. AND IT BETTER BE THERE!!"
The next morning Ed got up early and left for work. When his wife woke up, she looked out the window and sure enough there was a box gift wrapped in the middle of the driveway. Confused, the wife put on her robe and ran out to the driveway, brought the box back in the house. She opened it and found a brand new bathroom scale.
Ed has been missing since Friday.
The Big Picture....ADMIST THE LITTLE THINGS I FIND THE LITTLEST OF THEM ALL.......WITHOUT THE LITTLE THINGS THE BIG PICTURE WOULD NEVER BECOME." FOOD FOR THOUGHT."
The Fireman And His WifeA FIREMAN came home from work one day and told his wife, You know, we have a wonderful system at the fire station:
BELL 1 rings and we all put on our jackets,
BELL 2 rings and we all slide down the pole,
BELL 3 rings and we're on the fire truck ready to go.
"From now on when I say BELL 1, I want you to strip naked.
When say BELL 2, I want you to jump in bed.
And when I say BELL 3, we are going to make love all night.
" The next night he came home from work and yelled, "BELL 1!"
The wife promptly took all her clothes off.
When he yelled "BELL 2!", the wife jumped into bed.
When he yelled "BELL 3!", they began making love.
After a few minutes the wife yelled "BELL 4!"
"What the hell is BELL 4?" asked the husband?
"ROLL OUT MORE HOSE," she replied, "YOU'RE NOWHERE NEAR THE FIRE."
Where It Was Lost.....Im at awwwwwww.
Soul.......... searching.. HELP.......COULD REALLY USED SOMEONE'S INPUT..
Female EjaculationFemale Ejaculation
Paul
The following assumes you have already an understanding of the G-spot.
W
omen lactate, men ejaculate, or so the old saying goes. Turns out some women, maybe most women, actually do both. Reports of women experiencing a gush of fluid at orgasm go back many centuries, but it's only fairly recently that (Western) science has taken these stories seriously.
The fluid comes through the urethra, but NOT from the bladder.
Many still explain away the fluid some women eject from the urethra at climax as urine resulting from momentary loss of bladder control. While this might occur in a very small number of women, it does not explain the experience shared by some women: the fluid doesn't look like urine, doesn't smell like urine, and it has been proven in many chemical analyses that it is not urine. These women produce a small amount of clear fluid which has only trace amounts of uric acid; this indicates the fluid comes through the urethra, but does not
SmileMyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts
smile makes the life beautiful,
expand your lips,
it expand your happiness;
life is a puzzle,
solve it by smiling;
smile makes the
unknown an known,
smile can penetrate the
china walls also..
language can separate us,
but never smile..
wherever
make a smile,
make the life beautiful..
a man without smile,
like the bud,
without blooming,
smile can open the
iron doors,
smile can make the
hell an heaven..
so..
smile please.
Hihi to every one drop by and chat
Drawing Photos Comming Soon!Hi everyone. Just to let you know that I just got a hold of my old sketch book and I plan to post some drawings in my photos soon. That is, whenever the hell I find my camera charger! I've looked for it everywhere, but I forgot where I placed it. I really need to clean out my room :). Well, that's all I got for now. Have a good weekend everyone!
Vacation Time......I started my 11 days of vacation time today. Didn't do a damn thing today except for sleep tell 2:30 in the after noon. It felt so good not to go to work on a Thursday. :D I have a lot of things to do tomorrow though. Nothing to excited planned for the next few days. We'll see what happens. I'm just happy not to go into work right now :D WOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
Kira's Bulletin.O'rly?!!
Dat is funnie fo sho!
Meh luv raven riley but not dat much yarly.
meh went 2 her page to apologize too ealier but she block meh.
Oh weelz now she look like a n00b and will pwnd herself fo sho!
What Kind Of Alcohol Am I ?What alcohol are you?? GREY GOOSEFine, fine alcohol! You like to tear up the Goose and be all loose. You know how to get the party started!! Take this test
Steelers Cut Porter,hayesSteelers Cut Porter, Haynes
(KDKA) PITTSBURGH The Pittsburgh Steelers released linebacker Joey Porter today
Porter was due a $1 million bonus next week and $4 million in the final year of his contract.
Porter has been the Steelers' starting right outside linebacker since the year 2000 and he was widely considered the team's best overall defensive player.
The veteran outside linebacker joined the team as the third-round draft pick back in 1999.
In addition to Porter, the team also announced today that running back Verron Haynes will not be back in black and gold.
Your NameI wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.
- Jessica Blade -
Friday & WeekendHey Ya'll Just wanted too take a few mins before my day gets started to wish everyone a great friday and weekend.. no plans for me not as of yet anyways...a weekend of peace and quiet for me wahoo... no kids etc.. just me and my 4 dogs lol...so i shall be online most all weekend maybe... and thre is no race.. and dont look like nutin is gonna be on tv either lol.. anyways im gonna close.. time too get more coffeee.. hugs and smiles coming your way... be good or be good at it... whatever may apply
Bec
Hard Hearteda darkened doorway
never crossed
a flame
which never flickers
a heart that never loved
holding back
a thousand tears
thinking back
througout the years
abused and used
is all she ever is
shes been broken
but now she's free
for the one who calls
will never be
a hardened heart
which turned to ice
a cruel hard bitch
is in its place
abused and used
is all she'll ever be
a tortured soul
which learned to hate
she'll be your naughty girl
before its too late
she'll come when you call
your pretty lillte thing
shes been broken
but now she's free
for the one who calls
will never be
Breasti-que.a poem BY Mel:
Poopie Poopie
kaki kaki
Diarreah brains
Shit Poop
fuck nuts
giggle pissin fun
farts and terds
fuck head nerds
shit in my soda can
Barbiqued titties
nards and nippies
eat a shit hole man!
Calling The New York State Department Of Motor VehiclesThis has got to be BY FAR the hardest thing I've ever done.
I've been dialing and redialing for over 20 minutes STRAIGHT and the line's busy busy busy!!! Let me give you some history here.
I owned a 1995 Nissan Pathfinder 4x4 when I was still living in New York. Well, it was no longer driveable, so I cancelled insurance on it. Little did I know that in New York, even non-driveable vehicles are REQUIRED to have minimum insurance on it. So they suspended my license.
Now I'm trying to call in to pay my $25.00 suspension termination fee so I can get my Colorado state driver's license. DAMN these people. I mean don't get me wrong, I thought I was going to have to pay like $500. So I'm happy about that.
But they want me to spend ALL DAMN DAY on the phone trying to get through to them, pay my $25.00 suspension termination fee, then have me wait a week before getting my Colorado license because that's how long it takes for it to update in the national database.
How desp
Buddha"Do not believe in anything simply because you have heard it. Do not believe in anything simply because it is spoken and rumored by many. Do not believe in anything simply because it is found written in your religious books. Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of your teachers and elders. Do not believe in traditions because they have been handed down for many generations. But after observation and analysis, when you find that anything agrees with reason and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it."
--Buddha
Appreciation, Potential, Fulfillment, And Grace!Our true selves are often buried under fears and learned behavior. When we recognize our power, our luminosity, and our divinity, we can live authentic lives of appreciation, potential, fulfillment, and grace.
Mar 1 2007 8:28A
The cowardly, judgemental, jealous and immature are of the same earth and are merely on a different conscious level at this point in their life. Demonstrate the power of grace by having patience, compassion, and the ability to forgive... ¢¾¢¾¢¾ ¢¾¢¾¢¾ ¢¾¢¾¢¾
Something To HonorI received this in an e-mail this moring. I normally deleted mass e-mails but no this one.
Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq. I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you.
Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we
EvilYou Are 30% Evil
A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.
In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.
How Evil Are You?
What A Farce!OK So they won't let me pay my suspension termination fee over the phone... Why? Because the Visa Card is in my fiance`s name and not mine, and she had already left for work and they couldn't talk to her to get authorization.
So I decide to go poking around the New York State Department of Motor Vehicles website. They have a link called "Online Transactions". So I click it and put in all my info and it comes up with my name, and it says "Suspension Termination Fee - $50.00" click here to pay by credit card.
HA! GOT 'EM!
So I click there, fill out all my fiance`s information and BOOM! The website takes the payment and gives me a confirmation number. In addition it tells me that processing takes 3 - 5 days and weekends count.
So I should be able to get my Colorado Driver's License no later than Wednesday of next week.
GODS I love the internet!!
DemonStorm
MovingOK ya'll we are moving this weekend so i will out of touch for few day. hope all is well with everyone and i see all you when i get the internet back. take care.
Yesterday....So.
I ended up staying home yesterday.
I made it to the bathroom and ended up passing out as soon as i got there.
Apparently it had been a very bad idea to go to work on Wednesday with a fever because I paid for it yesterday.
The good news is that the fever broke yesterday afternoon and by 2pm I was able to make it shakily downstairs to eat something.
*shakes head*
Ah well. I still made it to work today feeling normal for the first time in a week. So I guess I'm heading out tonight to Velvet for some Jungle/ Drum & Bass at Strictly Social.
*yawns* Just hope I can nap before going out.
Attention?Why do these normal/average housewives get on the internet and show their boobs for attention? I can see Bobbi Doll doing it, that's her career. I can see Jenna Jameson doing it, she has sex for a living. But Mary Joe next door who car pools your kids? I think it is a lack of self esteem.And some of these gals really should keep their clothes on.
Ever Wonder Why Abby Never Publishes Letters From Men?Dear Abby,
I've never written to you before, but I really need your advice on what could be a crucial decision.
I've suspected for some time now that my wife has been cheating on me. The usual signs... Phone rings but if I answer, the caller hangs up.
My wife has been going out with the girls a lot recently although when I ask their names she
Always says, "Just some friends from work, you don't know them." I always stay awake to
Look out for her taxi coming home, but she always walks down the street.
Anyway, I have never approached the subject with my wife. I think deep down I just didn't want to know the truth, but last night she went out again and I decided to really check on her. I decided I was going to park
My Harley Davidson motor cycle next to the garage and then hide behind it so I could get a good
View of the whole street when she came home.
It was at that moment, crouching behind my Harley, that I noticed that the valve covers on my engine seemed to
This Hurts Like A Bitch In HeatWho woulda thought that opening a fucking coke bottle could be sooo hard... I have been trying to open it for the last 5-10 minutes, it did the same thing to me last time. My right hand now has a lil welt on it lol. And it hurts wicked.
Fucking coke company.
p.s. this blog is completely pointless. lol.
Crying InsideI'm going to take a few days away from here. My heart is heavey and I'm crying inside. I can't cry outward because that's the way it is with me. Maybe a few tears, but then, bottle them up and hide them. The way things are right now, well...work sucks, life sucks, love sucks, prophecy sucks. The feeling that no-one really cares is strong and I'm alone.
I wish I could blow my fucking brains out, but I can't. Not only is it a sin even in my believes, but I'm afraid I'd fuck it up and make things worse by becoming an invalid unable to finish the job and become a drain on the family. Also I went and had a child so it wouldn't be right to lay that on her either. I do love my child, I just never wanted her. I didn't want kids. My husband did. He finally admitted to the fact that he was glad I kept her.
I never wanted to be born. I was an excuse for my mom to get out of an abusive home. My dad never wanted me, but back in the 50's a girl got pregnant she got married. My mom nearly mis
The Think I Thunk.Every Friday morning I wonder why the hell I was so anxious for Friday to come.
I'm at work. Friday blows just as much as every other damn day.
Fridays are just Mondays preceding Saturdays.
Our DayThis was written for my first love for our first year anniversary back in 2005...everything now is history. Enjoy the poem and comments are always welcome.
Today was the day,
You took my first kiss away.
It was not fixed,
Yet it was not planned.
Deep down, when that moment happened
It made me feel so grand.
I had fallen for you.
I admit that straight down.
I followed my heart,
I let it take lead.
For there was something about you,
Which made me proceed.
I could not believe my dream had come true.
A perfect man had walked into my life,
And that man is no one else
But only you.
In both our lives so far,
Its been tough,
Its been hard.
Its mainly the distance
which is the problem.
That is why we are far apart.
But however far it may be,,
However tough it can get.
Just close your eyes and picture me.
That's an image,
Probably,
You will not forget?!
This is a day, which is very special to me,
And a day I will cher
Life!!!!“Most people think life sucks, and then you die. Not me. I beg to differ. I think life sucks, then you get cancer, then your dog dies, your wife leaves you, the cancer goes into remission, you get a new dog, you get remarried, you owe ten million dollars in medical bills but you work hard for thirty-five years and you pay it back and then -- one day -- you have a massive stroke, your whole right side is paralyzed, you have to limp along the streets and speak out of the left side of your mouth and drool but you go into rehabilitation and regain the power to walk and the power to talk and then -- one day -- you step off a curb at Sixty-seventh Street, and BANG you get hit by a city bus and then you die. Maybe.”
Short Story About A Boy And A Girl ;p"Yo Tom, I need a ride home. Fuck'n, Jessie and Laurie, left without me."
"Alright, Let me see what I can do." Tom, yelled back across the throng of people squeezed into his living room.
20 minutes later...Tom finds Koy, sitting in the dark in the front porch on the couch by himself, looking out the window.
"Brooklyn, This is Koy." Tom, announces..."Alright man, she's leaving, and she said she would drop you off. So, she's all yours."
"Kool, Thx. I appreciate it."
"Don't thank me...thank her. I aint the one who has to drive ya. Hell, I can hardly see straight, anyway."
Koy gets up from the couch, looks at Brooklyn and says, "Thx...I didnt wanna get stuck here...and seriously, I do appreciate it."
"No problem. Are you ready to go, then?", Broklyn replied
"Yeah...I been ready. Let's go."
They both head outside...while Koy follows Brooklyn to her car.
"So, how do you know, Tom?" Koy asked
"He used to date my friend, Kara...a while back. He called me up, th
Oh Welltoday again I stayed up all night, im not sure why this is my first contest Im sure I picked the wrong one if there is another contest for me its going to a shorter time frame I have to see doctor after doctor, my red blood cell count is so high I feel faint all the time, radiation treatment are next im not looking forward to that I have had them before made me sick all the time but much better then Kemo all this could not have come at a worst time , I remember when I was young my father had high blood pressure and they (doctors) told him stop getting upset stop yelling and working yourself up to a point where you get angry, LOL if you knew my father this was like asking a fly to make friends with a frog, no My father yelled and got pissed when the wind blew the wind chimes outside of our house ones he put there to began with, funny people are asking me to relax and calm down when most people know that this is A. my first contest, B. I see tons of flaws in it. C. I SEE MORE THEN A TON
A Letter To AlcoholDear Alcohol,
First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. My friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holiday's hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences:
1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night?
2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big Italian meatball and
To My FriendsMyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts
If you would trust and believe in me,
you would see the friend that i can be.
Through the good and the bad,
you would always count on me,
you would see the friend that i can be.
If you needed to talk i would listen,
I would comfort you if you were sad.
Through the good and the bad.
You would see the friend that i can be.
If you trust and believe in me,
a friend i will always be.
FarewellThey gather in this silent place and slowly bow each head
A calliope of sobbing hearts paying homage to the dead
Sadness never felt before covering each heart and face
The storming sea of tears cease as the preacher takes his place
In the distance they take there spot with esprit de corps and pride
Paying homage to someone never known; a comrade still inside
Small children and the elders who’ve aged all gather round a tent
As through fleeting words awkward and quick; to higher prayers are sent
A man steps up they’ve never seen; in his eye a tear
Prepare yourself for our salute to a loved one you held dear
In precision movement like a clock the players take their place
Shots soon shake country side and send tears down each reddened face
As they present the final salute and silently stand tall
The music beating off the hill is each soldier’s final call
Balloons released toward heaven some hold such loving memories Drifting toward zenith reminds them a loved one, whom no lo
Installing LoveInstalling Love
Tech Support: Yes, ... How can I help you?
Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process?
Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?
Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready. What do I do first?
Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart?
Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running?
Tech Support: What programs are running ?
Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now.
Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to c
Are You That Stupidok if you wanted sumone back wouldnt you go otu of your way to prove it to then not just say i love you take me back is that all you would do and no only not prove it tell girls you love them and tell them "fuck me" as if me saying it to you not that it matters i just wanna know
Clinton, Obama, Bayh Vs Julioni And Who?clinton, obama, bayh vs julioni and who?
can the g.o.p. combat the democrats all-star lineup
any two of the three, (clinton, obama and bayh) will make up the presidential ticket for the dems - can they win? - if obama doesn't get the presidential nod will the black vote go to clinton - will the number from the black vote reach it's potential? - don't think it will matter 'cause all but the far right conservatives may offer their vote to clinton, obama or bayh
how will the republicans even compete? - julioni will get the old establishment vote and maybe some of the baby-boomers - how will the g.o.p. steal the minority and youth votes from their counterparts?
only shot the republicans have would be any combination of colon powell, condalisa rice and julioni and most likely this trio ain't happenen - but if rice and powell put their hats into the ring - we would have the largest voter turnout ever and possibly the greatest percentage of voters since the eighteenth century
i
Betraying The Trust Of His Audiencebowling for columbine - mike - exposing the ease of accessing fire arms/ammunition via banks and shopping centers is beautiful - not revealing both sides through edit and non-disclosure is fine, but label it as propaganda for your obviously-acute agenda i.e. - heston/nra convention in colorado post-shooting...you idiot! people please educate yourself before your pledge your (blind) faith to this self-proclaimed prophet:
http://www.hardylaw.net/Truth_About_Bowling.html
and please take a glance at the resume' of mr moore's cut-and-paste genius:
http://www.mooreexposed.com/
Fortnight Of Fearsmy heart, weak. my strength, no longer there. my fears are being verified. you don't care. i've felt it for some time, the list when you say it. as if you're a recording, on a loop never to quit. like the tape is worn. my world is torn. you were my strength. now, you left my heart forlorn. i said i loved you today, and did you find the words to say? no, you just changed the subject. i'm in disarray. don't want to hurt anymore. bet i'd find my courage, as i lay here on the floor, to do the thing my soul craves, if steven hadn't hidden my blade. alas, this is not the end. i sit and type as you play your role on cherrytap again. the more you think that things change, the more you see that they're the same. and as such, here i sit in pain. how i long to breathe. but it's getting hard to.what's left of me, will it be enough for you. i already know. NO!
--Sent from my Helio
Long WeekIt's been such a long week. Between work, school, and homework, I'm dying. I have today off and I get paid, so I'm a happy camper. I'm planning on getting my bellybutton pierced today if my paycheck is decent, so wish me luck on that.
Oh My GoodnessI am so sore again. I over worked myself. lol. Apparently i havent done pushups or sit ups in sooo long that my body isnt used to it. But its just gonna have to suck it the fuck up.
April i am flying to eglin air force base in florida. Can't wait! Get to go shopping :]
I'm thirsty again and the god damn coke bottle wont open again, i fucking hate this!
Today is my lazy day. My lazy days go like this. Stay in my pajamas all day. Don't shower till real late at night. Eat a lot. And then dont work out. Ooo and do a lot of sleeping. All i do is pretty much sit in front of the tv or computer and be ickyy. haha.
Tonight is bowling night with the family. Wa fucking hoo! Even Ian has to go and hes 21. My parents made sure us kids had very structured lives. I'm still not allowed to watch MTV but i do. And none of us were allowed to date till we were 15 lol. And look at my brother, hes 21 and has a daughters whos turning 1 on March 28th.
I think i have to get my apendix out. It h
The ExtrasAt the end of the tax year, the Tax Office sent an inspector to audit the books of a synagogue. While he was checking the books he turned to the Rabbi and said: "I notice you buy a lot of candles. What do you do with the candle drippings?"
"Good question," noted the Rabbi. "We save them up and send them back to the candle makers, and every now and then they send us a free box of candles."
"Oh," replied the auditor, somewhat disappointed that his unusual question had a practical answer. But on he went, in his obnoxious way: "What about all these biscuit purchases? What do you do with the crumbs?"
"Ah, yes," replied the Rabbi, realizing that the inspector was trying to trap him with an unanswerable question. "We collect them and send them back to the manufacturers, and every now and then they send a free box of holy biscuits."
"I see," replied the auditor, thinking hard about how he could fluster the know-it-all Rabbi.
"Well, Rabbi," he went on, "what do you do with all the
The Five Variable Love TestYour Five Variable Love Profile
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is low.
You see love as a gift that you should give to many.
It's hard for you to imagine being with one person at at time...
Let alone one person for the rest of your life!
Experience Level:
Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!
Dominance:
Your dominance is low.
This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.
You know a relationship is not about getting your way.
And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.
Independence:
Your independence is medium.
In
Letting GoLETTING GO TAKES LOVE
To let go does not mean to stop caring,
it means I can't do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off,
it's the realization I can't control another.
To let go is not to enable,
but allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means
the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try to change or blame another,
it's to make the most of myself.
To let go is not to care for,
but to care about.
To let go is not to fix,
but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge,
but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,
but to allow others to affect their destinies.
To let go is not to be protective,
it's to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny,
but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold or argue,
but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desir
My FeelingsIs it possible to love some one too much??
i mean in a sence you feel you cant love them enough and no matter what you say or do it is never enough but yet you would give your life for them but yet you feel as though you love them intirely too much, so much that you would be willing to die for them if a speading car was comming down the road and it was a decision of your life or theirs you would sonner throw yourself befoe that car and see the other person live gahhhhhhhhhh i dont know ok im babbleing so i will stop here
Your Five Variable Love ProfileYour Five Variable Love Profile
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is low.
You see love as a gift that you should give to many.
It's hard for you to imagine being with one person at at time...
Let alone one person for the rest of your life!
Experience Level:
Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!
Dominance:
Your dominance is low.
This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.
You know a relationship is not about getting your way.
And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.
Independence:
Your independence is low.
Dante's Inferno TestThe Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)ModerateLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)ModerateLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low
What Is Love ?Love is like an illness
that we can't hide it for.
Love is like a flame,
We never know when it comes
and heat us or burn us down.
Love can make us happy but
can make our life misserably..
Love is an emotion that is hard to show,
Love also helps make a relationship grow,
Love can be hard to cope with, isn't it true?
Especially when the person you love doesn't love you.
Love is a coma and go thing that sometimes may last long,
It can also be a comforting word when all hope is gone.
Love is kinds like it should be,
Love is not an object that someone wants,
Love is a great emotion this we all know,
SO find someone to love and let your love flow
Maxed Out!!!I Have Maxed Out my Daily comment Rates.. for my level.. So I can not rate any pics or send any more comments only can rate profiles.. So Don't be upset if I dont rate your pic or leave you a comment for today.. Thanks
Nuns On BikesTwo nuns cycling down a cobbled street. The first one says "I've never come this way before"; the second one replies "Must be the cobbles."
SuccessA man who has just died finds himself standing at the gates of Heaven. To his right is standing an attractive women, and to his left is a ladder. The woman speaks, "Come with me through the gate and spend eternity with me, or climb the ladder to success." The man always eager to get ahead in life chooses to climb the ladder. The man finds an even more beautiful woman standing in front of another gate. Next to her is another ladder. The woman says, "Come with me through the gate and all your fantasies will be granted, or climb the ladder to success." This time the man is tempted, but his greed takes over and he climbs the ladder higher.
He again encounters a woman. This woman, however; is the most beautiful woman he has ever seen. She says, "come with me and I will satisfy your deepest desires forever, or climb the ladder to success." The man can't believe his luck. He decides to take his chances and climbs the ladder. He comes to another gate. This time there is no woman waiting for
You Are My SunshineYou Are My Sunshine
by BlueWolf
You are the sunshine of my life,
You can light up my darkest day,
I need your love to guide me,
When skies are gloomy and gray.
When the sun is shinning brightly,
Birds sing sweetly from high above,
Butterflies flutter in it's warmth,
Like my heart dances with your love.
Sun rays are living nourishment,
Of God's creations, large and small,
Slowly blossoming budding flowers,
Sprouting seeds into trees so tall.
The sun promises a new tomorrow,
Like my love grows for you each day,
Blooming with sun rays of your love,
As you guide me along the way.
I Want OneA guy is driving around Tennessee and he sees a sign in front of a house: "Talking Dog For Sale."
He rings the bell and the owner tells him the dog is in the backyard. The guy goes into the backyard and sees a Labrador retriever sitting there.
"You talk?" he asks.
"Yep," the Lab replies.
"So, what's your story?"
The Lab looks up and says, "Well, I discovered that I could talk when I was pretty young. I wanted to help the government, so I told the CIA about my gift, and in no time at all they had me jetting from country to country, sitting in rooms with spies and world leaders, because no one figured a dog would be eavesdropping. I was one of their most valuable spies for eight years running."
"But the jetting around really tired me out, and I knew I wasn't getting any younger so I decided to settle down. I signed up for a job at the airport to do some undercover security wandering near suspicious characters and listening in. I uncovered some incredible dealings and
You All Have A Wonderful Weekend!!!My hopes, thoughts and prayers are always with everyone on here!!!
Have a wonderful weekend!!
Be Safe and dry!!
Positive thoughts always!! :)
Jeremy
What Is Your Seduction Style?Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover
You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires.
And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek.
You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships.
It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is.
What Is Your Seduction Style?
A Typical MaleA husband and wife lying in bed ..husband nugdes wife and says honey I want some im in the mood...wife says no leave me alone.. a few minutes later he nudges her again come on honey I'm in need bad.. she says no leave me alone i mean it..I have an ob?gyn appt in the morning and i want to be clean and fresh!!! A few minutes later husband nudges her and says well babe do u have a dentist appt too?
How The Hell Did I Get Here???Over the last few days I have been developing a deep annoyance for this place. Granted I have met a few nice people that I think I would like to keep contact with. Overall....I feel like my IQ has dropped for being here. It was alot of fun at first, the changed from myspace was nice. The comments, points and attention was fun. Now it all seems pointless. Sis has already said she was gonna delete her account. Maybe she has the right idea? Most people would take this blog as a "oh, look who's trying to get attention...boo-f-ing-hoo" thing. I would think that at first as well...I have limited patience for "pity me...someone pay attention to me" behaviors. In honesty though, this has been my "secret place" from many of the myspace friends and I'm just sorting thoughts since I can't really talk about this place on my other blog.
Everyone has been very polite here (for the most part) so I suppose I should give credit there. It's nice not having whoring teens wandering about the site altho
Add Yourselfplease feel free to add yourself to my guest photo album people
Are You Right Or Left BrainedYou Are 20% Left Brained, 80% Right Brained
The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.
The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.Are You Right or Left Brained?
A Funny Thing Happened....ok so i was in messenger last night having a threeway convo with my mates when this guy decides he wants to come play with me...
so wrong thing to do when im in a threeway...
so i decided i would play... my mates in the three way were laughing thier arses off as this guy was all about blowjobs.... i think he thought he was being really naughty asking me if i could deep throat... (please get something more original!).... so i invited one of the friends into the conversation from my threeway... she thought this was great fun.. the poor guy almost shit himself when i invited my girlfriend..
so here is the funny part..he decided at this point to ask for pictures of my girlfriend.. to which was replied i dont share my bitch with noone... he didnt like that so hit back with do you suck dick together? DER she's my bitch dumbass... so this guy keeps going on & on about his cock and how far down he could stick it down my throat... and i was getting bored as i do when the conversation is BORI
Spring FestivalDear Blog,
Life always brings Happiness and Sorrows with every moment and with a new day. When it comes to the happiness u always become more and more greedy to collect as much as u can. but when it comes to the sorrows , u always try to avoid to not to face . but , always face whatever comes in ur way because "if u want to pluck the rose, u have to go through the thorns".
This time i went back to my hometown to celebrate the spring festival called BASANT. it is a cultural festival of our country Pakistan. this festival is basically a festival in which people gathered around and fly kites , and fill the sky with alot of colors . So, i went back to my home town celebrate it with my family . it was really an beautiful experience for me to c my family with me . i went back after a long time and feel the extra excitement.
The area in which i live was very crowded , people climb up on the roofs , decorating with lights , sound systems , kites , threads which use to fly the kites. In gene
I Am Moving!!! Yayyyy...Just letting all my friends and family know that from Saturday, March 3rd until Thursday March 8th, I wont have any internet service. I am moving into a bigger apartment, yee haw!
I may come to my sisters a time or two during that period and check in.
But until then, know that you are all special people in my life, and you'll get lotsa love from me as soon as I get back up and going.
Meanwhile...
~X~Just Meee~X~
My Head Hurtshead too sore for this place
ill be back.....
maybe
have a good one
The Right Words To SayMy Dear Friends,To say Hello is the easiest thing to say,But to say goodbye is the hardest thing to say,for I do not like to say goodbye,For I love,care and miss all of my friends, when we don't talk, or touch ... like a hug,so for now,I hope you all take care,..For I feel that these are the right words to say.
What Planet Are You FromYou Are From Mercury
You are talkative, clever, and knowledgeable - and it shows.
You probably never leave home without your cell phone!
You're witty, expressive, and aware of everything going on around you.
You love learning, playing, and taking in all of what life has to offer.
Be careful not to talk your friends' ears off, and temper your need to know everything.What Planet Are You From?
New Drugs For WomenDAMNITOL
Take 2 and the rest of the world can go to
hell for up to 8 full hours.
EMPTYNESTROGEN
Suppository that eliminates melancholy
and loneliness by reminding you of how
awful they were as teenagers and how
you couldn't wait till they moved out.
ST. MOMMA'S WORT
Plant extract that treats mom's depression
by rendering preschoolers unconscious
for up to two days.
PEPTOBIMBO
Liquid silicone drink for single women. Two
full cups swallowed before an evening out
increases breast size, decreases intelligence,
and prevents conception.
DUMBEROL
When taken with Peptobimbo, can cause
dangerously low IQ, resulting in enjoyment
of country music and pickup trucks.
FLIPITOR
Increases life expectancy of commuters by
controlling road rage and the urge to flip
off other drivers.
MENICILLIN
Potent anti-boy-otic for older women.
Increases resistance to such lethal lines
as, "You make me want to be a better
person. "
BUYAGRA
Injectable sti
Sorry If I'm Grouchy!!HEY FRIENDS SORRY IF I AM GROUCHY WITH ANY OF YOU... I AM QUITTING SMOKING!! I HAVE SMOKE FOR 22 1/2 YEARS SO IT IS VERY HARD TO QUIT!! BUT I HAVE TO SO I CAN HAVE MY SURGERY SOON!! SO PLEASE DON'T TAKE IT PERSONAL IF I HAVE BEEN GROUCHY WITH YOU!! I WILL PROBABLY STAY OFF HERE EXCEPT FOR TO JUST CHECK IN FOR THE WEEKEND!! DON'T WANT TO BE AN ASSHOLE TO ANYONE!! TAKE CARE!! LUV YA FRIENDS!!
The Insanity Will Continue - Part 2It continues to snow! Not what I call real snow, though. It's more like very light flakes that are more like a fine mist most of the time! This fine mist is beginning to freeze onto everything! Oh, yeah! This will be fun in the morning!
I did not have to resort to a non-stop belly dancing marathon! Honestly, I couldn't. Taylor stole the boombox so he and his "lady friend" could listen to music. OK, this is round two! Tim had his girlfriend over earlier this afternoon. They got way tired of me busting in on them! Hey, it was too quiet in there! I always threaten to get into public health nurse mode and do my Safe Sex lecture for the little darlings! That, my friends, is a fate worse than death - or so they seem to think, lol! And yes, I have done it before. You'd think that once would be enough, but NOOOOOO! No hickeys, that I can see anyway, so Tim won't have to be stealing my make-up again. I do not want to know where the hickey is this time, lol!!!!!
Dakota has been watching Wi
What Dragon Type Are You?What kind of Dragon are you? White DragonYou are majestic and elegant. You might not pick up on things right away and maybe you can be alittle slow, but no matter what you are a beautiful person, inside and out.You are a very calm person and tend to be kind and friendly. Take this test
Does Size Matter?Does the size of a guys dick really matter that much?
So, now I am going to be completely honest about this, according to my own personal beliefs . . . Mine and mine alone. I swear that no dick size is not what makes the biggest impact during sex, it helps but can be overlooked. Let me explain this shall I?
1. A 4 man can please a woman just as much as a 9 man he just has to work a little harder at it
1. He should learn to eat pussy better than any man should know how, because trust me guys when you can lick her clit and make her cum she isnt worried about the size of your dick anymore
2. He should learn to position himself to maximize penetration (hell man move to the left, right, back, up, down, stand on your fucking head if you have to)
3. He should learn the actual art of foreplay, not just groping blindly until she is wet and then sticking it in (actually feel, caress - not pull- on her entire body, learn what she wants you to do, play it slowly - this is not a spee
Friends Pt. 2One of , if not the first person I met on here was a lette by the name of Okjoo Kim$LCN$.
You know, I see these bullitins all damn day long about how people are not really friends on here, they are just there for points. Well, not her. She has been one of the coolest people I have had the honor of knowing on here and continue to enjoy knowing her. It doesnt hurt that she calls me sexy or whatnot either ;p. Anywho, if you get a sec, go check her page and read her profile. She is quite the lady. And I added her as family after just a few days. Check her out here:
Okjoo Kim$LCN$@ CherryTAP
SeptemberSEPTEMBER = LOVER
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends
to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and
caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have
many friends. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good
memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others.
Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a
way that only their lover can understand.
An Ugly Thing, But Sometimes NecessaryWar is an ugly thing, but not the ugliest of things. The decayed and degraded state of moral and patriotic feeling which thinks that nothing is worth war is much worse. The person who has nothing for which he is willing to fight, nothing which is more important than his own personal safety, is a miserable creature and has no chance of being free unless made and kept so by the exertions of better men than himself.
John Stuart Mill
Great News For 2 In Our Family.First my mom and her bf Jack are getting married which is very exciting...congrats Mom I love ya.
And second...which most will think I am stupid but its my life and dont care if anyone likes it. I am getting married as well. Richard aka Reddemon was gonna ask me when he got back from training but he said he couldnt wait that long...hehe. Dec. 19th of this year is the date we set.
I dont want to hear anything negative from anyone...so dont comment unless its gonna be positive.
Vamp
Sex And Dirty Jokes: Masturbata.Sitting in my house, and I know that I'm alone,
Feeling kinda horny, got a jingle in my bone
Go and grab a Penthouse it's the one with Sharon Stone
Hey Masturbata!
I go a little faster and its feeling kind of nice,
Once ain't enough so I have to do it twice
If you wanna spank the monkey I can give you good advice
Hey Masturbata!
I use some baby oil or a little Vaseline,
Laying down a towel so I keep my carpet clean
Never shake my hand cause you don't know where its been
Hey Masturbata!
I do it in the car when I'm driving down the street,
One hand on the wheel and the other on my meat
I can't get out the car cause I'm sticking to the seat
Hey Masturbata!
Since I was a kid I have been a masturbater,
Choke the chicken; hum the knob, squeezing the tomato
I've looked at Ms. November now I'm gonna decorate her
Hey, Masturbata!
Buffing the banana, Mr. Lizard shaking bacon,
Pounding on the flounder and its mayonnaise I'm makin'.
Spank the frank, wax the carrot,
The Top 15 Names For Drinks Containing GenitaliaA Colorado man recently found what was originally thought to be a penis in a bottle of fruit juice. I understand that it turned out to be some sort of mold shaped like a danglything, but still... ewwwww.
15> Man-root Beer
14> Grape KneeLength
13> Orange Bush
12> Royal Crotch Cola
11> Red Balls
10> Ginger's Tail
9> Shaftsta
8> Toolaide
7> Dr. Pecker
6> Knee-Hi Cream Soda
5> Yoo-Hoo, Sailor!
4> Poke-a Cola
3> Mount 'n' Do Me
2> Mandarin Schlong Explosion Snapple
and Topfive.com's Number 1 Name for Drinks Containing Genitalia...
1> 'Baterade
MigrainesWell Jordan(my oldest..17)came home from school today with a migraine, took some meds and laid down..then he got sick. So around 6 he ask me if I'd take him to the hospital to get a shot. We had to do this once before. Well luckily where we doctor at now has an Urgent Care office. So I took him there .. they gave him a combined shot for the pain and the throwing up. He's doing ALOT better now. This poor kid was getting migraines when he was like 5, usually only when he got all worked up playing too hard or eating/drinking too much sweets. Then he went through a period where he didn't have them. Then about 2 years ago he started getting them again. I also get migraines. Haven't for awhile, thank goodness. I told him tonite that he needs to cut back on drinking the Coke.
So I guess thats about it.
Later Taters!
Funky
Stroll On The BeachI LOVE TAKING STROLLS ON THE BEACH AT NIGHT TO HEAR THE WAVES AND HOW CALM EVERYTHING IS.
Do U Know?One of those things you have no control over. It can give you a lot and it can take alot away. You can not find it. It will find you when you least expect it. Some people say that you can not see it and others say that there is no such thing.
What is it you ask? It makes you thinkg and look at things in many diffrent ways. When it hits you, you will think you are high as a bird, light as the clouds, and feel as bright as the sunshine. When you do find it does it have a hold on you? Do you have a hold on it?
You can not control where it comes from. You can somewhat control the side affects from it. You try to keep it hidden. You try to keep it locked away. There is somepoint in time that you must let it show or come out. Then again that is where control comes into place.
As you read this, read it again, and sit back, think, and look. Clear your mind, heart, soul and anything else that you can let go. Forget about everything you have thought about, seen, learned, and been
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WalmartOnly In Wal-Mart
>
> I like this greeter's sence of humor!
>
> A very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walks into Wal-Mart with
> her two kids in tow, screaming obscenities at them all the way through
> the entrance. She's dressed in dirty jeans, a greasy t-shirt with holes
> in it and wearing flip-flops exposing her cracked and filthy toenails.
> When she yells at the kids, she exposes her yellowed, crooked teeth
> with more than a few missing.
>
> The Wal-Mart Greeter says, "Good morning and welcome to Wal-Mart.
> Nice children you've got there. Are they twins?"
> The ugly woman stops screaming long enough to say, "Hell no they ain't!
> The oldest one, he's 9 and the younger one, she's 7. Why the Hell
> would you think they're twins? Do you really think they look alike?"
>
> "No", replies the greeter, "I just couldn't believe that you got laid twice.
>
SadA friend of mine's hubby passed away today. Her name is Karen. She's on my friends list. Please keep her in your prayers. I love you Karen.
RIP CHARLIE!!!
My New Friends And FansThank you to all of you who have come by and added me as a friend and rated my stuff. If I missed getting back and rating you let me know. I am trying to go through and make sure I hit up everyone who has stopped by and taken the time to chck out my profile & pics and rated me all 10's! Thanks. Sorry for the shout box being off and private messages being off. My husband and I both agreed to do that to keep from having any problems so we could keep this fun and both be able to TAP...:-)
CompanionSettle back beneath the stars. Listen close in silken Threads. Head to pillow, should you rest. My arm wrapped protectively pulling you to my chest. I kiss your neck once, twice, three times. My way of saying love you with no words envolved. My breath I take deep and know that heaven here belongs to me. My heart has no more tears to shed. Because now theres you to hold my hand. So into the night I let myself drift. Knowing that when I sleep. You there in my dreams I may see. A lover, and friend, a companion true. That someone that I can truely give my heart to.
Personal Narritive...kinda Long...8 Pgs.It was a normal eighth grade day for me as I stood in front of a row of lockers, which looked to be painted over a hundred times, resembling an old rusted light shade of blue that I'd begun to get used to. I felt as if I walked those halls, lined with those lockers, more than I'd walked the halls of my own house. I was in routine mode as I turned the dial on the locker I called my own. I thought in my head, and probably even whispered to myself, the numbers as I turn the lock right three times to 12, then left, past 12 once, to 37, then back to the right, to 25. I even remember lifting up the plastic handle painted silver to resemble metal before I felt my hair being grabbed, twisted and pulled. My head yanked back and then forward again slamming into the face of my closed locker. As my head flung back from the impact I opened my eyes and was stunned to see that where my head had just hit the locker there was now a dent. I was surprised my head could do that and was wondering what my f
DrudryWHAT IS DRUIDRY?
Druidism, or Druidry as it is often called, is for some a spiritual path, for others a religion, and for others a cultural activity.
As a cultural activity, Druid ceremonies provide part of the context and pageantry for the National Eisteddfodau of Wales, Cornwall and Brittany.
As a spiritual way or philosophy, Modern Druidism began to develop about three hundred years ago during a period known as the ‘Druid Revival’. It was inspired by the accounts of ancient Druids, and drew on the work of historical researchers, folklorists and early literature. In this way Druidry’s heritage stretches far back into the past.
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What does it mean to be a Druid today? Above all else, Druidry means following a spiritual path rooted in the green Earth. It means participating in a living Western spiritual tradition drawn from many sources, including surviving legacies from Celtic wisdom teachings, but embracing the contri
Earth Teach Me To RememberEarth Teach Me to Remember
by John Yellow Lark
Earth teach me stillness
as the grasses are stilled with light.
Earth teach me suffering
as old stones suffer with memory.
Earth teach me humility
as blossoms are humble with beginning.
Earth Teach me caring
as the mother who secures her young.
Earth teach me courage
as the tree which stands alone.
Earth teach me limitation
as the ant which crawls on the ground.
Earth teach me freedom
as the eagle which soars in the sky.
Earth teach me resignation
as the leaves which die in the fall.
Earth teach me regeneration
as the seed which rises in the spring.
Earth teach me to forget myself
as melted snow forgets its life.
Earth teach me to remember kindness
as dry fields weep in the rain.
This DayI will start this day differently than others. I will look clearly at the morning. I will walk out with my cup of coffee, and take some time to look at the flowers and the trees. I will see the weather, and look to see what weather is coming for the next few days. I will recognize the season, and see what the next few weeks will bring. I will experience the clarity of my head this morning, and how that is different from how things used to be. I will appreciate the changes that I have made in my life to make this clarity happen. Mornings used to be different. I will make some small difference in my world today. I will make some small difference in someone else's world today: my daughter's, my son's, my friend's? Yours? I will change my pattern of behavior again today, and it will be better. I will make a list today of the things I have done, instead of making a list of the things I should do. I will look at other people in a different way today, and that way will be positive--not judgme
:(Although it's true you can't fight progress, I'm going to take some time to feel a little blue.. my daughter is moving to Alabama on Wednesday with her family, my three grandkids and her husband.
We went out to dinner tonight and I gave it my best effort to enjoy the time that I had with them, but I'm feeling selfish and wish they weren't leaving.
They are all so happy to be leaving the cold and snow of Erie, and have purchased their first home, so I'm very happy for them. My daughter quit work and will be breeding and selling dogs.. chiquahas and rotts, for now. Her husband was able to transfer from his job at Staples and they're going to be doing well there.
So this is my vent and I guess I'll be visiting Alabama soon :) I can't stay away from the grandkids for that long.
Don't I Wish!!!I wish I really looked like these people. Where the hell are they getting the similarities from???
Roses PoemRoses are red violet's are black,
You look better with a knife in your back. lol
Im ONLY kidding people!!!
MirrorThe mirror
opposite yet close
she stares into glass
why is she backwards
confusion must pass
she sees a smile
her heart feels a frown
she picks up her soul
it falls right back down
trapped in her skin
bleeding dreams that are fake
killing the real world
for her sanity's sake
the mirror then speaks
telling her shes insane
the voices she hears
are all born in her brain
they want her to fly
as she wishes she could
don't tell them to hush
like the mean mirror should
she looks at herself
watching rain in her eyes
missing the stars
as she breathes her goodbyes
she hates the mirror
so she set herself free
and became the voice
that is speaking to me
ArggghHusband doesnt seem to know where the money went. Heh. And now I'm being ignored.
Argh.
Pain KillersBrown neuroscientists have discovered why painkillers such as morphine and other opioids are so effective. The findings were released online on Feb. 11 and will appear in the March edition of Nature Neuroscience.
Jesica Raingo, a postdoctoral research associate, authored the findings along with Professor of Neuroscience Diane Lipscombe and former Brown graduate student Andrew Castiglioni PhD'06.
The scientists found that morphine and other opioids inhibit pain signals by blocking a special kind of N-type calcium channel, a protein that controls the passage of pain signals between nerve cells, according to a Feb. 15 news release by the University.
Lipscombe is an expert in N-type calcium channels, which are "cellular gatekeepers" that control the release of neurotransmitters at the synapse, the point of intersection between nerve cells. Neurotransmitters carry messages, including those for pain, between nerve cells.
Lipscombe and her team discovered a unique form of N-type c
I've Got Balls?I've Got Balls ??
Have you ever wondered why we use the term, I've Got Balls?
Why are balls associated with sure-fire attitude? Somehow, these tiny, insignificant creatures have gotten a reputation for being fiesty. Lets analyze what balls actually are. Here we go...
The testes (or testicles) are two olive-sized oval bodies, one on the right side and one on the left side. The testes have two main functions: to produce sperm (the male sex cell) and to produce testosterone (the male sex hormone). [thank you eMedicine Health]
Now lets break that down into laymen terms so we can all understand the true nature of testicles, or balls as they're so lovingly referred...
Balls are actually not round, but elliptical little wankers that have 2 functions. They keep the population increasing at an ever-alarming rate and then they keep our counterparts seething with rage and stupidity.
Some may argue that the testosterone fact is the reason why balls are referred to in such a boisterous w
Wtf?MY NUMBER ONE DAUGHTER CALLED ME A FROOT LOOP! WHAT KINDA SHIT IS THAT??
Complaints About Walter Reed Were Voiced For YearsTop officials at Walter Reed Army Medical Center, including the Army's surgeon general, have heard complaints about outpatient neglect from family members, veterans groups and members of Congress for more than three years.
A procession of Pentagon and Walter Reed officials expressed surprise last week about the living conditions and bureaucratic nightmares faced by wounded soldiers staying at the D.C. medical facility. But as far back as 2003, the commander of Walter Reed, Lt. Gen. Kevin C. Kiley, who is now the Army's top medical officer, was told that soldiers who were wounded in Iraq and Afghanistan were languishing and lost on the grounds, according to interviews.
Steve Robinson, director of veterans affairs at Veterans for America, said he ran into Kiley in the foyer of the command headquarters at Walter Reed shortly after the Iraq war began and told him that "there are people in the barracks who are drinking themselves to death and people who are sharing drugs and p
Violated....I was violated one night 19 years ago,
And once again so much so as recently that I know.
As he went deeper and deeper inside,
With all that I had, I prayed he'd stop
and God be by my side.
As I laid there with silent screams,
To this day I have the nightmares that torture me.
I resisted without words by moving away,
He took it as if it were a sign of "OK".
He tried to continue as I laid there,
While deep inside I cried take me away from here.
After it was over, he begged again
to go to that forbidden place,
I felt the rush of blood and tears flow down my face.
I bled like once before, and yet it
seemed like more-
I felt violated was written all over
my face, and all I wanted was to find
the closest door.
Today this feeling of being violated
rings in my head,
I feel like another piece of me
has been paralyzed and
feeling of being dead.
All I wanted to hear was one person's voice,
and have his love and his arms hold me;
He was in the distan
Still HereI apologize for not being able to comment & rate like I have been doing. I just started a new job and I'm working anywhere from 10 - 14 hrs. a day sometimes more. Please bear with me, I havn't forgotten anyone. It'll just take me some time to get back to you.
Thank you all for being so understanding, you are true friends.
AlookSexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com
The beauty of a kiss
The touch of a hand
The heat of the night
The passion grows
A look in the eye
A sentiment of lust
A powerful emotion
A sense of passion
Feelings of fervidness
Feelings of affection
Feelings of embrace
Feelings of desire
A burning sense of passion
makes the night never end.
The love they have for each
other, is shown this night.
Oowwwww....Hi...
God i feel rough as f*** today. i woke up with a splitting ear ache and a banging headache, the worst thing is i haven't even been drinking. I wouldn't of given a shit it i had done something that was worth the pain but i ent i just been working...bummer.
Anyway, enough self pity. lol
I did a night shit last night at work. A night shift at my place is very long as all the service users are in bed by around 9ish, so my night is spent cleaning, checking them every 30 minutes or so and watching TV. Though last night i thought f*** it I'm going to do some baking...lol... how gay does that sound.(no rudeness intended).
So there i was at 2am this morning baking a fruit cake and a Victoria sponge. I made all my butter cream then sue who was next door doing the night on the other bungalow kept coming by and dipping her finger in and eating it, so i ended up having to make some more..lol And even if i say so myself both cakes came out looking great, and by the time i put the cream a
Destroying American Is Easy!!!We know Dick Lamm as the former Governor of Colorado. In that context his thoughts are particularly poignant. Last week there was an immigration overpopulation conference in Washington, DC, filled to capacity by many of America's finest minds and leaders. A brilliant college professor by the name of Victor Hansen Davis talked about his latest book, "Mexifornia," explaining how immigration - both legal and illegal was destroying the entire state of California. He said it would march across the country until it destroyed all vestiges of The American Dream.
Moments later, former Colorado Governor Richard D. Lamm stood up and gave a stunning speech on how to destroy America. The audience sat spellbound as he described eight methods for the destruction of the United States. He said, "If you believe that America is too smug, too self-satisfied, too rich, then let's destroy America. It is not that hard to do. No nation in history has survived the ravages of time. Arnold Toynbee o
About Morph RequestsOK I am noticing that people are not really paying attention to the information on my main profile so I am going to try to clear some things up here.
When you request a Morph, its best to make sure to send me the URL's to the photos that you want morphed.
The reason I ask this is so that you have the choice of what it will look like. Yes I could go to your profile and find some but there are 2 reasons that I stopped doing that.
1) It takes too long ... you know what you like and you are not being forward by telling me what you like.
2) I am not a mind reader.
So tell me what you want to see that way you are happier with your design.
So when you request a morph include
1) URLs of photos
2) Name to be put on Morph
It is best to PM the request to me because things just get lost in that shout box.
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