Hellooo My Family n Friends..I will be admitted tomorrow at 9am..n believe me I am tottally scared..for those that dont know what is going on..I had throat cancer n I have been taking Cetuximab (Erbitux) n still do..Last week I had to have more test done n they have found that the cancer has spread to my stomach..I have 44.5% I will be taking Chemotherapy before surgery to help shrink tumors so that it can be more easily removed...N Radiation to kill any cancer cells that might remain around my stomach..So yes everyone I am scared..all I want from everyone is prayers n if I dont get through this remember I love everyone of u...This is how I am feeling..just messed up..y in the world do we have to have a germ that can kill us..but I will do my best to get through this n Say I Did It!!!! I beat it!!!!..I cant have flowers or gift so please understand just leave me a message on my page n I will have my computer in my room after they Sanitize it..so as much as I know what I will be going through I dont know if I am going to be able to be on..But Helen will keep all of u informed on me ..ty I Love everyone n I sure will miss my good friends on Fu..God Bless..I am so flippin scared this is the worst day of my life:(